海派甜心~~ && Holiday Mood!!

xD! yeah! 今天“我”回來了！！

爲什麽呢？因爲終于要放假了！！

嘿嘿！等好久喔！

終于可以離我的腦一些距離。。

真的很害怕自己想過多，不知道會做出什麽事 >.<"

希望接下來的那三天假期裏可以盡情的玩！這樣開學后，就要認真了因爲期末考就要來了。。

今天會開心的原因是。。我克服了一個障礙，這次我沒有逃避問題！

這次，我又踫到了那個討厭的駕駛員。。吼！他真的很欠扁。。

= =" 很愛說反話，然後我爸爸的一舉一動突然能在他身上找到似的。。

不知道這種感覺是一種懷念還是看上去就不爽！

唉。。沒辦法啦，要學就是要辛苦，只好黨他們唱歌就吸收那些重點。

不過最近有一部讓我又笑又哭的戯叫做。。海派甜心！！最近有好多人都在看喔！

:D 哈哈，真希望下一集薛海能變回達浪和寶珠在一起 哈哈哈 >.<"

我知道我很幼稚。。但是真的期待著這樣的結局！！

但是説不上爲什麽這部戯居然能勾起一些回憶，而且是一陣一陣的回憶。。

有點難受但是！！我醜布拉基椰子頭一定可以渡過難關的！！

盡情期待那一天的到來！！

~待續~

ps. 先祝大家聖誕節快樂~，可能會過了聖誕節再寫。。所以下星期回來再續寫我怎麽在云頂度過的聖誕節！

突然覺得"我不在"

今天想用中文。。

不知道爲什麽，最近的我很不是我。

我好像失去了什麽，又覺得最近好多事情很不順利。

唉。。 怎麽說呢？都是人生必要經歷的過程啊。

我突然好累好累，有些人應該覺得我好沒用吧。。

有金錢過活，有屋子住（還能自己住）。。什麽都有，什麽煩惱都沒有。

但是你們是否曾經體驗過我的生活呢？

看透我的人生吧。。 我的人生其實並不快樂，我擁有了這些大家都拼了命想得到的東西，

但是我卻只少了個快樂、簡單、無憂無慮地生活。

快樂？它最基本的因素是什麽？好久沒有感覺到快樂，雖然天天都在搞笑可是心裏面卻有好多難言之語。

簡單？我真的很怕那些複雜，心理很脆弱的人。。好怕我莫名其妙得罪人似的。。 他們總是說不在乎，可是動作已經在告訴你他們經受不起。。 :S 所以我說不要僞裝自己，這反而讓人無法感受到你真正的傷。。

如果我知道，我就會盡力不去踫到你的傷口啊。。 如果你從不放下武器，從不卸妝。。我怎麽會猜得到你的真實的感処呢？

突然覺得大家好陌生，我其實開始有點害怕了。。我其實已經開始在逃了。。 我又來了，我又不去面對問題了。

今天的我，思緒很亂，不想説話。我好怕用真心面對大家。。因爲大家都覺得我是社會上的昏庸。。

天啊。。 我不想面對啊。。 好難面對啊。。 我想睡覺！！ 明天會好點！！ 應該會吧。。

我只知道。我的心裏很疲倦。我不想呼吸。。 只想沉睡不醒。。。只怕明天醒來了又得面對種種困難。

每個人都跟我說同樣的東西，爲什麽他們能這樣生活？活在別人的批評下。。不覺得累嗎？人生是一直往前沖的嗎？

傻傻的，不管有沒有理想地往前沖。。這樣快樂嗎？你們不覺得很單調嗎？不覺得人生短暫，應該去感受它的美，去體驗所有的景色嗎？

我不懂。真的不懂爲什麽這社會這麽複雜。我只知道，我不可以棄權。。這場是生死戰。我放棄就代表我擧白旗。。我不能認輸。我要戰下去，如果戰死了，石碑上也會刻著我的大名！！

所以許思慧不可以承認輸！！因爲是吃虧的！不能再讓自己吃虧，不管別人怎麽說，總之讓自己生存才是優勝者！！

人生是一場生死戰，也是一場遊戲、一場夢。只願自己不要放棄自己，不能讓任何風吹雨打給吹走！我是一顆堅強的樹！！矮小，根卻很扎實!!

