Hihi =D whoa.. it's 2am.. everyone know's im an early sleeper.. but just finish the very last assignment!! yea finish the lab report =D
finally get the relief feeling to count down to 1.1.2011 =) it's gonna be a better year! the white rabbit year ^^ gonna dye my hair blonde tmr hahah omg cant imagine what dr. rashid's face will be when i turn up with this new hairstyle on his extra class = =" hahah looks like i just came back from the cemetery ...
still feeling that amusement of how i could even suggest selling fast flowers in a cemetery >.<" gosh he must be thinking im a siao marketer = =" aiyo..
mang now from saturday onwards it's gonna be a new year =) and revision for exams which still kinda sucks.. but after that!! hey! yeah! finally chinese new year and all the new opportunities and open to vacation!! hahah omg.. i really want to go on a cruise BUT! my mum went to arrange it with landmine.. oh crapz, sure man, if this is so im just gonna save the money for the taiwan trip then = =" and im sure the air tickets are going to increase in 2011..
it's kinda weird to blog now standing and on 31st Dec.. but whatever i think im just excited =) yea! Jagdeep, i finish my lab report please be lenient on my marks hahax
ps. to all people who were sick this month >.<" i totally understand how you feel man.. stressed, immune low, lack of sleep then dunno what crap we had turn in to the tutors.. zz then fever for some, flu for some, and cough for some.. yup totally understand.. cause now im oso coughing my lungs out.. so long since the last time i had cough.. yea it sucks to fall sick when there's a bunch of things to do.. can't rest n yet body's goin' down so yup 1.1.2011 everybody have a good rest =) sure everyone out there will have their plans =) alrighty.. better catch some sleep before i can't wake up in 5 hrs time lol! yeah~~ bloggy let's count down tgt later~
Friday, December 31, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
Car Collected!! xD
hahax just to let you all hv a glimpse of it >.<" lol.
=p for safety reasons they always smudge the car plate so psps >.<" i smudge it >.<"
ok so today, i took this baby frm Alexandra road to home! well, of course my very worried mom asked the help of 2nd uncle and aunt.. so take credits ba =) thank you for today, and taught me how to pump petrol >.<" though it should be my dad's responsibility sigh.. guess my life is to owe others aft all.. hmm. but yes, thank you very much, without you all, i won't be able to collect the car and might be lost somewhere >.<"
ohh @cousin xue ying, no gps built in >.< my dad said it was unnecessary n somehow the car was expensive said by our experts lol >.< =) but as i said right, first car don't need so good, til now im still trying to gage the width of my car etc.. lol
oh yup, just now i went to add petrol to my car.. man, i was surprised with the cars at night in SG!! they were so fast, so many, so hard to see (motorbike).. n my worried mum just cant stop talking to calm herself..
sighz.. i didn't know driving could cause so much stress on the road.. :S i always, always thought it was a fun thing, but maybe not in SG.. ok nvm! i will train myself to be skillful! one day, i will be like them! i believe im a bright kid! i can do it! =)
yup will be training my parking skills alone tmr!! practice makes perfect, well it's true, maybe not perfect but definitely improvements! =) my journey ahead, here i come! xD
=p for safety reasons they always smudge the car plate so psps >.<" i smudge it >.<"
ok so today, i took this baby frm Alexandra road to home! well, of course my very worried mom asked the help of 2nd uncle and aunt.. so take credits ba =) thank you for today, and taught me how to pump petrol >.<" though it should be my dad's responsibility sigh.. guess my life is to owe others aft all.. hmm. but yes, thank you very much, without you all, i won't be able to collect the car and might be lost somewhere >.<"
ohh @cousin xue ying, no gps built in >.< my dad said it was unnecessary n somehow the car was expensive said by our experts lol >.< =) but as i said right, first car don't need so good, til now im still trying to gage the width of my car etc.. lol
oh yup, just now i went to add petrol to my car.. man, i was surprised with the cars at night in SG!! they were so fast, so many, so hard to see (motorbike).. n my worried mum just cant stop talking to calm herself..
sighz.. i didn't know driving could cause so much stress on the road.. :S i always, always thought it was a fun thing, but maybe not in SG.. ok nvm! i will train myself to be skillful! one day, i will be like them! i believe im a bright kid! i can do it! =)
yup will be training my parking skills alone tmr!! practice makes perfect, well it's true, maybe not perfect but definitely improvements! =) my journey ahead, here i come! xD
Tuesday, October 05, 2010
xD Smile
ok first of all, wishing my cousin (Xue Ying) a happy birthday =). we'll go east coast soon!! ^^
Secondly, would like to thank my parents for supporting my decision on getting on a hatchback car. >.<" I really need time to understand the road first then slowly upgrade to sedans for my second car when im ready.
So today, we agreed and bought a Mazda 2 hatchback, with full body kits with leather seats, window frame as well as 16 inch rims xD meaning the tire is the same as sedan type ^^. It's for sure a shared car within my family. But really thank them for agreeing on a hatchback because they prefer sedan cars.
i didn't take a photo of it because i thought the colour of the car was really funny >.<" but when im driving it, you all will know. hmm, at least for now my family doesn't need to walk so much =D
but yes, suddenly, i felt that maybe im not such a "driver" type of person but the sight seeing type and prefer to sit behind =) so i have this urge for my brother to grow up faster and drive me and family around. and yes, men still have better patient than women while driving. when i was younger, i use to think that i can drive better than men, but some how gender do play a part. men tends to be able to "control" a machine better than women do.
nevertheless, i will try to master this simple machine over the years, hopefully to get some results at the end of it. =)well, nth is perfect. but this is definitely good enough. =)
Secondly, would like to thank my parents for supporting my decision on getting on a hatchback car. >.<" I really need time to understand the road first then slowly upgrade to sedans for my second car when im ready.
So today, we agreed and bought a Mazda 2 hatchback, with full body kits with leather seats, window frame as well as 16 inch rims xD meaning the tire is the same as sedan type ^^. It's for sure a shared car within my family. But really thank them for agreeing on a hatchback because they prefer sedan cars.
i didn't take a photo of it because i thought the colour of the car was really funny >.<" but when im driving it, you all will know. hmm, at least for now my family doesn't need to walk so much =D
but yes, suddenly, i felt that maybe im not such a "driver" type of person but the sight seeing type and prefer to sit behind =) so i have this urge for my brother to grow up faster and drive me and family around. and yes, men still have better patient than women while driving. when i was younger, i use to think that i can drive better than men, but some how gender do play a part. men tends to be able to "control" a machine better than women do.
nevertheless, i will try to master this simple machine over the years, hopefully to get some results at the end of it. =)well, nth is perfect. but this is definitely good enough. =)
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
1st day of my "ha.ha" holiday ..
ok so i can really conclude that when im occupied with almost the whole day, my phone will starting ringin', my msn would flood with windows.. n i just can't take a break.
BUT, when im bored, my phones so quiet, my msn won't flood until my com's lag.. n it feels like no one's alive >.<" this just goes with "i think i've got a lot of friends but i dont hear from them, what's another night all alone, when you're spending everyday on your own"
so here it goes im just a kid and life is a nightmare~~ sighzz i hate this.. i dunno what to spend my time on.. dad's home tmr?! what the.. i dunno if he's coming to the worst case.. grr then i'll really hate him for life. then?! friends and cousins and family.. omg.. when i have time, there's no plan (at all). when i don't have time the plans start coming.. ahhh i just wanna screammm
so this is the 1st day of my "ha.ha" or "ah.ah" holiday zz what a start man! lookin forward to where life brings me .. gosh im so bored at home = =" n i can't believe the stupid new condo that's blockin' all my views hv nt finish its construction, not even every unit's renovation!! Oct is coming!! hahah it took them about 5-6 years just to build it.. this is seriously a turtle speed..
= =" ok time for lunch or watever >.<" wah super boring zzz
BUT, when im bored, my phones so quiet, my msn won't flood until my com's lag.. n it feels like no one's alive >.<" this just goes with "i think i've got a lot of friends but i dont hear from them, what's another night all alone, when you're spending everyday on your own"
so here it goes im just a kid and life is a nightmare~~ sighzz i hate this.. i dunno what to spend my time on.. dad's home tmr?! what the.. i dunno if he's coming to the worst case.. grr then i'll really hate him for life. then?! friends and cousins and family.. omg.. when i have time, there's no plan (at all). when i don't have time the plans start coming.. ahhh i just wanna screammm
so this is the 1st day of my "ha.ha" or "ah.ah" holiday zz what a start man! lookin forward to where life brings me .. gosh im so bored at home = =" n i can't believe the stupid new condo that's blockin' all my views hv nt finish its construction, not even every unit's renovation!! Oct is coming!! hahah it took them about 5-6 years just to build it.. this is seriously a turtle speed..
= =" ok time for lunch or watever >.<" wah super boring zzz
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Resident Evil: After Life
Just found out that it should be nice to take note of what movies I've had watched :)
Mang I hope I'm able to sleep after this, just want to come here and leave a msg to show that I'm alive!
So yup 2 weeks to exam, 1 day to a month where I was qualified to drive (ps I still don't see any license in my mailbox!)
Yup, yesterday ate dinner with cousins and had a great laugh over 5 ppl n 1 ginseng? Lol and yup we watched this movie about zombies!! I have to confess now that I didn't know this was action-horror >.<
I just thought it was some l4d2 convert to movie in real life stuation .. N yet to know they played this jap mov premo advert
Right before the show zzz freaking horrible manz and rainie had this upcoming horror movie too..
Whats up with the ppl? Seeking thrills with horror movies that would give an impact to the heart?
Anyways this show was okay la >.< but prepare to get shocks like wtf?! I think I screamed with the actresses at most times :S
But somehow the audiences today were half dead like zombies too.. No one screamed but most laugh at the funny parts?
Erm stress relief I suppose? Anyways it's a good wait after 3 years for a series like that but I do have to criticise the BGM..
It really turns me off :( when I cue the sound to close my eyes the next thing I knew was a stupid zombie flew infront of the screen..
I think I should thank my cousins for the wise choice not to watch in 3d .. It might be horrible with zombies flying into your face
Oh gosh.. Okok I'm getting sleepy I better stop my adventurous yesterday . Gd morning people!
Mang I hope I'm able to sleep after this, just want to come here and leave a msg to show that I'm alive!
So yup 2 weeks to exam, 1 day to a month where I was qualified to drive (ps I still don't see any license in my mailbox!)
Yup, yesterday ate dinner with cousins and had a great laugh over 5 ppl n 1 ginseng? Lol and yup we watched this movie about zombies!! I have to confess now that I didn't know this was action-horror >.<
I just thought it was some l4d2 convert to movie in real life stuation .. N yet to know they played this jap mov premo advert
Right before the show zzz freaking horrible manz and rainie had this upcoming horror movie too..
Whats up with the ppl? Seeking thrills with horror movies that would give an impact to the heart?
Anyways this show was okay la >.< but prepare to get shocks like wtf?! I think I screamed with the actresses at most times :S
But somehow the audiences today were half dead like zombies too.. No one screamed but most laugh at the funny parts?
Erm stress relief I suppose? Anyways it's a good wait after 3 years for a series like that but I do have to criticise the BGM..
It really turns me off :( when I cue the sound to close my eyes the next thing I knew was a stupid zombie flew infront of the screen..
I think I should thank my cousins for the wise choice not to watch in 3d .. It might be horrible with zombies flying into your face
Oh gosh.. Okok I'm getting sleepy I better stop my adventurous yesterday . Gd morning people!
