4.10.2011

hihihi my dear blog!! so im having my break frm sch!
lately.. i've been catchin' a couple of movies haha
(psps. must say that i ain't saving money! ah no good!)
after watchin' johnny english with my brother last Friday
today.. my mum and i went to catch 1911 the movie!
wow, although my mum remember slightly of the revo..
i thought it was a neat work there!
just that the war parts and exaggerated scenes were
in my opinion more nc-16 than pg-13.. hmph and
it wasn't 1 hr 45 mins show but 2 hrs?! lol
so there were some misunderstandin' in between.

however! lately the korean wave has kinda flow
into my house! hahahah ive been bangin korean music
day in, day out. in my house, in the gym & in my car!
muahahah and most songs were from big bang and 2ne1!!
hey hey! sad to say I just finish the 2ne1 tv season 3
episode 14!! aww.. as much as they did not want to
stop filming it, im also hoping there will be a
season 4!! and yes! i see how hardworking they're!
CL was losing her voice while returnin' to Korea

As much as i will miss Dara's tam-tami and dadoong!
Bom's button and choco!
Minzy's dougie!
CL's Rilakkuma!! fav chants: gogogo! & 2ne1 nolza!
oh mang! although i don't even know them in person!
but their short stories touched me =) im sure those
2ne1 fans out there are feeling the same! =)
Just wanna say thank you for working so hard
to produce quality music for us!! ^^
no matter what you all are doing right now, 2ne1 fighting!

lol so hmm hopefully there're some more plans comin'
in my schedule -_-" can't deny i feel lonely sometimes
because after the tv, there's an xbox. After the xbox,
there's a laptop. After the laptop, there's family.
After family, there's responsibilit(ies).
After the yada yada.. I feel empty haiz..
this is prolly what happens when u spent your most impt years
outside of your home country.. everything just feels different
with little friends & strangers everywhere..
sometimes it feels good to be unknown but sometimes
when the loneliness is.. just so difficult to comprehend..
that is where many people don't or won't understand,
unless you've been through. if not i guess you might
just have to hold it to yourself with those very weird
stares that people give because sometimes humans do forget
to smile when we're lost. lost in something simple,
yet difficult to get out of.
hmm any words to sum that up? hmm not so sure +_+..

oh well, as what the elders always tell me
you dont have to be afraid because you're a young survivor!
you just prolly understands what loneliness is more than
the age you;re supposed to understand. and that is ok!
because at some point in life you'll still have to go
through it. no one can be with anyone forever.
so love only exist in this one life time :D
if the timing's right, don't let them go! =)
yada yada! im a young survivor! im optimistic in life!

im just waiting passionately for that one day where..
it's my turn to shine! i've never been more sure than
how im feeling right now. so if it is really written
in my fate, i wish to get my family's understanding!
i know this shell that's protecting me gotta break..
it's just sooner or later. i just hope in my lifetime
i get to make one important decision that is what i wanna
become. -_-" oh wow didn't knew i wrote so long!
but peace out!~~