End of Mid-Term &&

Yes!! finally, mid-terms are over, at a moment. i can have some peace of mind.

lately, i can't sleep normally again.. :S its like i have to sleep at 2am everyday..

can;t even convince myself for that tmr hv class.. sighz but anyways!! can't wait

for mum to come bk from China >.<" the thing is that i have to pick her up like

5-6 am in the mornin' >.<" great! Will get the chance to take the first train in the morning of Saturday 12th Dec!! LOL. (ps. this is the first time i'm going to take the earliest train)

good thing i can eat at changi airport again!! love the food there, maybe im still not very familiar with the places where good food are in SG!! but nvm.. i'll find my way out. :D

yup yup, can't wait to spend my christmas with my family :D. lol I was thinking who to spend with before, but now im saved!! thanks to the guardian angels up in the sky for listenin' to my prayers ^^. thanks for guardin' me while im all alone!!

nvm~~ lately i've been practising drivin' quite alot, so i guess, very soon my good friend will be my car~~ so i can just go anywhere with "him" :D lol
anyways i gtg again ..ahh essays and essays and essays plus 1 lab report!!
okok better go finish them!!

Twilight Saga: New Moon!!!

OMGaaa~~ although the endin' took my breath away!! BUT!! I want more!! Im totally drown into the movie!!

ah thanks Shakthi for organising this!! & her friend Seettha for booking the couple seats ticket!! OMGaa~~ I love New Moon!! so cool!

The battle between Vampires and Werewolves!! My favourite quote in the movie!!

"I just couldn't live in a world where you didn't exist." -- Edward Cullen

Omg!! yup this brings back memories where he said Bella was his own brand of heroin!!

love it! 21st century R + J new romance! Too dangerous to love, too fragile to kill!!

Yup! its a good movie, definitely one of the best in 2009! ahh wish i could watch Avatar! my goodness! you won't believe the graphics of that show was so good!

but.. sighz had watched too many movies this year >.<" P.S. The Cathay's screen looks much better than GV's?! Why is this so?! lol but anyways!! gonna had a good dream tonight!

peace! gonna start work right aft a good bath! :D!

Don't Assume the Signals!! + OMGaa!!

!! LOL went for driving lessons today.. finally! I get to meet another instructor and another car! this car's steering was kinda bad :S.. keep having the tendency to turn right, once i left the steering at the centre it keeps drifting to the right !!

and the instructor said it was my problem for not adjusting the steering.. ehh okok whatever you say is correct. >.<" so yup today learnt a very impt lesson that I cannot assume and rely on other car's signal ..:S

when they signal right, sometimes it does not mean that they wanna turn right.. same for left! so this kinda reminds me that sometimes when people tell me their intention, i do not always have to follow exactly >.<" omg.. i need to have a very strong cognitive mind!!!!!!! LOL, I am the one that often easily led, and misled others.. so yea "im just a minor threat so pay no mind"? -- Good Charlotte- The Anthem LOL my god >.<" i eventually just made the instructor laugh too ..

they always find that im so careful that they try to make obstacles for me to overcome my fears and kinda like those "real" situations one will prolly meet on the road..

PS!! im suppose to come in and give a short one!! but!! ahh OMGaa! this week is mid-term exam! so i better go get myself prepared for tmr!! P.s. theres like so much readings to do for PY1101 = ="" luckily i only have 3 exams for this semester..

next semester ..omgaa dunno >.<" don't wanna think about that first!! ahh OMGaa ~~
runnin' out of time again!! i'll blog again!!

The Singer- Leona Lewis

I don't know what more to say about this singer, yesterday I went to gramophone (@the cathay) just to check out some music CD's. Actually I wanted to visit Sembawang Music store @PS.. but >.< they moved out!! omg.. luckily I remember there's a big music store at the cathay..

so my main motif was to find Leona Lewis's Spirit + Echo album. But I came to a realisation that both albums will cost me $40 sing dollars.. Yet, I chose to buy them. Why? Well, after all the eras of good singers like Whitney Houston, Tina Turner, Mariah Carey and many more!

