Friday, December 09, 2011

學不會

最近大家都好像在競爭著看誰寫的詞曲
能表達最歇斯底里的感同身受..
那種頹廢又很有意境的感覺.. 嗯..
詞寫得雖簡單但是卻可以有很多种不同的意思
上個星期在聼 張智成.. 這個星期換聼 林俊傑
..有時候一首歌好像談一場戀愛
每一首歌能表達的意思都不同
在不同的情緒聼同一首歌 意思也不一樣
所以我真的明白那學不會的感受..
有時候不是努力了就會百分之百學會一樣東西..
有些事情需要經歷一番刻骨銘心
才能理解所謂的 學會
我想活到20嵗的我
覺得愛情真的是一件 既又讓人很佩服的
羡慕的 心疼的 感人的 也讓我學不會的..
我可以喜歡很多東西
可以喜歡很多食物,飲料,歌曲 和 歌手
我可以喜歡太多、太多了..
可是我只能愛一個人.
所以愛上了這個人
我更不了解愛情是甚麽..
若給了太多, 只害怕這是距離的開始.
若不大方的給, 只害怕我變成沒有感情的人.
承諾爲甚麽就不可以簡單一些 好讓真正愛彼此的兩個人
不要再分開 不管那距離有多遠?
我只希望 那些在愛情裏的人
不管你是那個 給太多,傷最深
還是被動的,被質疑沒有付出的..
請珍惜身邊那個最重要的人吧!
因爲不管你學不學得會..
一旦失去了或錯過機會了
問題不在于學不學得會 而是他或許已經不屬於你的了
刻意去改變一個人 是不可能的事
但是在愛情裏 就可以把不可能的 變可能.
有時候不可以等. 等久了, 就等於錯過了.
而我也希望大家不要 《學不會》

Friday, November 25, 2011

金玉良言

張智成- 金玉良言

作詞:彭學斌
作曲:彭學斌

在書店翻閱了 一整天
在咖啡店和朋友聊了 一整夜
文字語言佔滿心中 每一層空間
就是填不滿 你的缺

那麼多的道理在規勸
遺忘的方法似乎隨處都可見
愛情是否歷久彌堅
也像推銷員
好過不好過還得自己發現

說思念太丟臉說明天太冒險
除非我們還有機會破鏡重圓
想再約太隨便
痛言猶在耳邊
再見是最好的金玉良言

那麼多的道理在規勸
遺忘的方法似乎隨處都可見
愛情是否歷久彌堅
也像推銷員
好過不好過還得自己發現

說思念太丟臉說明天太冒險
除非我們還有機會破鏡重圓
想再約太隨便
痛言猶在耳邊
再見是最好的金玉良言

說天氣沒重點
說昨天太狂野
除非我們的事已經時過境遷
想問你的一切還是停在嘴邊
再見是最短的金玉良言
我們最好還是別再再見

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隨時閒這樣一飃就過去了
很快那份感動已經成過去
不知不覺地我們已經事過境遷
現在依舊是現在
只是我感覺不到原有的存在
有時候不說話 變瞎猜
說了又讓人難過..
可是終于領悟到 至少說了可以避免將來的心痛..
所以一次過心痛 好過..
要疼好幾次才能領悟

就像小時候住過的地方和房子一樣..
很捨不得分開的我 能留戀多久?
住過的家 我還是搬出去了
爸媽 曾經賣掉的房子 也已經 屬於別人了..
在怎麽思念 我也要不回
房子雖然還在 只是住在裏面的人 不是我了..

Sunday, November 20, 2011

人·比賽

這種感覺就像是一只迷失的動物跟一群莫名其妙的人正在比賽著..
比甚麽呢?就說我是一只在沙漠中迷了路的駱駝
站在炎熱的太陽下 我看見一群人正朝著我的方向奔來
原來在我身後有兩壺水 大家正在競爭著 看誰會先得到那兩壺水
其實我倒覺得這些人有沒有想過這兩壺水也會有感受?
大家光搶著喝它.. 可是 它想讓你喝嗎?
那麽身為駱駝的我雖然不急著要喝水
但是就覺得人是個很莫名其妙的動物..
簡單的說 如果世上的人可以多自我反省、自我檢討
常常把別人放在眼裏、常常把自己放進別人的處境去想
我想人就不會因此而自我殘殺..
人啊人 我們最後還是人 比賽的光輝只是一時的,不是一世的..
你不可能把獎盃也帶到閻羅王那邊吧? 有些東西還是要留在人間的啊..
所以把自己搞得遍體鱗傷的人啊.. 真的有這個必要嗎?

Friday, November 11, 2011

11.11.11

lol hmm it's quite a celebration indeed!
everyone ard me is so into this!
=D weddings, all the anniversary events
woah =D lol my bro even came home and told
me that it's a *i miss u* day? o.O?

=D alrighty just hope people around the world
whoever is missing whoever, i hope your
message was sent through! =D
may happiness be with you eternally =)

zzz there's a class tmr..
sighz.. it's 9am and i guess i need to
turn in soon! =)
happy 11.11.11! =)
may people be more courteous tmr?
=) alrighty good night aliencity~

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

The Wishy Washy Wednesday

... i dunno what to say..
but sch started.. and it's quite amazing to say
i was not expecting the class size to be so huge..
cause i can only hear them chatting all the way
but the lecturer.. she has to keep her voice for
her main work.. and such part time job is pretty
much who cares >.<" but she was mumbling away..
well, it's not her fault because everyone is tired..

but seriously, now im trying to recall what
she said in class.. i can only remember her mouth
moving but no voice is coming out of it..
similar to matrix i guess? everything was slowed down..
omg.. im super tired.. and can i ask why on earth
do people drive so fast at night??

when i was driving home.. a bunch of passenger cars
overtake me ... im driving at legal speed
but whenever they see lorries, vans and trucks
they just overtake.. grr..
this place is too hectic.. i really didn't expect
my home country to turn out this way..
so disappointed that my memory of this country was
so different from the reality..

i seriously miss the 20th century.. when Singapore
was just quieter.. more spacious and possibly
even more fresh air to breathe! every now and then..
it's getting harder to breathe here.. as if even
oxygen is something to grab.. i dun feel that harmony
i used to feel.. is everybody going crazy?
am i the one who sees it? why does the current issue
doesn't seems to bother anyone?

everyone is showing their
"I AM CORRECT, I AM THE BOSS and YOU ARE WRONG" face..
seriously.. why so much anger, aggressions,
frustrations and un-forgiveness? dont tell me that
you're just following the norm.. because you can
simply choose not to follow.. if someone give way..
appreciate it and not take advantage of it..
life is short.. dont wait until the day you were
diagnosed with cancer or some stupid fatal disease
and then say you'll pray to god for healing..
oh gosh.. if you ever treasured what you have..
there is nothing to fear becos you have one less regret
in this world.. you know you're accomplished..