Friday, August 13, 2010
Official Driver!! ^^
Wow I've got so much to say about this day 13.08.2010!
Everything seemed to flash passed me so quickly today that it was just so incredible.
I woke up today, thinking to myself will i get the chance or not. (the other half of me was like "you can do it man!")
so as i reach the driving centre, i told myself to be confident. but as i was in the waiting room.. it was so intense.. there was this malay boy sitting on the left end, while of course i sat at the right end >.<" somehow awkwardness occurs because there were only two of us in the room, instructors were not turning up for the warm up.. and only radio playing love songs (which made the atmosphere worst).. :S i think he felt the same way too.. but we were saved after 2 other girls came into the warming up room.
after that the instructors brought us to our test car.. and my test car was no. 105. The previous driver of that car was a 50 years old lady, i saw her step out of the car and i was already 15 mins late for my warm up. She seem very blur.. the tester was so so so pissed at her. Which, firstly came to my mind was that poor her.. but secondly, i suddenly thought of, what if that tester was my tester? and he was already so pissed?? how? what about my performance later?.. wow all the thoughts running through my head..
right after the warming up (which i don't know if it was a good or bad thing?) there was this stupid long lorry blocking the whole of the traffic this morning. the driver park the lorry there and disappear. No one could find the owner of the lorry.. So my instructor told me to turn back into the circuit.. which i was like (crap i guess this was friday the 13th.. i can't pass le.) i was emotionally brought down by that stupid lorry but who knew it actually saved me!
as i was waiting in the test-waiting room, a tester Heng Ah Meng came to the door and called my name. I was like "yes, im here" wow, to my surprise.. he was very anxious and seemed like needing a loo .. so almost every subject of my test was a rush..
The items that i were tested was Slope, Directional Change, Vertical and Parallel Parking, S and Cranked Course.. to my surprise no Ramp or E-brake!! gosh.. then due to the lorry that caused the road traffic jam on the right, the tester had to ask me to turn on the left, which were the easier test routes and only 2 test routes were to turn left. But one thing I was really pissed at myself was the very last part of the test.. I told myself utterly many times not to accelerate at the stop line after 2 seconds of checks.. at least must wait more than 5 seconds.. but somehow my excitableness brought me to a big mistake that could almost gave me an immediate failure.. but overall thanks to the tester that only demerit me with 14 points!! xD so i passed! He was really a relax person,.. not those very strict tester than only gives creeps .. overall he still talks and laughs with me while driving.
guess providing that he finds that im still alert.. lucky i wasn't really like "hahah yup" i'll only do that with the instructors but not with the white shirt that sit beside me! hahax so yup!! im officially a new driver from today onwards and no more going back to driving centre!! I graduated!! Yeah!! hahax yup practice to become a skillful and safe driver! remember oh "don't drink drive!" :D
Everything seemed to flash passed me so quickly today that it was just so incredible.
I woke up today, thinking to myself will i get the chance or not. (the other half of me was like "you can do it man!")
so as i reach the driving centre, i told myself to be confident. but as i was in the waiting room.. it was so intense.. there was this malay boy sitting on the left end, while of course i sat at the right end >.<" somehow awkwardness occurs because there were only two of us in the room, instructors were not turning up for the warm up.. and only radio playing love songs (which made the atmosphere worst).. :S i think he felt the same way too.. but we were saved after 2 other girls came into the warming up room.
after that the instructors brought us to our test car.. and my test car was no. 105. The previous driver of that car was a 50 years old lady, i saw her step out of the car and i was already 15 mins late for my warm up. She seem very blur.. the tester was so so so pissed at her. Which, firstly came to my mind was that poor her.. but secondly, i suddenly thought of, what if that tester was my tester? and he was already so pissed?? how? what about my performance later?.. wow all the thoughts running through my head..
right after the warming up (which i don't know if it was a good or bad thing?) there was this stupid long lorry blocking the whole of the traffic this morning. the driver park the lorry there and disappear. No one could find the owner of the lorry.. So my instructor told me to turn back into the circuit.. which i was like (crap i guess this was friday the 13th.. i can't pass le.) i was emotionally brought down by that stupid lorry but who knew it actually saved me!
as i was waiting in the test-waiting room, a tester Heng Ah Meng came to the door and called my name. I was like "yes, im here" wow, to my surprise.. he was very anxious and seemed like needing a loo .. so almost every subject of my test was a rush..
The items that i were tested was Slope, Directional Change, Vertical and Parallel Parking, S and Cranked Course.. to my surprise no Ramp or E-brake!! gosh.. then due to the lorry that caused the road traffic jam on the right, the tester had to ask me to turn on the left, which were the easier test routes and only 2 test routes were to turn left. But one thing I was really pissed at myself was the very last part of the test.. I told myself utterly many times not to accelerate at the stop line after 2 seconds of checks.. at least must wait more than 5 seconds.. but somehow my excitableness brought me to a big mistake that could almost gave me an immediate failure.. but overall thanks to the tester that only demerit me with 14 points!! xD so i passed! He was really a relax person,.. not those very strict tester than only gives creeps .. overall he still talks and laughs with me while driving.
guess providing that he finds that im still alert.. lucky i wasn't really like "hahah yup" i'll only do that with the instructors but not with the white shirt that sit beside me! hahax so yup!! im officially a new driver from today onwards and no more going back to driving centre!! I graduated!! Yeah!! hahax yup practice to become a skillful and safe driver! remember oh "don't drink drive!" :D
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Year 3000 & GC's new Single-->
I have been thinking what would it really be like in year 3000? who will be living on earth? will earth still be counted as a planet? or would it be crushed by some asteroids? hmm fascinating.. this then brought me back to Jonas Brothers today..
with the year 3000!!
--> I've been to the year 3000
Not much has changed but they lived under water
And your great, great, great granddaughter
Is doing fine, doing fine? <--
hahahaha my gosh this lyric is so funny !! classic!
i dont even know if im getting married.. can't believe i would have imagine if i would have a great, great, great granddaughter.. O_O
&& those GC fans out there!! Like it's Her Birthday's Single out on iTunes!! must go listen!! This song rocks! it's not very Blink-182 it's VERY GC!!
^^ more to come this month,, fascinating.. im riding the August roller coaster man!! so many stuff happening this month.. first and foremost.. this friday is my driving test!! my gosh! i must try to pass no matter what!! Clara Koh you can do it!! always remember safety checks people!
with the year 3000!!
--> I've been to the year 3000
Not much has changed but they lived under water
And your great, great, great granddaughter
Is doing fine, doing fine? <--
hahahaha my gosh this lyric is so funny !! classic!
i dont even know if im getting married.. can't believe i would have imagine if i would have a great, great, great granddaughter.. O_O
&& those GC fans out there!! Like it's Her Birthday's Single out on iTunes!! must go listen!! This song rocks! it's not very Blink-182 it's VERY GC!!
^^ more to come this month,, fascinating.. im riding the August roller coaster man!! so many stuff happening this month.. first and foremost.. this friday is my driving test!! my gosh! i must try to pass no matter what!! Clara Koh you can do it!! always remember safety checks people!
Friday, July 30, 2010
Flashes
erm i don't know what brought me here today. but somehow i just need to make sense to what i've been seein'/thinkin' today.
so after i brought my bro to his tuition today.. i was basically walkin' around amk hub waiting to fetch him once he's done. but as i was walking around.. flashes of my past came to me.. i don't know how to explain it but it all came to me so suddenly.. at first was fine, but the flashes gets to me way frequently after the first few times..
grr, i seriously hate to be haunted by my past. im pretty sure no one likes to be haunted by those unwanted past memories. but its really sick when you can't do anything to stop it from flashing in your head.. i don't know why. but places or small little things could remind me of people that i've known in the past.
those familiar feelings or feelings that had been lost and im longing to get them back. but all i know is that reality strikes, no matter how much i want to change, how much i want the change.. i can't change the person that's not supposed to be controlled by me.
and all i thought in this life was to just get on with it-- keep the peace of mind. keep everything tgt because i know happiness lies in when mending occurs. but since in reality humans act harshly, once there's a crack on the glass, its like "that's it we're done, and the next min. you know, that piece of glass is already lying on the floor into millions of broken pieces where mending is hardly possible that one would rather get another 'new' glass to replace the one that had soo many memories shared in it"..
i don't understand, why am i feeling like this today, pretty odd. just when i thought i place the ones whom i love somewhere spotless, yet.. i can actually feel that they're still there from time to time; in reality they're no longer the ones that i knew from the start.
i don't want to escape anything that i've done or said. i just want an honest way to get around it. anyways i was just tryin' to say that its impossible for me to forget you.
so after i brought my bro to his tuition today.. i was basically walkin' around amk hub waiting to fetch him once he's done. but as i was walking around.. flashes of my past came to me.. i don't know how to explain it but it all came to me so suddenly.. at first was fine, but the flashes gets to me way frequently after the first few times..
grr, i seriously hate to be haunted by my past. im pretty sure no one likes to be haunted by those unwanted past memories. but its really sick when you can't do anything to stop it from flashing in your head.. i don't know why. but places or small little things could remind me of people that i've known in the past.
those familiar feelings or feelings that had been lost and im longing to get them back. but all i know is that reality strikes, no matter how much i want to change, how much i want the change.. i can't change the person that's not supposed to be controlled by me.
and all i thought in this life was to just get on with it-- keep the peace of mind. keep everything tgt because i know happiness lies in when mending occurs. but since in reality humans act harshly, once there's a crack on the glass, its like "that's it we're done, and the next min. you know, that piece of glass is already lying on the floor into millions of broken pieces where mending is hardly possible that one would rather get another 'new' glass to replace the one that had soo many memories shared in it"..
i don't understand, why am i feeling like this today, pretty odd. just when i thought i place the ones whom i love somewhere spotless, yet.. i can actually feel that they're still there from time to time; in reality they're no longer the ones that i knew from the start.
i don't want to escape anything that i've done or said. i just want an honest way to get around it. anyways i was just tryin' to say that its impossible for me to forget you.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Despicable Me!! (The Movie)
Bahaha this movie was more than awesome!! The starting was so entertaining already.. cousins, my bro and i were laughing from the start til the end.
hahhaha!! we have a plan to join the Minionss!! gosh they were so adorable =) hahah
>.< cousin pq wanted to learn their language too!! =) i wonder how long would it take for me to master another language in this life!
but yup thanks for all friends and cousins concern yst.. it was really just some stupid life questions. that sometimes i wondered why i kept facing it. or just can't get myself out of it.. once there was this friend told me "what goes around, comes around" maybe i shall learn to become a ninja .. light as wind, yet knows when to excel!
yes, maybe i was just an easy target. i've got to train myself towards versatility!
yup, must become stronger!!
anyways i drew a minion today!! and i wanted to colour it, but i found out that there wasn't even a colour pencil box lying around the house.. lol this shows that i really didn't attend to art class for more than awhile.. >.<"
but just for a tribute to my favourite cartoon of the year!! hahax Despicable Me ^^
psps steve carell's voice over for the character Gru was sooo funny!! especially when he was reading the bedtime story with the 3 puppet kittens!! omg! hahaha i still can't stop laughing after a day.. = ="
yup, yup im the first one to opt for Despicable Me 2 to be continued after this movie!! i'll for surely watch it in 3D again!! hahahx cute, cute, hmm next life i wanna be a minion!! xD
hahhaha!! we have a plan to join the Minionss!! gosh they were so adorable =) hahah
>.< cousin pq wanted to learn their language too!! =) i wonder how long would it take for me to master another language in this life!
but yup thanks for all friends and cousins concern yst.. it was really just some stupid life questions. that sometimes i wondered why i kept facing it. or just can't get myself out of it.. once there was this friend told me "what goes around, comes around" maybe i shall learn to become a ninja .. light as wind, yet knows when to excel!
yes, maybe i was just an easy target. i've got to train myself towards versatility!
yup, must become stronger!!
anyways i drew a minion today!! and i wanted to colour it, but i found out that there wasn't even a colour pencil box lying around the house.. lol this shows that i really didn't attend to art class for more than awhile.. >.<"
but just for a tribute to my favourite cartoon of the year!! hahax Despicable Me ^^
psps steve carell's voice over for the character Gru was sooo funny!! especially when he was reading the bedtime story with the 3 puppet kittens!! omg! hahaha i still can't stop laughing after a day.. = ="
yup, yup im the first one to opt for Despicable Me 2 to be continued after this movie!! i'll for surely watch it in 3D again!! hahahx cute, cute, hmm next life i wanna be a minion!! xD
Sunday, June 27, 2010
4 weeks passed me by like this
Wow.. ok so yesterday wasn't such a day for me.. but no time to care about those stuff!!