Leona Lewis popped out in a sudden during 2007~2008 with a stunning voice! The way that she sings, the way she controls her breath to every word has a meaning to it. Once I actually saw her blog saying that when she sings to a song, the lyrics must have meanings to her and she will portray the song as if she is going through the same emotions.

Wow, how many singers could sing with soul now a days? :D Thank the lord, I found her singing "I Will Always Love You" (original by Whitney Houston), on X-Factor! Also, when I really find that there's not much music to listen to.. "Bleeding Love" came along then "Footprints in the Sand".. It is so astonishing to see this singer grow in her music career!

To singers or just people who are jealous about Leona Lewis's achievements.. I highly recommend you to play her records, sit down, relax and listen to her voice. Feel the soul in it! And you'll get what I meant, don't be jealous. Learn from her instead! If she was once inspired by the singers that you were also inspired by, look at what she found. She found her voice in them, and with time you will also find your way. Hmm, don't give up on good music!

Cultivate Your Eye Point!

okay basically, i went for the 8:15am practical.

my god! it feels so refreshing to wake up early at 6-7am?

:D it was a real fun. I don't know why but this instructor kept picking me as his student?

I never really "booked" for this instructor but he kept taking me in as a student and this is the 3rd time?

LOL is it really good to have a fixed instructor? to me i don't think so though cos the test instructor ain't goin' to be the same instructor what.. its better to know different instructor, different style :S.. isn't it?

hmm.. but anyways got myself into jeopardy today.. almost got into a car accident. my goodness, i did not realise i was so slow at changin' my eye point :( so Clara Koh! You gotta train your eyesight!!

one thing that i learnt today was ..the instructor eventually brought me to all sorts of obstacles. he wanted me to overcome all situations and all fears. step by step. yet, i can't seem to overcome until he brought me out of the circuit! OMG! the taxis were dead scary, they cut my line in some no stupid reasons.. just because im a learning car :(! scare the hell out of me.. = ="

but i managed to drive like 2 rounds outside the circuit and I felt sorry for the instructor .. cos i acted like a "suaku" >.<" i was over reacting to the situation .. >.<" and he just thinks im like a kid driving on the road. and sure i saw many other drivers think that im an underage kid driving! LOL! bahahahah so funny!!

can't imagine the day when i really pass the driving! omg! im really goin' anywhere i want! basically, for now all i need is to cultivate the sequence to the mirror/ blind spot checking. then, stay in lane.. >.< im always drifting to either the left or right..stay focus! stay in the centre! right after all this, i have to judge the amount of steering to the front wheels so that the rear doesn't roll over the kerb! :S MY GOODNESS! i have to manipulate all these actions >.<" ha.ha.ha. what if i took manual? .. i wonder where will i be now.. plus it seems to me long driving can really make one fall asleep while drivin' :(.. hang in there clara koh!!

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Cultural Experience! + Band Chaos!!!

First of all, thanks Shakthi for inviting me over to such a nice performance!

Yes, I love it, I love her facial expressions and every stamp on the feet that goes with the beat! :D overall, it was a very nice experience for me! Thanks!

I've learn not to give up on my passion too! xD

hmm.. the band today was not impressive, it was too chaotic, the leader don't know what he was doing. He mainly just wanna perform but causes too much unnecessary crap :S..

kinda say its a waste of time for me cos, too many people and mainly all girls never get the chance to sing at all. i were so pissed cause the guys arent cooperative.

and so? today all they played was the first verse and chorus of David Archuleta's Crush = =""" OMG i just can't stop thinkin' about the chaos..

lol i left straight away when time's up. I never like disorganise band instructions.. :S i think im better off with my band too = =" so i think i'll leave this band as well.. since there's just too many people and i don't stand a chance to sing and perform.. ps. i don't want people to show off their skills to me when they know they aren't that good :S why can't they just keep that proud and arrogant actions down??? = =" conclusion: this band has no chemistry at all..