and that is why the last two words from Steve Jobs
was "Oh Wow".. because he prolly had gone to a place
where he belongs to.. with all the high technologies
waiting for him.. he is more than accomplished with an
intelligent mind..

okay.. done with all thatwishy washy wednesday..
im preparing for thursday.. and please dun rain tmr..
cos i need to drive to the busiest street of Singapore..
oh peace~~

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Mixed Mash Mooing Monday

Anyways.. im here because school's reopening tmr!!
gosh.. it's my bro's last week of school and it's
my reopening week.. many of the secondary 4's are
taking their O level's tmr.. best of luck for them! =)
Especially 2 of my cousins! :D
but right now im tryin to make sense of this..

how on earth did my holiday just swift passed again??
and it's going to be an interesting sem since im only
taking 1 module, so that I can focus when im going for
my 1 week get away.. >.<"
seriously! can't wait for my sweet escape to come!
it's my turn to take a break..

i admit i really can't stay in one place for too long
im always wanting to see the world before it's too late
well, just hope i can make it round the world :)
anyways gonna sit in for a lecture i did not
sign up for tmr.. pretty weird (i know) looking for
more opportunities for the best option this sem!

when im finally earnin' my own living.. imma drop a pin
in google's map and go to where ever it takes me for my
next destination! to fulfil that.. i'll really have to
work so many times harder than a guy >.<" dang i know
right.. racism is an issue.. sexism is another ..
i just don't understand why females are tend to be
smaller build in size?! I really crave for equal power.
lol, guy's gonna hate this so much but seriously...
uh uh.. = =" im waiting to see the day when females
dominates the world and overthrow those concepts that
ain't true.. after all, who says female can't be a boss?
look who's calling mama? -_-" no hate! just love!!

gogogo! a long marathon to go~
here i come mooing monday---

Thursday, October 13, 2011

靠山山倒,靠人人跑,靠自己最好.

最近在無聊的很無聊 所以才很空閒嘛.. lol
最近有一部偶像劇: 《我可能不會愛你》
由林依晨 和 陳柏霖 主演!
他們的對手戯還不錯! :D
尤其沒想到 林依晨居然會演淑女的角色! 哈哈哈
超級不像當年那個傻乎乎的 袁湘琴~~
追到第四集了,發現在朋友與愛情裏的掙扎裏,
或許程又青說了一句俗話是最棒的!
所謂的 靠山山倒,靠人人跑,靠自己最好!
這句話很現實.. 有時候一些人注定會遇到貴人 但是
反而有些人注定沒有貴人相助..
那麽這些人就只好靠自己的實力,證明給自己看啦!
其實沒有貴人的協助,我還是可以自己熬過去!
所以說靠到別人很麻煩..
因爲你永遠不會知道他讓你依靠是否另有目的..
你永遠不知道他笑著說沒關係時,是否會在你背後說你的是非
..我寧願少了這些有的沒的.. 過著消辛苦的日子
也不要讓別人瞧不起! 雖然心裏不應該詛咒別人..
但是我的良心過意不去.. 我覺得這世界已經病得很嚴重..
但是沒有人願意改啊.. 去哪改?
大家不會為別人着想,只會認爲自己是對的..
好吧! 老實講,如果還有人問我爲什麽獨來獨往..
其實這並不是我想要的.. 只是我周圍一直遇不到貴人..
遇不到一個像李大仁這樣的人..
那麽我也只好靠自己.. 其實,靠自己沒有什麽不好的
我反而覺得這樣很好,用另一個角度去看世界..
這樣也是一種美吧! 這不是每一個人都能懂得欣賞的美! =)

Thursday, October 06, 2011

My Favourite Fruit: Apple!

Mang so I woke up this mornin feeling just awkward..
as if something unpleasant was about to happen..
so who knew when I look at the news and twitter..
everywhere's flooded with the news that
Apple's Co-founder Steve Jobs had passed!
gosh.. i thought it was some prank at first.. but
the reality is just the way it is..
sighz, i've always look up upon him after being
introduced by my form teacher back in 2004!
that was when i first gotten my ibook g4!
and guess what? it's still working well with me! =)

As the years passed by, different generations of
ipod came to life. And I've gotten the last of its
white and black series of the ipod 5th generation!
6 years on & it is still working perfectly! =)
The improvision of Macbook.. was also the best
i will ever have in this lifetime! that compact
laptop showed its ability to perform so many things
at once and even bootcamp for both mac and windows
of course later linux (ubuntu) was also integrated.
how useful it was to be able to generate 2 different
os in 1? of course thanks to intel core 2 duo for
that to happen!

As Apple progress further the newer gens like
ipod touch, macbook air and ipads and not to be
forgotten iphones, all these were the rise of apple!
Although im not that rich to possibly own every new
gadgets but if you had never tried an Apple's product,
you'll never understand how powerful it is..
Speaking of the usefulness and not some tools that
people use it just to show off thinking that
they're damn rich.. uh uh.. no that's not it!
Moreover, from that big apple shaped mac to what we
have today as a flat lcd screen in what ever inches
you name it!

It was just sad to say that losing someone that had
so much potential and probably had foresee the future
technology.. woah nothing more could be said already..
Gone too soon, really want another decade or two of
your work collections!
I really respect Steve Job's creation! He sorta
made my dreams came true? Whatever I possible had in
mind when I was a kid.. those fascinating multi-functioning
gadgets, super cool graphics and wireless connections, apps..
super effective touch screen system.. etc etc!
oh mang.. i hope Apple would keep its design like this!
It's difficult to find something of constant these days!

I will never forget my first personal laptop it was
an apple with a bite on it! =) Thank you Steve Jobs for
creating such an incredible technology! You'll be deeply
missed by many, many, too many people! May you rip.

Tuesday, October 04, 2011

4.10.2011

hihihi my dear blog!! so im having my break frm sch!
lately.. i've been catchin' a couple of movies haha
(psps. must say that i ain't saving money! ah no good!)
after watchin' johnny english with my brother last Friday
today.. my mum and i went to catch 1911 the movie!
wow, although my mum remember slightly of the revo..
i thought it was a neat work there!
just that the war parts and exaggerated scenes were
in my opinion more nc-16 than pg-13.. hmph and
it wasn't 1 hr 45 mins show but 2 hrs?! lol
so there were some misunderstandin' in between.

however! lately the korean wave has kinda flow
into my house! hahahah ive been bangin korean music
day in, day out. in my house, in the gym & in my car!
muahahah and most songs were from big bang and 2ne1!!
hey hey! sad to say I just finish the 2ne1 tv season 3
episode 14!! aww.. as much as they did not want to
stop filming it, im also hoping there will be a
season 4!! and yes! i see how hardworking they're!
CL was losing her voice while returnin' to Korea