Tomorrow >.< is a month's time after the last exam.. so crazy.. :S looks like im already enjoying the holiday and i don't wanna return to school and to that Upp Thomson Rd.. = =..
Aiyo mum told me that maybe i can go Taiwan this winter.. but i wonder if my friends are there.. or have they planned to visit another country.. =(
aiyo.. tonight have my favourite team vs Mexico.. really wanted to watch but lately my body clock is screwed up by watchin' fifa til 4:30am everyday..>.< need to go back to that "time for school" sleeping pattern..
>.< but im really tired today. i mop the whole house twice, change a king size bedsheet (including pillow and bolster cases), put on the single size bedsheet.. wash the bedsheets.. :S.. house work is horrible, (what if i was living in a larger house..) ohh i can't think about me mopping each staircase climbing up and down with a pail of water.. 經典僕人! hahaha
gosh this semester got no rest day for me, have to head back to Upp Thomson Rd. Everyday.. O.O = =// aiyo.. then have to reconsider the driving test date.. maybe its either before a lecture or after a tutorial..
but im aiming to pass the test once!! i don't want to waste another 156+ dollars just for another driving test.. its crazy how much i spent on driving lessons, it can be compared to 1-2 years of petrol money.. >.<" aiyo.. anyways see you (Upp. Thomson Rd.) Tmr.. i wonder is Carol or Thiru our Anthro Lecturer or Tutor..Predictions: most prolly they swopt over again.. o.o"
Tomorrow >.< is a month's time after the last exam.. so crazy.. :S looks like im already enjoying the holiday and i don't wanna return to school and to that Upp Thomson Rd.. = =..
Aiyo mum told me that maybe i can go Taiwan this winter.. but i wonder if my friends are there.. or have they planned to visit another country.. =(
aiyo.. tonight have my favourite team vs Mexico.. really wanted to watch but lately my body clock is screwed up by watchin' fifa til 4:30am everyday..>.< need to go back to that "time for school" sleeping pattern..
>.< but im really tired today. i mop the whole house twice, change a king size bedsheet (including pillow and bolster cases), put on the single size bedsheet.. wash the bedsheets.. :S.. house work is horrible, (what if i was living in a larger house..) ohh i can't think about me mopping each staircase climbing up and down with a pail of water.. 經典僕人! hahaha
gosh this semester got no rest day for me, have to head back to Upp Thomson Rd. Everyday.. O.O = =// aiyo.. then have to reconsider the driving test date.. maybe its either before a lecture or after a tutorial..
but im aiming to pass the test once!! i don't want to waste another 156+ dollars just for another driving test.. its crazy how much i spent on driving lessons, it can be compared to 1-2 years of petrol money.. >.<" aiyo.. anyways see you (Upp. Thomson Rd.) Tmr.. i wonder is Carol or Thiru our Anthro Lecturer or Tutor..Predictions: most prolly they swopt over again.. o.o"
Saturday, June 26, 2010
This Is What I Hate About Humans:
We never think before we judge.. (this occurs more than most of the time)
We are usually led by our emotions than logically conclusions.
We blame others for fault than ourselves.
I don't understand man.. today is such a freakin' hot day already..
Everyone out there is patiently waiting for something. Yes, I don't blame anyone feeling hectic, tired and exhuasted. Because today is damn hot.
But, if you're just like this stupid security guard, that has no brains at all.. I can hardly believe you exist.. i might be harsh with my words all the time. but im making a point. or maybe self-defending..
Tell me which resident in a condo gets yelled by a security guard? it's like hello?! im staying here, you're just a guard.. he totally forgotten that i could write in and complain and i could even fire him away.. as easy as killing ants..
gosh.. so all this leads to what? suay lor, when your parents decide that the fault is on myself and they don't stand for their own people! nice! very nice! indeed, if its not because of my parents, i will head straight back down to the security guards and ask for his name, moreover, i can just turn his life upsidedown, its just the matter i want to do it or not.
stupid guard, this is your first yellow card, if you give such stupid poor judgement again. straight red!! i don't ever want to see you around this compound ever again!!
We are usually led by our emotions than logically conclusions.
We blame others for fault than ourselves.
I don't understand man.. today is such a freakin' hot day already..
Everyone out there is patiently waiting for something. Yes, I don't blame anyone feeling hectic, tired and exhuasted. Because today is damn hot.
But, if you're just like this stupid security guard, that has no brains at all.. I can hardly believe you exist.. i might be harsh with my words all the time. but im making a point. or maybe self-defending..
Tell me which resident in a condo gets yelled by a security guard? it's like hello?! im staying here, you're just a guard.. he totally forgotten that i could write in and complain and i could even fire him away.. as easy as killing ants..
gosh.. so all this leads to what? suay lor, when your parents decide that the fault is on myself and they don't stand for their own people! nice! very nice! indeed, if its not because of my parents, i will head straight back down to the security guards and ask for his name, moreover, i can just turn his life upsidedown, its just the matter i want to do it or not.
stupid guard, this is your first yellow card, if you give such stupid poor judgement again. straight red!! i don't ever want to see you around this compound ever again!!
Sunday, June 20, 2010
ehh..Happy Father's Day?
LOL ok i've been wishing people's parents Happy Mother's and Father's day.. and found out wth? my own old man and mum aren't even in town.. lol so what ashame for them anyways.. lol
ehh just found out a very very interesting thing, as i was watchin' Fifa just now.. they were playing Slovakia's National Anthem, it sounded like Jay's 半獸人's prelude.. gosh! i thought i was about to sing that song and found out it was Fifa! lol and i still ask myself why would fifa play jay's song?? lol and finally found that it was Slovakia's anthem.. gosh must look for that ..
Slovakia National Anthem
Jay's 半獸人
So yup.. somehow after listen to it a couple of times it didn't sounded the same.. >.<" maybe i was sync' both songs in my head that's why they sounded the same.. hahas anyways wishin' all fathers that claim themselves as a father and worked hard for their family a Happy 2010 Father's Day. =)
ehh just found out a very very interesting thing, as i was watchin' Fifa just now.. they were playing Slovakia's National Anthem, it sounded like Jay's 半獸人's prelude.. gosh! i thought i was about to sing that song and found out it was Fifa! lol and i still ask myself why would fifa play jay's song?? lol and finally found that it was Slovakia's anthem.. gosh must look for that ..
Slovakia National Anthem
Jay's 半獸人
So yup.. somehow after listen to it a couple of times it didn't sounded the same.. >.<" maybe i was sync' both songs in my head that's why they sounded the same.. hahas anyways wishin' all fathers that claim themselves as a father and worked hard for their family a Happy 2010 Father's Day. =)
Saturday, June 19, 2010
=) The Happy Days
=D @cousins, many thanks for letting me lodge at your house again.
Had a fun day at Ikea ytd, finally got to eat some food that I did not get the chance the other time >.<"
So yup, my cousins bought this fun pack of Honey Stars that gave a small colourable toy character frm Shrek.. Firstly, cousin pq thought it was some tissue inside a plastic.. since the toy figure was totally white in colour.. she brought it for me to see.. I thought it was some gift of a cherub angel.. just like the pic below
Ltr on, cousin pq ask her sis about the toy figure. We then found out it was frm the honey stars pack and it was Fiona!! LOL! Shrek's Wife >.<" LOL so speechless. After that we decided to colour it and it looks like that:
Suddenly as i look closer, I ignored the hair of Fiona's.. and found that she looked like Steve Martin... gosh this is so weird and my cousins laughed >.<"
Comparison of Fiona to Steve Martin:
>.< no offence made towards both Steve and Fiona.. just that i found the two of them look a like..
psps. so today, cousin pq and i watched nearly 3 movies, (well, at home).. but we couldn't take it cause it was just so dreadful and tiring. Although both of us slept for so long.. Had a great lesson through The Karate Kid, maybe we had chosen the wrong quality version but through the mumblings we manage to finish the whole movie in amaze and left with a very dotz ending..wished it was longer at the end but the front part of the show was a little draggy.. Yup Jaden was really brought up by the power of Will! Truly amazing, never give up your pride mans! Even if you're bullied, you must fight back!! And whatever is done can never be returned!
Kung Fu is to make peace! Not war! hahax yup really wished i could stay one more day .. but i really had to go home and settle the house.. see, whenever im busy, im always, always surrounded. but when im dead free as a housefly, no one bugs me LOL. and as the elderly always say "this is life" =) alright, so this is life >.<"
anyways, im glad that mum and bro reached Bei Jing safely, (hope they had fun). Well, for me? I will have to clean-up the house, be ready to get to the airport this weekend and welcome them home :D. By that means, I have to freakin' clean the house up and down twice this week and change the bedsheets .. and soon im gonna get kicked back to my room.. ohh PSPS. courts bed are freakin' comfortable esp. that type with what?! Aloe Vera on it = =" my gosh what on earth man?! Bed with Aloe Vera?! LOL but yup very comfortable, at a same time EXPENSIVE la.. $2000+ it's out of my budget..
:( gotta find cheaper beds, maybe i can reconsider :)
Alrighty, i think it's time to do housework! :D
Had a fun day at Ikea ytd, finally got to eat some food that I did not get the chance the other time >.<"
So yup, my cousins bought this fun pack of Honey Stars that gave a small colourable toy character frm Shrek.. Firstly, cousin pq thought it was some tissue inside a plastic.. since the toy figure was totally white in colour.. she brought it for me to see.. I thought it was some gift of a cherub angel.. just like the pic below
Ltr on, cousin pq ask her sis about the toy figure. We then found out it was frm the honey stars pack and it was Fiona!! LOL! Shrek's Wife >.<" LOL so speechless. After that we decided to colour it and it looks like that:
Suddenly as i look closer, I ignored the hair of Fiona's.. and found that she looked like Steve Martin... gosh this is so weird and my cousins laughed >.<"
Comparison of Fiona to Steve Martin:
>.< no offence made towards both Steve and Fiona.. just that i found the two of them look a like..
psps. so today, cousin pq and i watched nearly 3 movies, (well, at home).. but we couldn't take it cause it was just so dreadful and tiring. Although both of us slept for so long.. Had a great lesson through The Karate Kid, maybe we had chosen the wrong quality version but through the mumblings we manage to finish the whole movie in amaze and left with a very dotz ending..wished it was longer at the end but the front part of the show was a little draggy.. Yup Jaden was really brought up by the power of Will! Truly amazing, never give up your pride mans! Even if you're bullied, you must fight back!! And whatever is done can never be returned!
