>.<" heels over head. that's all i can describe the amount of pressure that's on me now.
I really want to do well, so im tryin' to stress myself. but for some reasons, im the type that cannot take stress, once im stressed out, i will start escaping, i will want to get out.
And yes, that is one part of my M.O. that I cannot change. very weird, yet, i can't help it.
so im going to be having my exam on 28th and 29th of this month! hopefully, i can blog again before i depart to China. Well, as far as I know, China officially blocks youtube, facebook, blogger >.<", and soon to be: google.
omg >.<" i wonder what i will do over there for that 1 month, i know i will watch animes but i cannot assure myself that it will be able to last me for a month.
hahax. anyways, this trip is another self-reflection trip. just like the previous one when i visited 九寨溝. and then when im back from China, hopefully, things could change a little, although i should not be so optimistic about it, everytime im hoping for unrealistic things, this time i shall accept the fact.
but still.. its my character to day dream. to think of impossibilities and tryin' to make it possible. im always optimistic, i was never a pessimist, just prolly due to long-term untreated depress that's all.
anywayzz i better get goin' ~~ ah!
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