As much as i will miss Dara's tam-tami and dadoong!
Bom's button and choco!
Minzy's dougie!
CL's Rilakkuma!! fav chants: gogogo! & 2ne1 nolza!
oh mang! although i don't even know them in person!
but their short stories touched me =) im sure those
2ne1 fans out there are feeling the same! =)
Just wanna say thank you for working so hard
to produce quality music for us!! ^^
no matter what you all are doing right now, 2ne1 fighting!

lol so hmm hopefully there're some more plans comin'
in my schedule -_-" can't deny i feel lonely sometimes
because after the tv, there's an xbox. After the xbox,
there's a laptop. After the laptop, there's family.
After family, there's responsibilit(ies).
After the yada yada.. I feel empty haiz..
this is prolly what happens when u spent your most impt years
outside of your home country.. everything just feels different
with little friends & strangers everywhere..
sometimes it feels good to be unknown but sometimes
when the loneliness is.. just so difficult to comprehend..
that is where many people don't or won't understand,
unless you've been through. if not i guess you might
just have to hold it to yourself with those very weird
stares that people give because sometimes humans do forget
to smile when we're lost. lost in something simple,
yet difficult to get out of.
hmm any words to sum that up? hmm not so sure +_+..

oh well, as what the elders always tell me
you dont have to be afraid because you're a young survivor!
you just prolly understands what loneliness is more than
the age you;re supposed to understand. and that is ok!
because at some point in life you'll still have to go
through it. no one can be with anyone forever.
so love only exist in this one life time :D
if the timing's right, don't let them go! =)
yada yada! im a young survivor! im optimistic in life!

im just waiting passionately for that one day where..
it's my turn to shine! i've never been more sure than
how im feeling right now. so if it is really written
in my fate, i wish to get my family's understanding!
i know this shell that's protecting me gotta break..
it's just sooner or later. i just hope in my lifetime
i get to make one important decision that is what i wanna
become. -_-" oh wow didn't knew i wrote so long!
but peace out!~~

Friday, September 16, 2011

追夢!! 3DNA!

説來話長,原本沒有想到這電影只會上映這麽 4天的時間!
也太短了吧!可是我做了一件倔強是讓我這一生都不會後悔的事!
我訂票和表妹去看在新加坡的第一場!哇!超級感動的!
聯合音樂和人生的點點滴滴,雖然就那一個半小時的時間,
這是多麽自豪的一個半小時啊!如果今天考試都結束。。
我想我會比現在更high!

今天雖然遇到了一點挫折,我希望這是追夢的開始。。
太多時候說比做還難。。我希望這輩子追逐一個夢想。
我那個永遠都不想變老的心,希望永遠能帶著那搖滾的心直到我消失!
哈哈 :D 生命就是要去體驗吧!

從剛出生的嬰兒 到頑皮的小孩,
到青春的呐喊與成熟的戀愛,到生老或病死。
我感謝 我能存在這世上。
我們常常要換一個環境、國家、想法 才能理解所謂的存在吧!
所以此刻不要想那麽多。。考試要到了!啊~~ :D

[人生都太短暫
別想 別怕 別後退
現在 就是 永遠
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人生都太短暫
去瘋 去愛 去浪費
和我 再唱 OA~OAOA]

沒有什麽事比不珍惜自己的生命來的更重要!
今晚就放過自己 解壓吧!
OA~OA~OA~OA~ 爽! =D

Friday, August 12, 2011

奶茶!

ahh it's been 3-4 months since i last drank a bubble tea!!
i remember trying to get gong cha outside scape..
but nv got the chance.. tbh i really liked coco 奶茶!!
.. it's all over taiwan and china. but why not singapore??
>.<" ive been craving for coco 奶茶 for 2 years alr..
haiz.. maybe gong cha is good.. imma try to get it..
hopefully this month i can get a taste of it.
then i know how different it tastes from coco 奶茶 =D
hoho tmr i can finally take out the p-plate!! ^^
hahah im no longer on probation! =D
once again, drive safely everyone~
hmm maybe i shld really go get a bubble tea..
to celebrate driving for a year^^
anyways 貢茶!! im finally coming for you.. psps
after sooo long .. i finally cannot resist u..
from all the tweets i saw everyday
from my friends and cousins gong cha here, gong cha there..
wa tmr is the day!! i can't wait haha hopefully
it's worth the wait!! wa 4 months without bubble tea
hee how did i survived without it..
remembered i had a very special relationship with coco 奶茶
it was a winter (again >.<").. i was alone while
my mum and bro went to visit my dad in another province..
so my lunch and dinner was a cup of bubble tea..
since it was winter.. i remembered the bubble tea was warm
i was sitting home drinking that for lunch and dinner
wow.. so nostalgic :D part of my survival list!
i will never forget the existence of bubble tea :D
i love bubble tea ^^.. ahh gong cha im coming for u~~

Saturday, July 23, 2011

雪候鳥

The title.. hmm nothing much was listening to this song.
Suddenly, I remembered my mum said my chinese name was
sung in this song.. so I went to listen.. and to my surprise..
the lyrics was "死灰" and i was like err yup that sound like my name!
ya la it sound like 思慧!
>.<" anyways while i was listenin to this song..
i felt the winter chills.. i dunno why but yes.. this song was
perfectly melancholy.. if you really think you had amnesia..
listen to this song and think again..
prolly you'll be using a box of tissue instead.. haha exaggerate

Don't know why im particularly interested in songs like this..
songs that had the underline meaning "waiting".. waiting and
waiting.. and endlessly waiting for an answer that will have
no answer to it.. oh wells never been in love, never been through
big losses.. possibly i haven't been so traumatised
yet, i can relate.. ask myself why so many times..
but i just feel things more intensely .. which is bad?
all i know is that from young my parents and teachers and friends..
they all told me the same thing...

that is why are you so moody? weak? soft? kind? as if i know?
well, if i knew i think i would hide it away from you than
to listen to this over and over again?
dunno.. lately im lacking of passion.. lacking of being..
lacking of love.. lacking of feeling.. lacking of living..
lacking of knowing.. lacking of learning.. lacking of understanding..
lacking of meaning.. lacking of interest.. lacking of motivation..
im lacking so many things that seem so hard to reach.

where some people out there took their lives just to lack a shelter.
lack a meal, lack of money, lack of status, lack of power..
their lives seem to be so much difficult than mine
yet, i can't seem to overcome that small obstacle compared to them.

if 8 years ago.. i did not leave, where will i be?
will things be better? will i be whole?
Each place that i go i leave a piece of puzzle.
now.. im really missing each and every piece of them.
without the puzzle pieces.. i'll never be whole.
just like the migratory birds.. never to stay at a place
because they're always searching for the past place..
where it cannot be found again. but the migratory birds never
give up they're willing to spend their lives searching..
just for that one place.
may i spend my life just to search for that one place.

Monday, July 04, 2011

我們知足嗎?