Kung Fu is to make peace! Not war! hahax yup really wished i could stay one more day .. but i really had to go home and settle the house.. see, whenever im busy, im always, always surrounded. but when im dead free as a housefly, no one bugs me LOL. and as the elderly always say "this is life" =) alright, so this is life >.<"
anyways, im glad that mum and bro reached Bei Jing safely, (hope they had fun). Well, for me? I will have to clean-up the house, be ready to get to the airport this weekend and welcome them home :D. By that means, I have to freakin' clean the house up and down twice this week and change the bedsheets .. and soon im gonna get kicked back to my room.. ohh PSPS. courts bed are freakin' comfortable esp. that type with what?! Aloe Vera on it = =" my gosh what on earth man?! Bed with Aloe Vera?! LOL but yup very comfortable, at a same time EXPENSIVE la.. $2000+ it's out of my budget..
:( gotta find cheaper beds, maybe i can reconsider :)
Alrighty, i think it's time to do housework! :D
Sunday, June 13, 2010
No. 10 Messi!!
= =" ok.. finally i get to collect my first and prolly last football jersey in this life time.
Always wanted to buy one but 4 yrs ago was in China.. and Suzhou doesn't have it..
This time.. finally, I get to buy one of my fav football player's jersey collection!!
So yup any football fans in Singapore that are crazy about it, and want to know where to buy, erm Peninsula Shopping Centre, 4th floor there are a couple of stores for you to compare prices.. but just so you know, they're prolly neighbours (as in the store owners know each other).. don't be surprise if you can't find a lower price.. mostly sell at the same price. esp. this season.
So this is the back view..
Too excited that I forgotten to take a photo of the front view..
>.<" lol psps very long nv take a photo of myself.. gosh yup hopefully Argentina can keep rolling in the game && Maradona rocks.. = = wished i were a trained football player.. :D
Always wanted to buy one but 4 yrs ago was in China.. and Suzhou doesn't have it..
This time.. finally, I get to buy one of my fav football player's jersey collection!!
So yup any football fans in Singapore that are crazy about it, and want to know where to buy, erm Peninsula Shopping Centre, 4th floor there are a couple of stores for you to compare prices.. but just so you know, they're prolly neighbours (as in the store owners know each other).. don't be surprise if you can't find a lower price.. mostly sell at the same price. esp. this season.
So this is the back view..
Too excited that I forgotten to take a photo of the front view..
>.<" lol psps very long nv take a photo of myself.. gosh yup hopefully Argentina can keep rolling in the game && Maradona rocks.. = = wished i were a trained football player.. :D
Friday, June 11, 2010
FIFA WORLD CUP 2010: South Africa ^_^
=D hahahhx im so into this! i remember 4 yrs ago i was watchin' this in China.. omg it was so cool to watch it via ESPN! and i could watch almost every match.. and then it was dad who was payin' the cable fees.
now that im payin the stupid cable fees by myself =( gotta move into Mcdonalds to watch live!! lol but this time im only gonna support (the hosting team: South Afrika, Agentina and Brazil.. well maybe Spain and England..) = = can't afford to keep going down to Mcdonalds anyway.. ahh hopefully malaysia's TV3 will air live today!! ahh miracle please happen!
>.< ohh to: Na, i saw your comments hahax 1st of all yup all the best to your band wa.. :D think it's gonna be cool & yupyup im currently on holidayz, secondly, yes, i was watchin' 敗犬 lol >.<".. then yup california is definitely in my plans. just that i don't know when. but hope it's soon to be.
yupp im soo gonna search for some free online streaming players!! fifa i wanna watch live lahh!! >.<" hahahax update!! dad approve to let me buy the WC channel!! holy cow! finally don't have to keep scrolling the commentaries!! ^^ haha Agentina tonight!! Lionel Messi!! No. 10!!
now that im payin the stupid cable fees by myself =( gotta move into Mcdonalds to watch live!! lol but this time im only gonna support (the hosting team: South Afrika, Agentina and Brazil.. well maybe Spain and England..) = = can't afford to keep going down to Mcdonalds anyway.. ahh hopefully malaysia's TV3 will air live today!! ahh miracle please happen!
>.< ohh to: Na, i saw your comments hahax 1st of all yup all the best to your band wa.. :D think it's gonna be cool & yupyup im currently on holidayz, secondly, yes, i was watchin' 敗犬 lol >.<".. then yup california is definitely in my plans. just that i don't know when. but hope it's soon to be.
yupp im soo gonna search for some free online streaming players!! fifa i wanna watch live lahh!! >.<" hahahax update!! dad approve to let me buy the WC channel!! holy cow! finally don't have to keep scrolling the commentaries!! ^^ haha Agentina tonight!! Lionel Messi!! No. 10!!
Thursday, June 03, 2010
The Orangey County :)
Hmm out of the Aaron Carter's cycle.. here i come with the O.C. again..
Yup so after watching a few episodes of the O.C. again.. = = just thinkin about waking up the next morning and the ocean appears infront of me rocks my socks..
im soo lookin' forward to visit the States :) wanna take a look at what's around the other side of the world!
it would be so cool to even have the chance to visit some old friends livin' in NYC and Minnesota hahax even Canada (if i got the chance to).
although im physically still in singapore.. i guess mentally, im alr blown away!
lol
yup,yup must plan a trip down! ohh! california~~ hope to visit u soon!
meanwhile.. continue to watch the o.c. >.<"
Yup so after watching a few episodes of the O.C. again.. = = just thinkin about waking up the next morning and the ocean appears infront of me rocks my socks..
im soo lookin' forward to visit the States :) wanna take a look at what's around the other side of the world!
it would be so cool to even have the chance to visit some old friends livin' in NYC and Minnesota hahax even Canada (if i got the chance to).
although im physically still in singapore.. i guess mentally, im alr blown away!
lol
yup,yup must plan a trip down! ohh! california~~ hope to visit u soon!
meanwhile.. continue to watch the o.c. >.<"
Monday, May 31, 2010
Hooray!! :D
Yeah~~ finally over..
stupid Sociology paper.. my palms almost turned into a rock.. = ="
i was shocked that i almost cannot let go of the pen.. my muscles were so tensed..
and out of a blur i wrote so much crap = =.. lol .. just pass can liao
and this one thing always happen to me.. when im busy , there're so many tv shows i want to watch..
and when im busy my phone and sms or even messenger's windows keep ringing and blinking..
likewise, when im as free as i can be.. no tv shows, no phone rings, no sms and not even a single msn window's blinkin...
wa.. what kinda life is this .. >.<""
anywayzz holiday starts now!! :D
stupid Sociology paper.. my palms almost turned into a rock.. = ="
i was shocked that i almost cannot let go of the pen.. my muscles were so tensed..
and out of a blur i wrote so much crap = =.. lol .. just pass can liao
and this one thing always happen to me.. when im busy , there're so many tv shows i want to watch..
and when im busy my phone and sms or even messenger's windows keep ringing and blinking..
likewise, when im as free as i can be.. no tv shows, no phone rings, no sms and not even a single msn window's blinkin...
wa.. what kinda life is this .. >.<""
anywayzz holiday starts now!! :D
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
敗犬女王!!! LOL >.<""
ok first of all.. i know im kinda still in the Aaron Carter cycle :S psps.
hmm yup so today finally finish that stupid long 120 MCQszz B&B test.. well, don't wanna talk about it much because its alr done!! n i wanna stop my adrenaline for pumpin' at this hr.. >.<"
yup yup so i was watchin' 敗犬 just now.. and i found that the episode today was kinda interestin'.. it got me thinkin' for a moment. Ask every1 a question "Have u ever thought of what you would do the moment you finish study?" don't tell me that its about work.. if that was the first thing that came to your mind.. i think we're on the same track!! because when you found that you've got nothing to do, dazing is the one thing that waste most of our life's time..
so i guess we need to step out of that mindset.. we're the new Gen.! we need to make a change man.. >.< start dreaming out loud! after tonight's episode, im startin' to plan my trip to visit the west coast of the states (yes, i might have visited before, but that was when?? 1 or 2 yrs old?? seriously, can't even remember a thing except the photos, which doesn't make any differences..)
yup, i can't con't to bore my life, i feel like this "almost" 20 yrs past by me by like nothing, all i can remember were life lessons, teachin' me to grow and grow. But in the end did i ever grow out of who im suppose to be? Nah.. im still me, the original me. I didn't even grow in height for don't know how many ages ago..
yup, no matter who's goin' to bring me down.. they will nv stop me, becos this is my life, im holdin' all chances and choices that i want. it's just like playin' chess. i've got all the pieces, it's whether i want to move them or not, or i move them in the right or wrong directions.
yupyup, one more exam on 31st May and helloha to June! yea the warm tropical summer ^^, yet, it's going to be hott!!
hmm yup so today finally finish that stupid long 120 MCQszz B&B test.. well, don't wanna talk about it much because its alr done!! n i wanna stop my adrenaline for pumpin' at this hr.. >.<"
yup yup so i was watchin' 敗犬 just now.. and i found that the episode today was kinda interestin'.. it got me thinkin' for a moment. Ask every1 a question "Have u ever thought of what you would do the moment you finish study?" don't tell me that its about work.. if that was the first thing that came to your mind.. i think we're on the same track!! because when you found that you've got nothing to do, dazing is the one thing that waste most of our life's time..
so i guess we need to step out of that mindset.. we're the new Gen.! we need to make a change man.. >.< start dreaming out loud! after tonight's episode, im startin' to plan my trip to visit the west coast of the states (yes, i might have visited before, but that was when?? 1 or 2 yrs old?? seriously, can't even remember a thing except the photos, which doesn't make any differences..)
yup, i can't con't to bore my life, i feel like this "almost" 20 yrs past by me by like nothing, all i can remember were life lessons, teachin' me to grow and grow. But in the end did i ever grow out of who im suppose to be? Nah.. im still me, the original me. I didn't even grow in height for don't know how many ages ago..
yup, no matter who's goin' to bring me down.. they will nv stop me, becos this is my life, im holdin' all chances and choices that i want. it's just like playin' chess. i've got all the pieces, it's whether i want to move them or not, or i move them in the right or wrong directions.
yupyup, one more exam on 31st May and helloha to June! yea the warm tropical summer ^^, yet, it's going to be hott!!
Friday, May 21, 2010
Let Go..Let Go..Let Go :D
hahahx this song is spinning in my head!!
although it was kinda like taken off Flo Rida's Rewind//
but it still sounds great! the lyrics were as if telling me to..
clara let go of the stress!!
just keep letting go of the stresszzz :D
= =" my bio clock sys. is kinda wrong :( i stayed up til late (as if i lived to see the dawn >.<) and then i kinda sleep until noon zzZZz..(hopefully, i can return from the nocturnal cycle ..) because, if this con't one will get hypersomnia.. which is really bad for health. Ps. Revising for Brain and Behaviour.. the serious case of hypersomnia is narcolepsy..
woahhh so i gotta let goOooO let GooOooO !
:D PS. i added a link, ppl follow me on twitter! lol! im very interested to see funny tweets of urs too! :D just tweet abt anything that's on your mind!
although it was kinda like taken off Flo Rida's Rewind//
but it still sounds great! the lyrics were as if telling me to..
clara let go of the stress!!
just keep letting go of the stresszzz :D
= =" my bio clock sys. is kinda wrong :( i stayed up til late (as if i lived to see the dawn >.<) and then i kinda sleep until noon zzZZz..(hopefully, i can return from the nocturnal cycle ..) because, if this con't one will get hypersomnia.. which is really bad for health. Ps. Revising for Brain and Behaviour.. the serious case of hypersomnia is narcolepsy..
woahhh so i gotta let goOooO let GooOooO !
:D PS. i added a link, ppl follow me on twitter! lol! im very interested to see funny tweets of urs too! :D just tweet abt anything that's on your mind!
Sunday, May 09, 2010
Happy Mother's Day!
:) To all Mum's around the world. I just want to thank you all for the greatest and unrequited love that you had provided for your children!
So that we are blessed and loved! Without Mums, We won't know who We are today.
Above all, I just want to say it is very nice to feel your presence around!
With mum's around, things just seem easier and enlightened!
Dedicate a song: When I look at you to all mum's around the world!
(yes, i know its more appropriate for lovers, but this just sounds great!)
For Mum:
"When I look at you I see forgiveness, I see the truth. You loved me for who I am like the stars hold the moon, right where they belong. And I know I'm not alone."--When I Look At You
Although, I'm not working just yet, i hope this is a very small gift to you. my appreciation. :) [Hopefully, i can earn enough money to fulfill her dreams!! God, must give me that chance! Her life was not easy, must give her some credits!]
so.. Wishing all Mums a very Happy 2010 Mother's Day!
So that we are blessed and loved! Without Mums, We won't know who We are today.
Above all, I just want to say it is very nice to feel your presence around!
With mum's around, things just seem easier and enlightened!
Dedicate a song: When I look at you to all mum's around the world!
(yes, i know its more appropriate for lovers, but this just sounds great!)
For Mum:
"When I look at you I see forgiveness, I see the truth. You loved me for who I am like the stars hold the moon, right where they belong. And I know I'm not alone."--When I Look At You
Although, I'm not working just yet, i hope this is a very small gift to you. my appreciation. :) [Hopefully, i can earn enough money to fulfill her dreams!! God, must give me that chance! Her life was not easy, must give her some credits!]
so.. Wishing all Mums a very Happy 2010 Mother's Day!
Friday, May 07, 2010
The End of Marathon is Near
^^ finally one lab report is done!
there's one more lab report, one more tutorial and then! Final exams!
and then! where shall i go to? :D lol maybe shall try to get the license by July!
gosh.. finally finish the TTT for FT, going to take my FTT in June.. hopefully can get a driving test in July, if not August will be fine..
then when pass!! omg >.<" really wish i can drive on the road .. no more of waiting for stupid taxis, no more of taking other people's cars and have to look at their stupid unwillingness and arrogant attitudes! no more no more!! yeah next thurs movie "the last song" is airing on cinemas island wide!! omg can't wait can't wait!! hehe <3 nicholas sparks!!
i have so many things to catch up with.. :( must try to finish some during the 2 weeks break lol sounds so impossible but well! must have a good rest this break!
ehh must start some plans for the holiday, so that time is used wisely and i can find myself doing things productively and stop thinking about crap issues >.<
i wish i have a smaller amygdala.. lol less emotions, less self-reflective ..
ahh anyways its been a tired day.. i need some rest and some inspiration for tomorrow! :D <3 the good old days, they're still the best part of my memories!!
there's one more lab report, one more tutorial and then! Final exams!
and then! where shall i go to? :D lol maybe shall try to get the license by July!
gosh.. finally finish the TTT for FT, going to take my FTT in June.. hopefully can get a driving test in July, if not August will be fine..
then when pass!! omg >.<" really wish i can drive on the road .. no more of waiting for stupid taxis, no more of taking other people's cars and have to look at their stupid unwillingness and arrogant attitudes! no more no more!! yeah next thurs movie "the last song" is airing on cinemas island wide!! omg can't wait can't wait!! hehe <3 nicholas sparks!!
i have so many things to catch up with.. :( must try to finish some during the 2 weeks break lol sounds so impossible but well! must have a good rest this break!
ehh must start some plans for the holiday, so that time is used wisely and i can find myself doing things productively and stop thinking about crap issues >.<
i wish i have a smaller amygdala.. lol less emotions, less self-reflective ..
ahh anyways its been a tired day.. i need some rest and some inspiration for tomorrow! :D <3 the good old days, they're still the best part of my memories!!
Saturday, April 24, 2010
=) Midterms Down!! More Enemies to come!
Sergeant X: Team Alpha do you read?
Team Alpha: Yes Sir!
Sergeant X: First off well done on the mission!
Team Alpha: *Cheers*
Sergeant X: Well, not yet. We're not done.
Team Alpha: *Frowns*
Team Alpha: Sergeant, what's next?
Sergeant X: You will know in a while, I had sent my men to reinforce your next mission.
Team Alpha: *fooling around with morse code ...---...*
Sergeant X: *Shouts to the walkie talkie* Team Alpha!
Team Alpha: *drops the walkie talkie and pick up* Yes Sir!
Sergeant X: You will be sent home by June. This is your last mission, I hope to see a continuity of good performance!
Sergeant X: Meantime, get armed and wait outside the camp. A Chinook will pick you guys to your next mission.
Team Alpha: What?! Sergeant! We just won our battle, not even a drink?
Sergeant X: Are you in or not?! We are running out of time, get your asses moving now or you are not coming home!
Team Alpha: Roger that!!
= =" geez. this is prolly what im feelin' now. Final exams is like at the end of May!
my god! can't wait for June to arrive! LOL. for now practice and practice plus the effort of cramming all "that" stuff into the brain. grr . yes, very hectic, indeed just need more time but.. writing this blog entry kind of waste sometime already. but anywayzz i'll be back! (soon)
Team Alpha: Yes Sir!
Sergeant X: First off well done on the mission!
Team Alpha: *Cheers*
Sergeant X: Well, not yet. We're not done.
Team Alpha: *Frowns*
Team Alpha: Sergeant, what's next?
Sergeant X: You will know in a while, I had sent my men to reinforce your next mission.
Team Alpha: *fooling around with morse code ...---...*
Sergeant X: *Shouts to the walkie talkie* Team Alpha!
Team Alpha: *drops the walkie talkie and pick up* Yes Sir!
Sergeant X: You will be sent home by June. This is your last mission, I hope to see a continuity of good performance!
Sergeant X: Meantime, get armed and wait outside the camp. A Chinook will pick you guys to your next mission.
Team Alpha: What?! Sergeant! We just won our battle, not even a drink?
Sergeant X: Are you in or not?! We are running out of time, get your asses moving now or you are not coming home!
Team Alpha: Roger that!!
= =" geez. this is prolly what im feelin' now. Final exams is like at the end of May!
my god! can't wait for June to arrive! LOL. for now practice and practice plus the effort of cramming all "that" stuff into the brain. grr . yes, very hectic, indeed just need more time but.. writing this blog entry kind of waste sometime already. but anywayzz i'll be back! (soon)
Sunday, April 18, 2010
五月天·夢想
17.4.2010
五月天辦到了！多年的夢想，永恒的執著！
他們終于在新加坡國家體育場首次讓歌迷們感受到那股倔強的氣氛！
雖然真的有點熱，但是他們辦到了！這似乎給了我很大的信心，我應該朝向自己的夢想！
這也是我第一次感受到原來阿信也有他感性的一面！煙火的句點並不是終點！而是我們見證了即將到來的開始！
天邊風光 身邊的我
都不在你眼中
你的眼中 藏著什麽
我從來都不懂
沒有關係 你的世界
就讓你擁有
不打擾 是我的溫柔
不知不覺 不情不願
又到巷子口
我沒有哭 也沒有笑
因爲這是夢
沒有預兆 沒有理由
你真的有說過
如果有 就讓你自由
喔 哦哦
喔 哦哦
喔 哦哦
喔 哦哦哦~~
阿信：
「如果你对我说，你想要一朵花，那我就给你一朵花。
如果你对我说，你想要一颗星星，那么我就会给你一颗星星。
如果你对我说，你想要一场雪，那么我就会给你一场雪。
如果你对我说，你想要离开我，那么我会说，我会对你说，我给你自由。」(啊~ 這經典的一句有感動到！)
「就算世界千瘡百孔，也要和你逃到最浪漫的盡頭。」
哈哈！爲什麽他每一句都那麽溫柔、浪漫？卻在這溫柔和浪漫中能感受到一股瀟灑味？
xD 啊！我想當歌手！>.<" 我想組樂團！我想和樂團們環游世界！其他的我什麽都可以放下！！
超想聽到一群人一起唱我寫的歌！！ 噢買嘎！我一定要等到那天！！ 當夢想一一實現了，我死而無憾！
五月天辦到了！多年的夢想，永恒的執著！
他們終于在新加坡國家體育場首次讓歌迷們感受到那股倔強的氣氛！
雖然真的有點熱，但是他們辦到了！這似乎給了我很大的信心，我應該朝向自己的夢想！
這也是我第一次感受到原來阿信也有他感性的一面！煙火的句點並不是終點！而是我們見證了即將到來的開始！
天邊風光 身邊的我
都不在你眼中
你的眼中 藏著什麽
我從來都不懂
沒有關係 你的世界
就讓你擁有
不打擾 是我的溫柔
不知不覺 不情不願
又到巷子口
我沒有哭 也沒有笑
因爲這是夢
沒有預兆 沒有理由
你真的有說過
如果有 就讓你自由
喔 哦哦
喔 哦哦
喔 哦哦
喔 哦哦哦~~
阿信：
「如果你对我说，你想要一朵花，那我就给你一朵花。
如果你对我说，你想要一颗星星，那么我就会给你一颗星星。
如果你对我说，你想要一场雪，那么我就会给你一场雪。
如果你对我说，你想要离开我，那么我会说，我会对你说，我给你自由。」(啊~ 這經典的一句有感動到！)
「就算世界千瘡百孔，也要和你逃到最浪漫的盡頭。」
哈哈！爲什麽他每一句都那麽溫柔、浪漫？卻在這溫柔和浪漫中能感受到一股瀟灑味？
xD 啊！我想當歌手！>.<" 我想組樂團！我想和樂團們環游世界！其他的我什麽都可以放下！！
超想聽到一群人一起唱我寫的歌！！ 噢買嘎！我一定要等到那天！！ 當夢想一一實現了，我死而無憾！
Friday, April 09, 2010
2 down! 2 more to go!
Yes! Midterms are about done just that still have:
1) Stats (16th April)
2) SS1112 Counselling Presentation (16th April)
3) B&B (22nd April)
and I found out that if you slept during the afternoon and you try to sleep at night again.. wow.. you won't really sleep properly? you keep having this weird intervals that you keep opening your eyes every 2-3 hours. gosh. so from wednesday onwards until today i slept at 2am and i never really like sleep properly.. geez must sleep well tonight.. (psps. went off topic >.<")
hehe can't wait for Sat to come! can't wait to see Mayday la!! must have my body shaken up on the day! let out all the stresses!
Tues.. must stay at woodlands driving centre and get all theories done!! must chiong ah! then then wa.. still got 2 lab reports to write plus Soci's workbook exercises ..
:( wa liao then end of May is like final exams for sem 2..
crazy la then first year of Psyc is done! CRAAZY! my gosh sometimes i really regreted admiting to Uni life so early.. should;ve gone experience the society, and what are people living in this world like first. i should've taken a year gap.
anywayszz if i were smarter >.< maybe i won't end up like that. so tired = = don't know what im blabbin here again.. :S sometimes i wonder why i have nothing better to talk, sometimes i wonder why im so boring .. guess its all mindsets.
im just stubborn to change. maybe that's why. maybe i don't know how and when to change? or maybe these are excuses? anyways 19 this year right?