或許真的有如他們說的一樣 到了一個階段,到了一個時期,
明白和懂事 就這樣突然的在你腦裏醒悟了。
說要我恨,我相信這世上一定會有人辦得到。。
但是恐怕,傷人的話總是說的太快。。其實要恨一輩子,我辦不到。
隨著時間,我成長了。。 很多事情都處境在一個左右爲難的困境裏面
我們都需要面對,都需要勇氣做選擇。當然很多事情並沒有選擇。

或許我們做晚輩的 是否能團結 把原有的夢想 創造成更好的社會、世界。。
雖然我們的父母都熬過去了 其實換作是我們 活在他們的童年
我們體會不到 也應該有所理解吧
知足,這是如此簡單的兩個字。我們能不能停下腳步,放下手中的作業
看看周圍的事物。。看看鏡子前的你。
你會發現,在忙忙碌碌之中的你已經不如往常快樂,不如往常年少。
你會發現,時間已經偷偷的在你身邊奔過。要怎麽去追?

這觀念。。倒不如讓我們問問自己 要怎麽去改善生活的忙碌,給自己一些時間
重新認識自己,找回年少時的夢想 一一去實現他們。。把人生填滿,不留一絲遺憾。
這樣知足的活下去,煩惱不就自然消失,輕鬆和快樂不就自然而然在你身邊嗎?
朋友啊,或許我們想時間還長。。可是知足和珍惜
是我們現代人應該學著了解的,一旦醒悟了。煩惱自然少,内心裏的快樂就會湧出來。
做好自己的本分,做好自己的責任,不要追求奢華,這些只會讓你越陷越深。
不了解別人,沒關係,不要得罪別人。要緊的是了解自己。
希望有一天這城市 會明白人類是有情的 過於追求完美無暇的 只會讓自己筋疲力盡,
提早老化。。想要活的長久。關鍵在自己。。 自己願意給自己多少快樂。

金錢能用今生,卻不能買一世。快樂能用今生,也能傳好幾世。
快樂無價,保持樂觀!

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Year 3 Starts Early!

hmm so i started my year 3.. im 1 trimester ahead..
fingercrossed i don't have to remodule this sem
so that i can cont' this pace lol..

oh wells it's goin' to be hectic again.. (as usual)..
3101 stats have 2 presentations to overcome.. *puke*
3103 psychopathology's tutorial.. is full with more than
25 students?? = =" wtf.. seriously, it was the admin's fault..
i signed up for the correct tutorial, and so did my friend..
and it happened that both of us was listed in the wrong tutorial..
when it shouldn't; now im uncertain if im going
to stay in this tutorial hopefully i can..

zzz so here we go again! my journey sets sail!
peace out!

Friday, June 17, 2011

Mr. Popper's Penguin! =D

alrighty so i was wondering this afternoon
whether or not should i watch popper.
now i can tell you that i shld'nt hv doubt Jim Carrey!
holly cow! he's just one great comedian in this century!
pretty much modern to start with.
you can understand even deeper if you had
grew up with single parenting.
oh wells a very muscle relaxing movie for everyone.
very family oriented i do recommend the parents
to watch it with their children =) sure i do hear some kids
laughing their asses off in the theatre O.O =p

so yup i enjoyed this show very much and im definitely
looking forward to my weekends :D aw what a good start!
i dont usually find penguins that fascinating not even
happy feet.. hmph but after popper.. im gettin the hang of it
=) yea everyone have a happy popper weekend! :D
and i should catch up with hang over 2 soooon~

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Prawn Catching @ Punggol =D

:D so today, want to thank my cousin and her bf
for accompanying me and my bro to the prawn catching area
so i would expect my bro to give me tantrums and all tt
unnecessary nonsense, to my surprise he did not.. and i was
pretty much happy that i could spend some quality time with him
we caught 7 prawns!! even though it is expensive for $30/hr..

all the times my parents or i shall say most Singaporean's
parents neglect their children because of work and their
children do not grow up with what the current aging adults
viewed as "childhood" seriously how do they define childhood?
and how do we define childhood? They are very different.

The adults worked so hard to give us a better life etc.
just because they did not have the opportunity to live
the luxurious and wealthy lifestyle.. but are we doing it
right? or are we just paper chasing? and could sacrifice
just for the sake of status and pride and not happiness?
but as the generation goes.. what do we want?
sometimes its not that complex..
we just want love and attention from you!
so is it that difficult to take some time off work for
your growing children? shouldn't they experience what
you've seen in your childhood days? shouldn't they spend
more time with the nature than some artificial manmade
accompany? there's just so many questions to why can't
they just get off work.. is the society so competitive
that even a manager level parent can't get a day off
for their children?

do you really want to live with despairity?
im not sure how to wake these aging adults as..
you will need the same love and attention frm your children.
i promise sooner or later. do you want to be treated the
same way where you'll be neglected by them?
sent to torturing old folks homes?
is this what you really want for the very last years of
your life? im really not sure what is going on.

but at least im making the effort to install some
memories of fun into my bro's last years of childhood
before the teenager enters and i know he'll change.
at least there's a part in him thats humane
i really cant imagine the day where we dont need to
use our mouth to communicate.. what kind of world
will that be? i really dont wish to see that coming.

i just hope that we can take a look back at the 90's
when we aren't crazy over something that we lost our
humanity.. it's that one thin line that we choose between
humanity or insanity.
peace out!

Saturday, May 28, 2011

=) Half Way!

Yeah man! so today's my first day into the holidays!
hmm loads of things changes within half a yr to a yr's time..
a yr ago from today.. im still learning how to drive..
a yr ltr today.. im already experience with 1 accident
hmm wat will happen to me next yr? (sometimes i wonder)
but im happy for what im achieving and accomplishing!
and i have to say i really dont have time to dwell on my emotions..
my goal in life: strive to the very end! endure!!
i want to save, i want to wait, i want to spend when the time is right!
i will eventually show those who had ever doubt my success.
here im to say im half way there! im gonna pick it up
and never say never!
no matter how crazy that obstacle is, im gonna fight!!
i need to overcome many many things, but im sure this is the process..
the process of acknowledging my existance!
just wait, give me a decade's time. i'll fulfill them. step by step.
im proud to say im half way there!