那就我和我最後的倔強！五月天！我終于等到這一天了！！ ^^
1) Stats (16th April)
2) SS1112 Counselling Presentation (16th April)
3) B&B (22nd April)
and I found out that if you slept during the afternoon and you try to sleep at night again.. wow.. you won't really sleep properly? you keep having this weird intervals that you keep opening your eyes every 2-3 hours. gosh. so from wednesday onwards until today i slept at 2am and i never really like sleep properly.. geez must sleep well tonight.. (psps. went off topic >.<")
hehe can't wait for Sat to come! can't wait to see Mayday la!! must have my body shaken up on the day! let out all the stresses!
Tues.. must stay at woodlands driving centre and get all theories done!! must chiong ah! then then wa.. still got 2 lab reports to write plus Soci's workbook exercises ..
:( wa liao then end of May is like final exams for sem 2..
crazy la then first year of Psyc is done! CRAAZY! my gosh sometimes i really regreted admiting to Uni life so early.. should;ve gone experience the society, and what are people living in this world like first. i should've taken a year gap.
anywayszz if i were smarter >.< maybe i won't end up like that. so tired = = don't know what im blabbin here again.. :S sometimes i wonder why i have nothing better to talk, sometimes i wonder why im so boring .. guess its all mindsets.
im just stubborn to change. maybe that's why. maybe i don't know how and when to change? or maybe these are excuses? anyways 19 this year right?
那就我和我最後的倔強！五月天！我終于等到這一天了！！ ^^
Monday, March 29, 2010
JJ Lin- Party 4 ^^
:D hehe so overwhelmed by this event, once again its my first autograph event from an idol that i had listened for the past 6 years! ^^
Thinking back when I first heard JJ's music was 14 years old! omg! im 19 now!!
He was adorable ^^. hahax although what i really hated in this session was that there were 3 very very freaking tall people that totally blocked my view!! I could only see some very small parts under their arms/ elbows = = gosh they were kinda horrifying and horrible >.<"
other than that, was enjoyable ^^ JJ sang a couple of new songs, although I wished the duration was another hour longer!! hehe but it was good enough, I am thankful that to the end of the event, he stood infront of my friend and my view while singing the last 2 songs 第幾個一百天 & 無法克制!! omg i finally made myself loose and tried to find the perfect angle to look at him!! omg! my friend and i were so close to the stage if that 3 stupid tall people would have stand behind us!! omg!! it would be more than awesome!
There was one angle he looked at me (well, cant really generalise it, but i can feel that it was me!!) aww so happy at least get to see him w/o being blocked >.<" so the sitting, waiting and standing of 2 hrs were all worth it!
The best part was that, my friend and I got the chance to get into the top 20 people to get the albums signed!! so cool, we don't have to wait so long. plus JJ! aiyo! his cute stares are really very attractive! got a closer look at him while he signed my album! omg he looks thinner && he looks cute when he smiles ^^ the dimples aiyoyo ..
what the >.<" it sounds like im crushin' for some mr. impossibles again = ="" this is awesome! hahax get the chance to shake his hands and the top 20 people's signatures will be the best that i could ever dream off!
hehe 這張專輯將會陪伴我度過接下來的縂縂困難和所有的一百天！嗯，我不能放棄！相信失敗並不是永遠的！縂有一天我一定出人頭地，無論我將來會做什麽、會不會有機會朝向自己真正想要的職業。這些都沒關係了，只要我知道音樂永遠存在，我的心是永遠不會承認失敗！我相信人不只有一次機會而是無數的機會！讓接下來的一百天證明我的存在是值得的！
--冷靜思考，智慧無限。--
aiya the lucky draw person so lucky.. 1948.. why not 1920!! hahax psps.
JJ 加油！大家加油！
Thinking back when I first heard JJ's music was 14 years old! omg! im 19 now!!
He was adorable ^^. hahax although what i really hated in this session was that there were 3 very very freaking tall people that totally blocked my view!! I could only see some very small parts under their arms/ elbows = = gosh they were kinda horrifying and horrible >.<"
other than that, was enjoyable ^^ JJ sang a couple of new songs, although I wished the duration was another hour longer!! hehe but it was good enough, I am thankful that to the end of the event, he stood infront of my friend and my view while singing the last 2 songs 第幾個一百天 & 無法克制!! omg i finally made myself loose and tried to find the perfect angle to look at him!! omg! my friend and i were so close to the stage if that 3 stupid tall people would have stand behind us!! omg!! it would be more than awesome!
There was one angle he looked at me (well, cant really generalise it, but i can feel that it was me!!) aww so happy at least get to see him w/o being blocked >.<" so the sitting, waiting and standing of 2 hrs were all worth it!
The best part was that, my friend and I got the chance to get into the top 20 people to get the albums signed!! so cool, we don't have to wait so long. plus JJ! aiyo! his cute stares are really very attractive! got a closer look at him while he signed my album! omg he looks thinner && he looks cute when he smiles ^^ the dimples aiyoyo ..
what the >.<" it sounds like im crushin' for some mr. impossibles again = ="" this is awesome! hahax get the chance to shake his hands and the top 20 people's signatures will be the best that i could ever dream off!
hehe 這張專輯將會陪伴我度過接下來的縂縂困難和所有的一百天！嗯，我不能放棄！相信失敗並不是永遠的！縂有一天我一定出人頭地，無論我將來會做什麽、會不會有機會朝向自己真正想要的職業。這些都沒關係了，只要我知道音樂永遠存在，我的心是永遠不會承認失敗！我相信人不只有一次機會而是無數的機會！讓接下來的一百天證明我的存在是值得的！
--冷靜思考，智慧無限。--
aiya the lucky draw person so lucky.. 1948.. why not 1920!! hahax psps.
JJ 加油！大家加油！
Monday, March 08, 2010
--The Hurt Locker--
After today's surprising 82nd Oscars Award, which i thought the best motion picture would be credited to Avatar.. Nevertheless, The Hurt Locker won more awards than Avatar!
I was amazed actually. I am watchin' The Hurt Locker now, and found their use of military terms are quite interesting, this movie definitely show the world how the US army were in the Iraq war and I'm quite touched by this movie. Very interesting plot, kept me thinkin' about those cool gadgets that were used, although i know the gadgets are highly sensitive weapons that can blast one into pieces of ash.
Way to go!! EOD rocks! how i wish i could serve the country; to be part of the bomb disposal team! isn't it great to be a bomb defuser? LOL i must be out of my mind!
yea,, but its a way of expression of a true patriot!
hmm after this, maybe i'll watch invictus tmr.. heard that morgan freeman acted as nelson mandela??!! my gosh i always thought they were the same person (or had some relation) but they really look alike >.<"
anyways this is what i had learn from The Hurt Locker today:
"The rush of battle is often a potent and lethal addiction, for war is a drug."-- Chris Hedges
I didnt get this quote until the end of the movie, don't want to spoil the film, so if you're curious, go take a look! ps. not suitable for people who cannot take vulgar language and violent (disturbing) images. There were about 2 scenes that were disturbing, other than that it should be ok.
Continue from Chris Hedges "War exposes the capacity for evil that lurks just below the surface within all of us." this sounded as if there's just no "good" people surviving on this world isn't it? Samborn said something really meaningful in the film, if our parents (the closest ones) couldn't support us, what are we in the outside world? (for them in the desert) who else could we ever trust in this life? Everyday people live in lies and fears and betrayal somehow we just lost our sense of belonging..
When you are all alone, no one is going to save you; only you are going to get yourself out of that situation. Life is a battle of wars, victory or defeat, you are the one who choose it. The chance is 50/50 either you win or loose, but in life, things do not last forever, you will win and you will loose. In the end, it does not matter who wins or looses, what matters are the history that were written in your memory. When the whole world is going against you, stand firm on your feet! Don't surrender to your fears! Pick up the gun and fire!! When the border line is drawn clear, show no mercy!
Mamamia the apathised world >.<" its just like hello apathy, goodbye empathy.
overall, kind of an interesting documentary to people who are interested in history and war film, other wise keep the peace @_@!
alright peace out world!
I was amazed actually. I am watchin' The Hurt Locker now, and found their use of military terms are quite interesting, this movie definitely show the world how the US army were in the Iraq war and I'm quite touched by this movie. Very interesting plot, kept me thinkin' about those cool gadgets that were used, although i know the gadgets are highly sensitive weapons that can blast one into pieces of ash.
Way to go!! EOD rocks! how i wish i could serve the country; to be part of the bomb disposal team! isn't it great to be a bomb defuser? LOL i must be out of my mind!
yea,, but its a way of expression of a true patriot!
hmm after this, maybe i'll watch invictus tmr.. heard that morgan freeman acted as nelson mandela??!! my gosh i always thought they were the same person (or had some relation) but they really look alike >.<"
anyways this is what i had learn from The Hurt Locker today:
"The rush of battle is often a potent and lethal addiction, for war is a drug."-- Chris Hedges
I didnt get this quote until the end of the movie, don't want to spoil the film, so if you're curious, go take a look! ps. not suitable for people who cannot take vulgar language and violent (disturbing) images. There were about 2 scenes that were disturbing, other than that it should be ok.
Continue from Chris Hedges "War exposes the capacity for evil that lurks just below the surface within all of us." this sounded as if there's just no "good" people surviving on this world isn't it? Samborn said something really meaningful in the film, if our parents (the closest ones) couldn't support us, what are we in the outside world? (for them in the desert) who else could we ever trust in this life? Everyday people live in lies and fears and betrayal somehow we just lost our sense of belonging..
When you are all alone, no one is going to save you; only you are going to get yourself out of that situation. Life is a battle of wars, victory or defeat, you are the one who choose it. The chance is 50/50 either you win or loose, but in life, things do not last forever, you will win and you will loose. In the end, it does not matter who wins or looses, what matters are the history that were written in your memory. When the whole world is going against you, stand firm on your feet! Don't surrender to your fears! Pick up the gun and fire!! When the border line is drawn clear, show no mercy!
Mamamia the apathised world >.<" its just like hello apathy, goodbye empathy.
overall, kind of an interesting documentary to people who are interested in history and war film, other wise keep the peace @_@!
alright peace out world!
Wednesday, March 03, 2010
Happy Birthday Clara Koh!
:D hahax although its already 4th of March but i'll keep this post as the 3rd, since i really don't have the time to post one yesterday!
overall, i feel really surprised this year! i never knew my Uni friends will celebrate my b-day with me! I never knew that 2 of my Uni friends will sacrifice their only free slot just to pop to Seng Kang and get a cake! (i presume they bought it at Seng Kang, forgot to ask where they got the cake >.<") and i never, never believe that people still saw me on facebook! i thought i was invisible all the time!
i was so overwhelmed at the moment i saw the cake :D hahax thanks to those friendly people! although haven't really get to know them very well, or i shall say that it was the first day we actually talked, you people are the best! :D showed me what friends are really for :D you people placed back some of my long lost chapters of friendships back home! This feeling is irreplaceable! I have too many people I would like to thank, i hope its already done nicely on facebook, here i'll keep it general, those who celebrated, wished and just brighten up my life, you know what?? Clara Koh wants to say she loves you all very much, and will keep that in her memory forever!