Monday, May 16, 2011

This is Life

Lookin' at the news today, brought me back to thoughts
on how to save a life.
We were all made to this world not giving a chance
to say if we wanted it.
So does that mean that we should take a chance
to say we don't want it?
After all that long years that you've
strived so hard to reach?
Not long ago, i was in such deep shit as well.
Moreover, i was in a foreign land, thousand miles,
oceans apart from home. Friends of mine, come and go,
i couldn't even think about we'll stick together till
the very last days of ours.
Relationship for me was never good as well,
not to even mention my family was broken
after i stayed in this foreign land..
I was alone as well. No relatives anywhere near me,
friends who basically want the benefit out of me when needed.
teachers usually look upon gifted students..
(it's been like this all the while!)
my parents basically don't give a care even though
we were living under one roof.. i hardly see my old man..
my mum goes for her leisures, i have a 7 yrs younger bro
to look after, with poor resources left for me..
I can remember it was winter, it was cold.
There was no electricity, there was no water..
my bro and i were waiting for mum's return..
those days.. i can never imagine myself living in such
conditions if i was back home..
sometimes, when we're living in good a life, our thoughts
became very self-centered.. only you can pressurise
yourself, what other's say doesn't matter to you..
your body, your life is all under your own control
a life may not be as precious as you may think,
but a life is definitely fragile..
don't throw away your hard work within sec of thought..
we've all come so far.. i never say it was easy.
it's just how you try to make your own life better.
never will others make it better for you.
follow what your heart wants, try to fulfill it
but never let it get in a way that leads you to an end.
search for things that could entertain you..
trust me, i find myself hard to station down in a field..
so, im saving loads of money now.. just to see the world
in my very near future! when you really learn the
meaning of life.. it doesn't matter if you're alone or not
cause even if you're alone, you'll enjoy the company
of yourself.. you don't need others to make it better.
=) no matter you're a loner or a person lucky enough
to have big group of friends.
live today like there's no tomorrow! =) hehe
work hard but dont let stress get to you..
play hard but dont go haywire
club hard but dont blackout
what ever you do, just stay alive!
got problems? im here!
maybe sometimes floating in the ocean,
but call my name! and i'll be your 911 =)
nothing is unsolvable, you just need to take a step back
replot, replan, you'll reach the destination!
Your life is on your own hands, take a memorable journey!
peace out! =)

Monday, May 09, 2011

Our Current Singapore

*Erm first and foremost this is nothing to do with politics..

Just my honest opinions and what's my view in Singapore for my 20 years of life..*

Well, there was a taxi uncle that inspired me to

give a thought about my dear country's future..

He was not very happy about the pap taking over potong pasir.

i asked why? he said Mr. Sitoh was not capable due to his easy going features, he prefered Mr. Chiam and candidates who are more outspoken.

However, he lead to Mr. Yeo's loss at the Aljunied grc.. which was much understandable, since we're loosing a voice from the minister of foreign affairs.

But I am glad that I was able to tell him a personal story told in a third person view that "uncle, you should know that we in Singapore are very fortunate."

We do not need to bare a country's needs and blames and opinions over our shoulders.
We're just a citizen yet, we're very carefree.

Maybe Im only 20, maybe I don't understand what had happened in the developing days of Singapore, but give it a look, we've come so far. It was the pap who actually started it all. But after this election, with a heart at young, im hoping for the better, im hoping for change. and quote from President Obama "yes, we can!" im hoping that if the pap wants to continue to serve us better, they should take this election and review what can be done. Singapore is small, but this small little country is full of hope. I think that none of us want to see all of our grandparents and parents hard work go to the drain in the next few decades.

I hope for change. I was born here, I have been around the world, I have seen and understand how lucky I am to be a Singaporean. I am thankful for what I am and who I've become. I just hope, in the near future, Singaporeans can understand that we're actually united as one. Status is nothing without a start of a hardship, we should always be thankful that we've come so far.

Sometimes, its just a matter of mindset that brings us off track and demand further especially when Singapore is by far the safest country that I can stay out late at night and still reach home safely. & my most humbled and honest opinion is that Singapore should bring back the courtesy behaviour. Because our society had changed, our standard of living increases, more and more Singaporeans are richer, we live for the status and not humanity anymore. The first step is change, that's all we need. Nothing is impossible, the only impossibility is you dont give it a try. Give ourselves a chance to make things better. A chance is all it takes to make a change.

peace out

Friday, April 15, 2011

Inevitable Invincible

=) yesterday i was just wishing myself luck for the today's test.
today.. i got into a car accident.. im really grateful that
the motorcyclist is able to walk just a bruise on his left arm.
thank god it was not fractured.. so i spent an hour waiting
for more and more white shirt people to come and
meanwhile i was feeding mosquitoes.. sighz.. car got scratched
and dented moreover my tyres were punctured.. >.<
great.. nothing is that serious but i just dont feel right.
every time im so close to knocking on death's door..
it's like how many times will i be so lucky?
and why do i have to involve other people?
i wonder how long more.. im getting very troubled lately..
I feel like dropping out??
i dont know where to seek help.. i dunno who can save me.
i survived alone 2003-2009.. i thought it would be easier now..
but reality is that "it" never goes away.. i feel haunted.
haunted with passed memories, how do i overcome and move on?
can i always get away from mistakes? no.. but why are my mistakes
always so huge? so inevitable? so sudden? so invincible?
what if that motorcyclist died there? i can never ever forgive myself..
life is not a something to play and fool around..
we've got a reason and purpose here.. i cannot imagine how the world
had changed into such a remorseless place..
how can you not feel remorse for actions you've done singaporeans?
i cannot imagine i'm part of a heartless group of people..
i cannot believe it..
hours passed.. it's lunchtime now.. and im still in shock..
i've still got lots of things to do.. i need to march on for now..
and i need to take a holiday....

Thursday, April 14, 2011

The Script & More!!

Hmm, Im supposed to be staring at the ppt. slides
cause tmr i hv a quiz.. But im here to write a short one..
so far my ty's been a little normal haha. shall say
waves come and go, when you think you're riding on the low tide..
next the high tide is coming after you.
life never gets easier as it goes. no doubt .
everyday im preparing myself for up coming obstacles.
and yes sometimes i do feel like
im the only soldier left on a battlefield.
where most of the others are not on the same path as me.
sometimes, you just got to fight for your own stand.
i am who i am. i refuse to be one of them. therefore, im different.
我脆弱,卻永不退縮!
just really want to point out something..
throughout my highschool years.. 2003-2009 it was nv smoothed
and i am thankful that im still here writing this.
as those people who had mocked, bullied, fake smiles,
back stabbing,refused to help well all those nasty things.
thank you for letting me know that im really on earth ..
and that not all people had to go through this rough phase of life.
yes, it is not easy to stop teenagers from bullying when
"peer-pressure" and self-esteem, the norms and "fitting in"..
all these are just one powerful thing at that point of time.
But if you're the one who's receiving the abuse,
seek for help immediately. don't put it all in your heart,
that's not good for your psychological health.
if you're the bully, try to understand why you wanna give
your "targets" a hard time, do they really deserve
that treatment & abuse? what if you were the victim yourself?
last but not least, come on we're all humans we have feelings.
if your friend gets bullied, do you run away?
or do you stick up for him/ her? or do you
seek for more by standers help?
bullying is not fun, the victims will know best.
if you're a by stander.. dont run away,
at least show some love even if
you need to seek more by standers help.
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However, the script's one night only
concert in Singapore was awesome!
Went with Shakthi, though with the rain, mud and weirdos around.
It was still an awesome night of 2011!
Their songs are still spinning in my head!
The Script is just one fine band that will
reassure you that you're not the only one who feels that way =)
sure i dont feel so nothing after all and life dont breakeven!
hahax alrighty, that's all from me!
peace out! n good luck for my quiz tmr!