PS. thanks Shakthi and Corde for the ktv treat today! I just wanted you all to have fun! Wished Nicole and Steph was there too! But we'll replan again! :D hahax
now im currently feelin' abit sober.. >.<" although i should be laying flat on the bed, but after Dr. Foo's Brain and Behaviour lecture! LOL i really feel more awaken than ever! it's like his lame jokes really got me to finish the 2.5 hrs intro lect. and then i found that he likes to use acronyms and abbreviations to keep the class interested.. such as pHD =?? Permanent Head Damage! LOL maybe its true after we study for too long a period our brain will be severely damaged!
anyways! 19~~ hahah my very last teenage year! must treasure! next yr we'll see what happens!
overall, i feel really surprised this year! i never knew my Uni friends will celebrate my b-day with me! I never knew that 2 of my Uni friends will sacrifice their only free slot just to pop to Seng Kang and get a cake! (i presume they bought it at Seng Kang, forgot to ask where they got the cake >.<") and i never, never believe that people still saw me on facebook! i thought i was invisible all the time!
i was so overwhelmed at the moment i saw the cake :D hahax thanks to those friendly people! although haven't really get to know them very well, or i shall say that it was the first day we actually talked, you people are the best! :D showed me what friends are really for :D you people placed back some of my long lost chapters of friendships back home! This feeling is irreplaceable! I have too many people I would like to thank, i hope its already done nicely on facebook, here i'll keep it general, those who celebrated, wished and just brighten up my life, you know what?? Clara Koh wants to say she loves you all very much, and will keep that in her memory forever!
PS. thanks Shakthi and Corde for the ktv treat today! I just wanted you all to have fun! Wished Nicole and Steph was there too! But we'll replan again! :D hahax
now im currently feelin' abit sober.. >.<" although i should be laying flat on the bed, but after Dr. Foo's Brain and Behaviour lecture! LOL i really feel more awaken than ever! it's like his lame jokes really got me to finish the 2.5 hrs intro lect. and then i found that he likes to use acronyms and abbreviations to keep the class interested.. such as pHD =?? Permanent Head Damage! LOL maybe its true after we study for too long a period our brain will be severely damaged!
anyways! 19~~ hahah my very last teenage year! must treasure! next yr we'll see what happens!
Saturday, February 27, 2010
>.<" im home..
yup i think the best feeling that im goin' thru is this:
"I never knew I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears" --Over My Head, The Fray
yet im still wishing someone out there to find me:
"Where were you when the everything was falling apart
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came..
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded
Why'd have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me." --You Found Me, The Fray
hmm im really glad to be home once again, although i know within the past months i had a seriously crappy record, i made 2 adults hated me with 2 months, lol what's more to come huh? im so lookin' forward to it. and there's nothing more on this world that im holdin' on to live on. Seriously nothing that is holdin' me on to live on. But yet, im still seeing the sun rises and sets.
sometimes, a person needs to sit down and think through what had happened, it may take days and days, months over months and even years to understand why.
it never took me days, it never took me months either, i think the key is to let age grow and you'll finally understand why. and yup, nothing much to talk about this trip cause everyone in the family falls apart, im trying so hard to save something that does not involve me in the story. yes, i admit that i do not exist in their love story, but, one thing i still gotta stand up for is that if there's no love exist why do you want to drag down the other party? why should there be violence throughout the whole damn relationship? i can handle just about anything, but i can never allow violence in my eyes. so yea conclusion was that DAD = Disappointed And Disappointing
but live goes on and on and on and on. it never ends until you find out why. but anyhow.. >.<" im having this jet lag feeling although i slept the moment i reached home.. still im feeling tired.. ok i hope everyone feels better for tomorrow, we must hope for the better, no matter how bad the situation you're goin' through today!!
"I never knew I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears" --Over My Head, The Fray
yet im still wishing someone out there to find me:
"Where were you when the everything was falling apart
All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang
And all I needed was a call that never came..
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor surrounded, surrounded
Why'd have to wait? Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me." --You Found Me, The Fray
hmm im really glad to be home once again, although i know within the past months i had a seriously crappy record, i made 2 adults hated me with 2 months, lol what's more to come huh? im so lookin' forward to it. and there's nothing more on this world that im holdin' on to live on. Seriously nothing that is holdin' me on to live on. But yet, im still seeing the sun rises and sets.
sometimes, a person needs to sit down and think through what had happened, it may take days and days, months over months and even years to understand why.
it never took me days, it never took me months either, i think the key is to let age grow and you'll finally understand why. and yup, nothing much to talk about this trip cause everyone in the family falls apart, im trying so hard to save something that does not involve me in the story. yes, i admit that i do not exist in their love story, but, one thing i still gotta stand up for is that if there's no love exist why do you want to drag down the other party? why should there be violence throughout the whole damn relationship? i can handle just about anything, but i can never allow violence in my eyes. so yea conclusion was that DAD = Disappointed And Disappointing
but live goes on and on and on and on. it never ends until you find out why. but anyhow.. >.<" im having this jet lag feeling although i slept the moment i reached home.. still im feeling tired.. ok i hope everyone feels better for tomorrow, we must hope for the better, no matter how bad the situation you're goin' through today!!
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Year 1: Sem 1 Exam: Completed!!
hahax ^^ thanks to my friends, had a great great dinner at chomp chomp.. thank the lord I did not met Aunt >.<" I think in this life I will never be in any good terms with her anymore..
lol sometimes its really you believe or not.. some people tend to meet more stupid incidences and more curvy roads in their lives, and for me, its like episodic type of incidences.. maybe because i live such a good life that problems like this occurs. No one else will prolly gets it but me.
Well, no matter what, everyone had their own solitary moments of miseries and misfortunes, one side that they will choose not to let anyone knows.
But all in all, I had a great and super full dinner at chomp chomp. :D we analysed which ice kachang was better.. and in the end we talked out the pros and cons.. PS. >.<" there was this unneccessary fight over the "亞達子" lol! and erm corn avalanche >.<" hahaha.
Wow.. suddenly felt the stress-relief feeling, I think everyone feels that too :D.
I am so tired but internally I don't feel like sleeping. >.<"
Just can't believe I find it hard breathing lately, hopefully, its just because of the stress. This morning (yesterday), I had these series of panic attacks.. = ="
It seldom comes to me, the most was to feel the adrenaline rush but there was this sensation that I felt.. I could hardly breathe normally and I felt nausea along with the hyperventilation.. = ="" omg..
this is really not what i want things to turn out.. *finger crossed*
Clara Koh!! you must take things 1 step at a time!! I think you're going to drive yourself nutz if you continue to force yourself to your limits!!
Lesson to overcome for now: let my mind rest.. let my mindset change, get myself out of that whole mindset of stresses.. let go of what will happen to my family, let go of what will happen to my studies.. let go of the future.. Just live for today!!
Live today 'til the fullest!!
Lesson learnt: When you overthink, you tend to loose yourself. And when you loose yourself, it is either very hard for you to find yourself, or you need to seek help! If you find yourself lost, get out in the society.. Make some friends.. and prolly things will get better.. Unless >.<" you meet friends that will really make you believe that solitude is better than groups.. then find something that you can hold on for a long time. A passion for life, something so interesting that will keep you occupied. And the next step is what im trying to learn. Since I'm such a loser >.<" nothing seems to holds me down.. I need to do something, keep searching for new things that can keep me interested.. i swear i never want to relaspe again.
lol sometimes its really you believe or not.. some people tend to meet more stupid incidences and more curvy roads in their lives, and for me, its like episodic type of incidences.. maybe because i live such a good life that problems like this occurs. No one else will prolly gets it but me.
Well, no matter what, everyone had their own solitary moments of miseries and misfortunes, one side that they will choose not to let anyone knows.
But all in all, I had a great and super full dinner at chomp chomp. :D we analysed which ice kachang was better.. and in the end we talked out the pros and cons.. PS. >.<" there was this unneccessary fight over the "亞達子" lol! and erm corn avalanche >.<" hahaha.
Wow.. suddenly felt the stress-relief feeling, I think everyone feels that too :D.
I am so tired but internally I don't feel like sleeping. >.<"
Just can't believe I find it hard breathing lately, hopefully, its just because of the stress. This morning (yesterday), I had these series of panic attacks.. = ="
It seldom comes to me, the most was to feel the adrenaline rush but there was this sensation that I felt.. I could hardly breathe normally and I felt nausea along with the hyperventilation.. = ="" omg..
this is really not what i want things to turn out.. *finger crossed*
Clara Koh!! you must take things 1 step at a time!! I think you're going to drive yourself nutz if you continue to force yourself to your limits!!
Lesson to overcome for now: let my mind rest.. let my mindset change, get myself out of that whole mindset of stresses.. let go of what will happen to my family, let go of what will happen to my studies.. let go of the future.. Just live for today!!
Live today 'til the fullest!!
Lesson learnt: When you overthink, you tend to loose yourself. And when you loose yourself, it is either very hard for you to find yourself, or you need to seek help! If you find yourself lost, get out in the society.. Make some friends.. and prolly things will get better.. Unless >.<" you meet friends that will really make you believe that solitude is better than groups.. then find something that you can hold on for a long time. A passion for life, something so interesting that will keep you occupied. And the next step is what im trying to learn. Since I'm such a loser >.<" nothing seems to holds me down.. I need to do something, keep searching for new things that can keep me interested.. i swear i never want to relaspe again.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Year 1: Sem 1 Exam
>.<" heels over head. that's all i can describe the amount of pressure that's on me now.
I really want to do well, so im tryin' to stress myself. but for some reasons, im the type that cannot take stress, once im stressed out, i will start escaping, i will want to get out.
And yes, that is one part of my M.O. that I cannot change. very weird, yet, i can't help it.
so im going to be having my exam on 28th and 29th of this month! hopefully, i can blog again before i depart to China. Well, as far as I know, China officially blocks youtube, facebook, blogger >.<", and soon to be: google.
omg >.<" i wonder what i will do over there for that 1 month, i know i will watch animes but i cannot assure myself that it will be able to last me for a month.
hahax. anyways, this trip is another self-reflection trip. just like the previous one when i visited 九寨溝. and then when im back from China, hopefully, things could change a little, although i should not be so optimistic about it, everytime im hoping for unrealistic things, this time i shall accept the fact.
but still.. its my character to day dream. to think of impossibilities and tryin' to make it possible. im always optimistic, i was never a pessimist, just prolly due to long-term untreated depress that's all.
anywayzz i better get goin' ~~ ah!
I really want to do well, so im tryin' to stress myself. but for some reasons, im the type that cannot take stress, once im stressed out, i will start escaping, i will want to get out.
And yes, that is one part of my M.O. that I cannot change. very weird, yet, i can't help it.
so im going to be having my exam on 28th and 29th of this month! hopefully, i can blog again before i depart to China. Well, as far as I know, China officially blocks youtube, facebook, blogger >.<", and soon to be: google.
omg >.<" i wonder what i will do over there for that 1 month, i know i will watch animes but i cannot assure myself that it will be able to last me for a month.
hahax. anyways, this trip is another self-reflection trip. just like the previous one when i visited 九寨溝. and then when im back from China, hopefully, things could change a little, although i should not be so optimistic about it, everytime im hoping for unrealistic things, this time i shall accept the fact.
but still.. its my character to day dream. to think of impossibilities and tryin' to make it possible. im always optimistic, i was never a pessimist, just prolly due to long-term untreated depress that's all.
anywayzz i better get goin' ~~ ah!
Saturday, January 09, 2010
陶喆-- 上太空說演唱會!!
OMG! Need to thank Nicole and her friends for inviting me over to this concert!
I am so overwhelm right now, 'cause this is the very first mando pop artist concert I have ever went to!! I never thought my first will be David Tao!! and his live singing was like playing from a CD! It was so good! And Im very sure it's not lip sync, there were many many variation to his voice! and I really enjoyed it!
Omg! I will have to say his guitar skills was professional ! no matter acoustic/ electric! He gave the audience plus the fans the most!! Yup he encourage every1 that whoever is trying to learn something dont give up, the reason he could slam the guitar today was all the effort placed when he was about a 12 yrs old boy, practicing the guitar everyday, at the dining table, sitting in the toilet! OMG! so funny! but yea~ I will strive for my driving and also my guitar skills!! one day i oso want to be as pro as you are!!
I didn't know DT was such a humourous guy!! He kept the audience in some sort of excited mood, especially me >.<" I laughed so hard when he tried to crack those jokes. When he said his dad was influence by Elvis Presley while mum was an opera singer! and him saying if that were music, he'll not compose anymore!!
omg! can;t believe he was such a funny guy!
plus he hardly rest in between, but yes!! I love all his songs! omg 首首都印象深刻！！
Nope i never regretted for going today! I actually wanted more from him! but it was a great pleasure for him to share all the artists that had influenced him to become such a successful singer today. I wish him all the best in future! yes! and i hope Singapore can continue to keep the paparazzi profile low! Ahh~ can't wait for his next actual concert!
Today was a blast! I screamed so many times >.<" like a maddo.. yup hope to post some pics tomorrow! Meanwhile~ im going to listen to his music until I doze off :D
psps! DT was so funny.. he said he was so sick of playing 普通朋友。。 everytime he strikes the guitar notes the crowds go woo wow ahh~~ but when the crowd started clapping to the beat.. he was like :S argh so distracted by it! so this time he ask us not to clap but to sing along~ aww so nice ~ plus i love the remix version of 小鎮姑娘! 哎喲！ 超讚的！！ hehe~ playing one of his songs from the current 69樂章 album~~
ok good nite bloggy~ clara koh is so happy today^^
I am so overwhelm right now, 'cause this is the very first mando pop artist concert I have ever went to!! I never thought my first will be David Tao!! and his live singing was like playing from a CD! It was so good! And Im very sure it's not lip sync, there were many many variation to his voice! and I really enjoyed it!
Omg! I will have to say his guitar skills was professional ! no matter acoustic/ electric! He gave the audience plus the fans the most!! Yup he encourage every1 that whoever is trying to learn something dont give up, the reason he could slam the guitar today was all the effort placed when he was about a 12 yrs old boy, practicing the guitar everyday, at the dining table, sitting in the toilet! OMG! so funny! but yea~ I will strive for my driving and also my guitar skills!! one day i oso want to be as pro as you are!!
I didn't know DT was such a humourous guy!! He kept the audience in some sort of excited mood, especially me >.<" I laughed so hard when he tried to crack those jokes. When he said his dad was influence by Elvis Presley while mum was an opera singer! and him saying if that were music, he'll not compose anymore!!
omg! can;t believe he was such a funny guy!
plus he hardly rest in between, but yes!! I love all his songs! omg 首首都印象深刻！！
Nope i never regretted for going today! I actually wanted more from him! but it was a great pleasure for him to share all the artists that had influenced him to become such a successful singer today. I wish him all the best in future! yes! and i hope Singapore can continue to keep the paparazzi profile low! Ahh~ can't wait for his next actual concert!
Today was a blast! I screamed so many times >.<" like a maddo.. yup hope to post some pics tomorrow! Meanwhile~ im going to listen to his music until I doze off :D
psps! DT was so funny.. he said he was so sick of playing 普通朋友。。 everytime he strikes the guitar notes the crowds go woo wow ahh~~ but when the crowd started clapping to the beat.. he was like :S argh so distracted by it! so this time he ask us not to clap but to sing along~ aww so nice ~ plus i love the remix version of 小鎮姑娘! 哎喲！ 超讚的！！ hehe~ playing one of his songs from the current 69樂章 album~~
ok good nite bloggy~ clara koh is so happy today^^
Monday, January 04, 2010
Many Thanks Cousins~
thanks for the 2 of your support!
:D actually i was thinking of the worst scenario, and since i had even gone thru such situations before without any relatives by my side.
But having you 2 around really brighten up my day !!
at least i know coming back to home isnt the wrong choice :D
i wont forget today, i was actually supported by 2 of my cousins!
really admire the 2 of your courage! hahax, no matter what happens remember be careful of what you do :D hahax.
hmm i think that's all for now, we shall see if we have time for lunch sometime :D
I hope the band hero was not such a pain in the neck for you two hahax hope you two enjoyed it >.<" although there were some technical errors in between.
yup, for now just like that ba, hope after cny.. things will change better, and me be more careful~~
hahax thanks again! (i very long never feel that people will stand by me, that's why i might be a little over hahax 請不要見怪)
:D actually i was thinking of the worst scenario, and since i had even gone thru such situations before without any relatives by my side.
But having you 2 around really brighten up my day !!
at least i know coming back to home isnt the wrong choice :D
i wont forget today, i was actually supported by 2 of my cousins!
really admire the 2 of your courage! hahax, no matter what happens remember be careful of what you do :D hahax.
hmm i think that's all for now, we shall see if we have time for lunch sometime :D
I hope the band hero was not such a pain in the neck for you two hahax hope you two enjoyed it >.<" although there were some technical errors in between.
yup, for now just like that ba, hope after cny.. things will change better, and me be more careful~~
hahax thanks again! (i very long never feel that people will stand by me, that's why i might be a little over hahax 請不要見怪)
Sunday, January 03, 2010
An Incident, an Apology.
ok let me say this clear, once and for all. I may be out of my mind yesterday, whatever I do prolly its still my fault ok?
Yet, Im here being humbled before you all. Sincerely, I apologise to all that I've hurt deeply. I have seen the outcome of many such situations, and I wonder why my problems always seem "such a big deal". Maybe many of many have higher expectations of me than any others.
However, I am human. Human just like you.
"To err is human; to forgive is divine." by Alexander Pope
Unless, you're not human and you dont error.
I am not hoping for forgiveness, nor you to accept my apology.
Just that I want you to know, I make mistakes, all humans are non-perfect.
We make mistakes as we grow. To me, I will definitely make more than you. Because I am young and naive, I have yet to experience more difficult process in my life than you do. And you are a person that have seen much more of such problems than I do.
Nevertheless, there is this lesson I would like to share with you all. I have realised that in some point of your life, there will be this one person that you trust the most will hurt you the most. This could lead to dysfunctional in the future life. Yet, the longer you hold the grudge, the longer you will never get out of that misery. As I quoted before.. Human tends to error, we just cannot prevent it from happening. I found this story by David Mills.
"How heavy is this glass of water?
A lecturer raised a glass of water in his hand, extended his arm and asked "How heavy is this?" Answers ranged from 300g to 500g. The lecturer replied "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long I try and hold it. If I hold it for a minute that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it the heavier it becomes.
So, where does this apply in life?
To an unkind comment someone may once have made about you.
To a time in your life when you didn't act as well as you could have done.
To a disappointment you experienced when an expectation of yours was not met.
To a difficult childhood, a divorce, a job loss, you can fill in the rest.
The burden gets heavier the longer you carry it.
You either say goodbye to the past or you say goodbye to the future.
© 2010 David Mills."
http://www.enmore.org/forgiveness-issues.htm
Well, what had done was done, no way of going back. and whatever she says is correct, so have it her way. I don't care whatever others say to me, if they want to blame me, go ahead, want to scold me, go ahead, whatever punishments, im all ready to take. I am taking full responsibilities for every word I said and every action I did.
No matter what they say will never bring me down, cause I only allow 1 person to judge me that is the eyes of God!
and clara koh.. welcome to the real world.
Yet, Im here being humbled before you all. Sincerely, I apologise to all that I've hurt deeply. I have seen the outcome of many such situations, and I wonder why my problems always seem "such a big deal". Maybe many of many have higher expectations of me than any others.
However, I am human. Human just like you.
"To err is human; to forgive is divine." by Alexander Pope
Unless, you're not human and you dont error.
I am not hoping for forgiveness, nor you to accept my apology.
Just that I want you to know, I make mistakes, all humans are non-perfect.
We make mistakes as we grow. To me, I will definitely make more than you. Because I am young and naive, I have yet to experience more difficult process in my life than you do. And you are a person that have seen much more of such problems than I do.
Nevertheless, there is this lesson I would like to share with you all. I have realised that in some point of your life, there will be this one person that you trust the most will hurt you the most. This could lead to dysfunctional in the future life. Yet, the longer you hold the grudge, the longer you will never get out of that misery. As I quoted before.. Human tends to error, we just cannot prevent it from happening. I found this story by David Mills.
"How heavy is this glass of water?
A lecturer raised a glass of water in his hand, extended his arm and asked "How heavy is this?" Answers ranged from 300g to 500g. The lecturer replied "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long I try and hold it. If I hold it for a minute that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it the heavier it becomes.
So, where does this apply in life?
To an unkind comment someone may once have made about you.
To a time in your life when you didn't act as well as you could have done.
To a disappointment you experienced when an expectation of yours was not met.
To a difficult childhood, a divorce, a job loss, you can fill in the rest.
The burden gets heavier the longer you carry it.
You either say goodbye to the past or you say goodbye to the future.
© 2010 David Mills."
http://www.enmore.org/forgiveness-issues.htm
Well, what had done was done, no way of going back. and whatever she says is correct, so have it her way. I don't care whatever others say to me, if they want to blame me, go ahead, want to scold me, go ahead, whatever punishments, im all ready to take. I am taking full responsibilities for every word I said and every action I did.
No matter what they say will never bring me down, cause I only allow 1 person to judge me that is the eyes of God!
and clara koh.. welcome to the real world.
Friday, January 01, 2010
1.1.2010. today, i made a wish.
wow.. sorry my dear bloggy, i did not upload the photos for Genting, && i have not been able to post that entry..
yet, i don't want to waste the day (1.1.2010)..
so yup, just sent off my mum and bro to the airport, currently the teletext says "last call" ..hmm life is goin' to be boring again ..
yet, i think this year i made a realistic wish. just hope that it will come true :D!
other than that i think this wish is able to share with all, that is? I hope 2010 things will get better!! no matter politics, economics or socially!! I hope to see unity in the world! lol
hmm other than that, i know my final exams are coming this month end.. :S i think i need to start revising day in day out. so i really have no time for entertainments aft 4th of Jan :(..
aiyo.. ok i better go check the teletxt.. when it says "depart" imma head for a shower~~ ok sorry bloggy this is a quick one, hope to post the genting entry ASAP!
Best wishes to everyone in 2010~~
yet, i don't want to waste the day (1.1.2010)..
so yup, just sent off my mum and bro to the airport, currently the teletext says "last call" ..hmm life is goin' to be boring again ..
yet, i think this year i made a realistic wish. just hope that it will come true :D!
other than that i think this wish is able to share with all, that is? I hope 2010 things will get better!! no matter politics, economics or socially!! I hope to see unity in the world! lol
hmm other than that, i know my final exams are coming this month end.. :S i think i need to start revising day in day out. so i really have no time for entertainments aft 4th of Jan :(..
aiyo.. ok i better go check the teletxt.. when it says "depart" imma head for a shower~~ ok sorry bloggy this is a quick one, hope to post the genting entry ASAP!
Best wishes to everyone in 2010~~
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