Thursday, March 03, 2011

Im Officially In My Ty's Now!

lol so.. hmm i had finally said good bye to my Teen's life.
This mornin' was so awkward..
there was this woman who parked so near my car..
she ended up was my lecturer for Human Development.. omg..
the whole awkwardness keeps lasting until i finally fled from sch..
gosh.. dunno what more to say.. then i did something really
stupid as well.. i climbed from the passenger seat to the driver's
so that i can adjust the car further away..
sighz.. just say that i kinda envy at a same time feel really terrible
for ppl who drive SUVs.. come on.. i know you ppl got big cars
but the law never says that you can basically bully small cars >.<
oh well.. maybe in future i will have to get a bigger car
if im going to station here forever..
(which sometimes i wonder, will i?)
im so lost from who im.. and im gettin the feeling that im suppose
to move from places to places. and im safe to say it all started
since i was 1 yr old..
im already roaming the world with my parents..
maybe that's why i can't commit..
maybe that's why i can't stay at a place.
but deep down inside i want to..
just that i'll run whenever i want to..
so i guess i'll have to live with it.
hmm i want to thank all people
who did or did not wish me happy birthday.
lol i understand =). just felt really, really amazed that friends
from primary schools were the first few to send me greetings!
you know what? im actually
very delighted inside of me that
"hey, they have not forgotten about me!" after soo long! my gosh
been more than a decade! 1 greeting change things,
at least i know that the friendships that were
built at the age of 7 was all worthwhile!
Though we dont speak like we were at 7,
but that bond of friendship is what i view as friends! =)
once in awhile, you still have that memory of me,
that shadow of us. though you dont say it out loud,
it's good enough, i understand =) Good bye 19, Hello 20!

Saturday, February 12, 2011

林俊傑: 她說- 簽唱會

=D This was taken place at the Heeren.
Was super fun trying to go myself independently.
As I was waiting, chatted with some erm JJ fans,
they were very nice people as well. One of them reminds
me of my mum.. She was a very nice lady and mother.

They came all the way from the West of Singapore just for
her Secondary 2 daughter. The daughter did not know where
the JJ event was at yet, her mum was also half frustrated
and half willing to help her daughter. Well this trait really
relates to my mum. Oh well, at least I know that this is
part of growing =). Her mum was a very good communicator
once she feels comfortable with you, she chatted an hour
with me and another JJ fan =D.

Oh well, a good experience after all. =)
I am brave enough to queue myself said those JJ fans hahas.
Hmm my theory is that you come to this world alone, bare
with nothing. What more can you take with you when you leave
this world? It's not the wealth, health or knowledge.
I believe it's memories. Whether they were sweet or bitter.

However, got the JJ's surprise gift. It was from Kiehl's
some cosmetic product i presume? =) hahas good enough
oh yup those lucky JJFC first 1000 ppl get to go Scape tmr..
haiz im not qualified to go in the JJ Party 5.. so i guess can't
hear him sing again.. didn't get to hear it today too because
i was either too far away from the entrance or no one reliable
to queue for me.. haiz how i wish my mum was there as well =)
but anyhow, it's good to learn to be independent.

yup i got 2 photos to share.. quite blurry.. hmm blame it on
the lousy focus of my iphone 3gs.. but yup cool enough =)





oh yup if you had already seen it on my twitter
hahax yup only manage to snap 1 on the spot because it was
kinda chaotic for some reasons.. and yup i just took the
signed album photo.. so it's like 2am now and blame it
on the phone again.. no flash so it's like a little scary >.<"
but yup just for those who are curious,
the 改版 is up in the market.. if you havent bought the
first edition.. here's your chance to get the 改版..
it looks better with erm 她說 MV in one DVD
erm about 2-3 discs there i guess =)

To conclude the day, 天下的媽媽都是一樣地 =) though they like to
nag alot sometimes, but they are very soft inside.
Near to most mothers on earth will always fight their best
for their child's needs. Some just provide it in a different way.
(Of course this theory doesn't suit the fathers, and don't ask
me why). So yup always remember to love and treasure your
mums since they are still alive =) and yup im very happy to meet
such friendly people that are easy to talk with today especially
given such an autograph session. maybe that one hour of wait
was a payoff just spending and talking about life?
and yes this is what im saying. 她說·我說.

Sunday, February 06, 2011

害怕

我從來沒有害怕失去一樣東西 害怕成這樣。。

但是啊 聲音和聽力 是我最不想失去的。。 這個不可以沒關係啊..

最近唱歌不如往常。。我很懷疑到底發生什麽事。。

以前同樣的唱法 不至於聲音會一段一段的。。

現在唱一句 有時候會不見一些音。。

頭痛啊。。有歌手碰過這樣的情形嗎?

他們都是唱太多才聲帶發炎 等等。。

但是我哪裏有唱太多?!只是在家裏會哼哼歌曲而以嘛!

哇 不爽啦。。失去聲音真的是很害怕的事。。

上帝賜給我們一個嘴巴是爲了說心裏話

但是我總是說錯話 所以什麽話都不說比較好 只有唱歌才開嘴巴比較好

上帝賜給我們一雙耳朵是爲了聼心裏話

但是我總是聼錯話 所以什麽話都不聼比較好 只有聼歌才開耳朵比較好

所以歌手們的挫折 是這樣的話。。我在此刻感受的到。。

想要把最好的呈獻給歌迷 但是聲音不再水準之上 真的很煩心。。

希望我的聲音可以回來。。不要再一段一段了。。

希望我的肺也沒有事。。

Tuesday, February 01, 2011

我在想你的時候睡著了 =)

今天才發現這首歌的原唱不是仔仔 哈哈 但是 仔仔詮釋的比較好聽啦..
mojo樂團沒有要吐槽的意思啦 =)
我昨晚看了《愛你一萬年》超級好看的!除夕夜想再看一遍 =)
尤其是這部戯搞笑又能哭得稀里嘩啦的 兩种情緒一直被釋放 很好笑 =)
一個人能勇敢因爲他有動力去變勇敢 而只要兩個人的心是在一起的..
想要說的也是一樣的 =D 那麽緣分這兩個字其實我也不相信啦..
但是 =) hehe 我還是來推廣一下這首歌 =)
當我在想念的時候盡量會聼這首歌 這樣也比較容易睡覺啦 =)
仔仔演技又進步了!=) 加油加油!一起加油 進步進步 步步高升!

--我在想你的時候睡著了--

今天晚上你又讓我牽掛
你不太願意讓我知道你在幹嘛
太多情緒也許讓你徬徨
請不要擔心快點回到我的身旁

我在想你的時候睡著了
我在想你的時候牽掛著
我在想你的時候猶豫著
我在想你的時候失望了

Friday, January 28, 2011

Do You Wanna Have It All?

woah yesterday night i was most prolly browsing youtube listenin'

to some of Jesse's new album songs oh well they were live versions

of the song.. but good enough for me to think that the stereo

album would be awesome!! i thought mrs. mistake was kinda cool

kept repeating it last night.. it was like a matured version of

it's over.. i have no idea why i kept telling myself that..

it inspired me to write a bunch of lyrics.. which i did.. and

i named it "mixed signals" hahah i haven't compose the music to it..

but im sure when the tune comes out, i'll give the lyrics

a final polish and whoop! oh well today gonna say goodbye to my

blonde hair.. aww i'll missed it so much! it brought me so many

adventures.. wish i could keep it but i can't deny that im asian

after all >.<" ha.. soo yes i do wanna have it all!! hahah

can't wait for Jesse's new album to be out..

i love Departure but i might love Have it All more! =D
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Later today.. so now im really missing the blonde look!! ahh

=( i really wished i was ang moh! >.< now my new hair look

haiz.. looks like a carrot! orangey feeling well suits the

theme year i guess.. the food for rabbit = =" super ermm

aiya nvm.. i think my hair will still grow back n? >.<

im still asian.. gosh i still have dark black hair after all..

maybe one day i'll be like all these singaporeans .. i love

my black hair.. why do i want to be that crazy one.. >.<

somehow i cant force myself to think like these older G

anymore.. it's coming out on me.. and =P .. im exiting my teens

but why?? aren't i suppose to wear formally like how the ty's

suppose to act? ehh.. why am i outcasting myself.. (the other

half of me is saying i dont give a damn about stereotyping)..

ahahah >.< [oh well stupid left n right brain will u stop

quarreling about it.. geez man] said the heart.. hahahhaha

ok the spine's saying i got 3 voices right here.. which should i

take into consideration? ....... i think the silence could be

quite a while.. until... to be cont'd..

Monday, January 24, 2011

New Experience *haha*

alrighty.. so shall start with my crazy adventure yesterday..
hmm went out for a steamboat dinner along the rochor rd.. >.<"
super cool it had hot plate with soup and total was 54 bucks
shared among 3 ppl xD then we headed to Ophir Rd, a store called
Arabic Experience to try out this Shisha thingy..

hahah omg it's good to try once in a life time but of course
if you get addicted.. that's not good.. but i think it will
be a turn off to those who disregard smoking.. so for me im
definitely not addicted to it >.<" all i can describe is the
first puff you won't even know what happen.. you just
keep inhaling .. and the bubbles keep forming in the bottle
then once you stop breathing .. the first impression was good..
then out of a sudden >.< you'll just get choke and smoke just
comes out from your mouth = =" (it feels like you choke on milo powder)
lol my friend who was first timer as well got kinda addicted
and keep blowing smoke into my face lol like it helps come on..
it's tobacco with pineapple flavour..

3 of us smoke psps i smoke the least lol and the lvl of
solution just wont decrease..ohh i found out that Shisha
is only going to work if charcoal is present (on the top)
lol i think the best part was our friend called his army
friend over so it's like 2 vs 2 over All or Nothing..
(and we had 8 beers) lol crap it's 0 to 20 >.< i keep
thinking it was 15 zzz shack it really shows my reaction n
maths was super horrible.. but luckily i didn't drink the most
haha thanks to my friends keep being lenient to me hahah lmao
>.<

psps it was a good night after all.. been able to sleep well
after 2 crazy sleepless nights.. then didnt need to count sheeps
and i fell asleep hehe yeah maybe sometimes beers are good for some to sleep

Friday, January 21, 2011

Officially on Holidayz =)

hohoho im finally free from today onwards = =" the last paper was not so bad after all..

hmm my hands are.. sore.. but now it's time to relax.. cos by 28th will be heading back school again.. oh mang..

zzz so tired today but hahah got to write this up.. it's super funny that there was this aunty.. a taxi aunty. She was in shocked when she saw me on the taxi..

i couldn't help but ask why are you shock? (i thought it was because of my blonde hair that was too unacceptable to her..) suddenly out of no where she was like OMG! you look totally like 黃靖倫.. i was like uh huh? really? * sarcastic* she was like wow no one told you that yet? i was like even more *sarcastic* lmao that moment inside of me was already rofl.. started bursting the moment i got off the cab..

lol i can't imagine how she kept repeating that and i was self-questioning why? aunty why? i thought i look more like myself hahahh.. hmm the funniest part was that she didn't buy that 黃靖倫 and me have no blood relationship.. kept saying that im his sister what the? hahahhah omg.. im really bursting to see such cute aunty in singapore.. but at least she's not that type of furious ones.. whew hahahah

anyways yeah im on holidays and it's rabbit year in 2 weeks time, and im happy ^^ so long have i felt this relief, wah free from stress ichiban! hahah

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Universal Studio Singapore

Hmm this was funny.. in my mind i read it as Universal World Studio.. but somehow it wasn't.. haa..

alrighty so here we go with a post to remember yesterday's happening at Universal Studio Singapore =)

So I met up with a secondary sch friend (Angel) at Vivo, waiting for the others to come.. in the end she went out at 9:30am .. I left my house at 10+am .. she reached first and told me our other friends had a car accident (lucky it was a minor crash).. then we waited until 12pm at Hard Rock Hotel for the other 3 to turn up..

Wow it had been 2 years since we were tgt in sch graduating.. was really happy catching up with them.. we went straight to get our tickets since we were 2 hrs late from original plan.. there were 3 tickets, 1 entrance, 1 retail voucher and 1 food voucher.

We went in and the first stop was "Hollywood", there we saw Kung Fu Panda!! Wow! haha he was huge! lol we took a photo with him and started our journey from the left. Our next stop was Madagascar.. we saw the big Ship there but the ride was closed = =" so we were walkin' around.. til we saw Lion and Penguin hahahax they were so cute, the Lion actually stomp infront of the camera and block all of our views hehe so cheesy >.<"..

Next was the "Far far away" yup! we went into the land of Orgres hahah too bad we couldn't find Shrek and Fiona anywhere near.. so up we went on to our first roller coaster ride of the day.. The "Enchanted airways" hahaha to my surprise.. I was expecting a dropping pressure from the ride.. but there wasnt any huge drop but the turning speed was too fast for me to rise my hands up in the air xD.. so yup but my friend grabbed my hands and actually screamed O.o lol after the ride i was basically opened up for more adventure! Our next stop was the "Shrek 4-D adventure" oh man we actually queue quite awhile to get in despite the 15 mins. of waiting written on a sign board outside. But it was worth the while ahahha the donkey kept sneezing and water from the front seat kept sprayin on us.. but one poor kid who sat the moving chair was frightened so at the end he was crying quite pitifully.. After that we moved to the souvenirs of Shrek woah they were quite expensive to say.. so we didnt spent except for 2 of them who bought a special bottle drink *haha*

We walked to the "Lost World" wanting to sit the "Canopy flyer" but the queue was 45 mins.. suddenly we changed our minds becos of the other parts uncovered.. plus the "rapid adventure" was under maintenance zzz again.. so we walked to the "Ancient Egypt" hahah to my surprise we knew about the "treasure hunter" but somehow none of us was willing to take that ride.. since we were seeking for thrillers.. we then saw the "revenge of the mummy" but.. they said it was closed! and at this point we were all a little frustrated by the amount of rides that were available for us.. but i saw Cleopatra off photography time.. walking by !! gosh she was hot and with that bangs haircut!! =D mang wished i could take a pic with her hahah (This Cleopatra VII had a thing with Julius Caesar?! :p i btr not go on.. dont want their spirits to haunt me >.<")

Next up we walked to the "Sci-fi" but of course none of us were interested in the scary looking roller coaster and in the end one of our friends wanted to sit but was also under maintenance seemingly to reopen this summer.. There was a ride "accelerator" similar to spinning cups and teapots.. oh gosh just by looking at it.. i was already dizzy so none of us wanted to queue for it as well lol..

As we were exiting the "Sci-fi", we entered "New York" woah!! a couple of hollywood stars were around for e.g. Marilyn Monroe (which I stupidly asked my friend if she was local or foreigner).. then Charlie Chaplin!! omg.. i didn't get the chance to take a photo since i went to loo = =" After that we went into this theatre which we thought we were to watch a movie.. suddenly it was a production by Steven Spielberg! Words could never explain that one sight you would have seen, it was just so astonishing. Everyone applause at the end =D.

We knew that we were reaching the end of the journey.. as we were walking back to the Lost world to take the "Canopy flyer".. we saw the Cat from Shrek!! omg he was soo cute! we took pictures with him so adorable!! As we reach the Canopy flyer.. it was 60 mins to the queue.. but luckily we had express pass so we went in.. and within 10 mins we sat the ride.. but 5 mins before our turn.. it started to pour heavily.. none of us were prepared for this rain, we had no umbrellas or even a single poncho.. basically we rode in the rain.. two of my friends sat the the front viewing seats Angel and I sat the back viewing seat and another sat with another person with front views. How shall I say.. it was cool, I love the raining scenery and the thrill of unknowing what will happen next since we faced backwards.. once again my friend screamed so crazily = =" lol but it was super fun!! hahax how many chances do u get to sit in a rainy whether? hahax

After that 2 of our friends went to check in.. left the 3 of us waiting for the rain to get smaller.. so as it gets smaller we ran to the nearest food court.. had our lunch-dine at 4pm.. super late.. around 5/6pm we ran to buy a poncho ($2 each) zzz which was why im so pissed this mornin' cause i left it at some cafe >.<" we walked past the "Ancient Egypt" again and found the "revenge of the mummy" ride was opened! and we could not go for it since we had a heavy lunch-dine =(.. so we headed to souvenirs shop at "Hollywood" and look for our other 2 friends that were hiding in Hard Rock Hotel.. lol sat there for awhile waiting for my friends to change up.. the usual 3 of us went back to Vivo to visit another friend (ZY) and a friend's aunt.. Thanks to Ah Man, I had a free dinner (which was really full) lol.. Later we had some plan change again = =" wanted to bring our friend who came all the way from KL to experience night life in S'pore.. even her aunt was supportive of the idea.. but she had to go back to the hotel for some reasons.. so her aunt left, Angel and ZY and I was planning to either go prawning or some place to drink..

In the end we headed to Chijmes.. went into a pub/cafe? called Cosafe.. gosh we ordered Heineken hahah and shack was tipsy on one bottle.. my friend was already tipsy by half a bottle.. so by the end of her drink i think half of the time she didnt know what she was saying >.<" worst was that we played that very well-known (All or Nothing) we kept saying very weird things .. my friend wanted to say Zero, instead she said Jiu (nine in chinese ) = =" then a second time was Ten but she said Net.. lol so she basically drank alot at once unnecessarily.. i think this was the first time i cant control what i say.. lol we said to send off our Malaysian friend the next day to airport but instead i said to send myself off.. gosh i didn't notice it, my friends spotted it out lol.. i was so tipsy that i really had to leave.. so i left my friends and the stupid poncho there.. luckily ZY was not drunk hahah >.<"

so yup and now it's "the next day" already.. im actually feelin' like "fly" today (just feel so unreal) but drank alot of water zzz for the photos.. yes i took not too many not too less, will post them on facebook after this week =D yeah!! Spring 2012 im definitely going back to Universal Studio for more funn!! hahax by then 21 years old can finally go into casino hahah lmao :p.

Monday, January 03, 2011

回憶一下:4.17.2010

Just found out some nice ppl who post this online..
kept trying to hear what 阿信 said from other ppl's video but was unclear..
i guess this is pretty much it. =)

現在是2010年,聽說再過兩年,世界就會消失,這是真的嗎?

如果明天就是世界末日了,那麼就讓我們把所有的力氣都用完,

跟著怪獸、跟著瑪莎、跟著石頭、跟著冠佑、跟著我,

一起用力唱這首歌-

如果有一天你對我說你想要一顆星星那麼我就會為你摘下一顆星星

如果有一天你對我說你想要一朵花那麼我就會給你一場浩瀚無邊、永生難忘的煙花

如果你說你要離開我那麼我會說我要給你最後的、最美的、最好的溫柔

讓我跟你說 讓我跟你說 我給你自由 我給你自由 我給你全部全部全部全部的自由~


yes, 那煙花還真的是有夠難忘的。。這麽多年第一次也有可能是最後一次在戶外舉行的演唱會,很難會忘記 =D

五月天趕快回來開演唱會!這次一定站靠近舞臺 感受那前所未有的感動+溫柔 =D

老了 累了 倦了 變了 那不會是我 不會是我!! 就這一次 我和我的倔強! hahaha

等待著下一場的溫柔 =D

Saturday, January 01, 2011

1st January 2011

Coolio start of the year =D. got my hair blonde! xD super shiny under the sunlight hahah n i got alot of funny attention .. all i can say first time in my life eh?

black hair like overly common.. then ppl dont even look at u huh? lol this is a weird world. yup yup, hopefully my black hair dont grow our so quickly.. but yes.. i'll have to dye my hair to a browner color again when the black hair grows out or something.. seriously i can see myself spendin' this year = =" hopefully i dont overspent la =D hehe

hmm gave M2 a wash becos sch's parkin' lot really gave alot of bird poo n leaves all over the car lol really spent time washing it today.. soo tiring >.<" 1 hr wash all by myself is really crazy plus im not the only one doing that.. so many uncle washing their car lol but they think im siao cos of the wacky hair but anyways i was wearing a hoodie on so yup they won't recognise me hahahha

alrighty hopefully this year is gonna be a good one for everyone and me!! =))