:D friends came by Jammin'!!

To Nicole: thanks for making today work, I guess without you being the first one to say you wanna stop by, I think the others just don't know when they'll have the time!
You're very welcome to come jam the band hero again! :D

To Shakthi: Although you left early, I hope you enjoyed your time at my house as well as the band hero. You're very welcome to stop by and jam again!

To Stephanie: Ah! You're the one I wanna thank the most, really didn't expect you would skipped the tutorial just to sacrifice in the rain and to stop by my house for the band hero! Really touched and appreciate your appearance today!! You're very welcome to come jam the band hero again! :D

To Cordelia: :D hahax you're the funny one today .. really thought you knew my place . but anyways, thank you for coming, thank you for sacrificing in the rain >.<". Though maybe band hero might not be in your interest.. you're also welcome to stop by and study in future!:D

okay really shldnt play today..shld've taken some photos of you guys, but suddenly i just forgot what i was doin' >.< maybe next time i shld! :D

all in all hope you guys had a fun day . im sorry that steph and corde were caught up in the rain! next time let me know i'll get you ppl an umbrella!!
lol i was quite impressed with the skills u ppl produce man! i spent weeks just to master a song, u guys master them so quickly!! ah esp. nicole! go learn drums la! u've got potential!

ah anyways.. im tired. dishes in the sink dun feel like touchin' them but i've gotta bathe now!! so tata blog! i'll see u again~

21.12.2012

All the natural disasters that we are seeing now, all the things that were out of our league or were in control?

All the courtesy, manners and kindness that were buried by human beings (ourselves). Will we be united on 21.12.2012 the day we call it the doomsday? Or will there be a light of hope for future?

Who will know what will really happen on that day? Prophets can't tell for sure, Mayans had their own calculations. Religions have their own beliefs. And me?

I think I will join my family in China and lets get aboard the arc!
= =!

NO! that's not it! Clearly, the movie 2012 is trying to tell human beings to wake up!
Look at all the civilisations that we have done! What we've created are going to be wasted if we're taking them for granted! We are clearly all selfish human beings, we forgot how our ancestors worked so hard, so that we, the newer generation live the better life.

Yet, all this has seem to fail them. More and more frequent natural disasters are there to remind us about ourselves. To humble ourselves as human beings. Unfortunately, we the humans never seem to change, we never seem to learn from what is going on now.

And tomorrow, it will still be the same, no one is trying to make a change! Our governments are still setting their minds on future economy crisis problems.

But hello world, if we don't bother to look at our mother Earth, and she falls sick..
Will there be any economy crisis problems? By then, we the human kinds are all going to be vanished within a few seconds... What we should be concern of is our health, before we talk about all the other needs.

Just feel that this movie is a very good reminder, and a harsh one. We need to know that destroying the Earth is the same theory as putting food into our mouths.. Within seconds we could be gone. P.S. Im not brainwashed >.<" lol just feel very motivated by this movie. At a same time, I feel sympathy yet angry that human always make this mistake that is: "When there is a catastrophic disaster, we unite each other." However, "when it's just a normal daily routine.. we are just so ignorant, arrogant, cruel, rude and self-centered."

I think we need to make a change.. WE need. It's not just me but WE.

3rd Day with Band Hero!!

:D after having Band Hero in my life, i promise myself to work hard on my modules !!

this is the best game ever.. well all rhythmic games are the best! Hopefully..

Christmas I can get a set of guitar for the sake of more people can play the bass part etc. ..hmm how i wish someone can get it for me as present?

LOL >.<" but seriously.. lately spend money of food and transportation can kill one already.. so prolly.. gonna save some at a moment. can't just go on like that.

= =" but yea anyways. Band Hero is so cool currenly, i like the drums for Bring Me Back To Life, Dirty Little Secrets and one more that suddenly slips from my mind.

erm for the guitar part i like Dirty Little Secrets, She'll Be Loved, Ocean Avenue.

For singing at a moment the best I can score is Beautiful Soul! LOL man. these 3 days I only use the mic on the first day I bought it >.<"

lol anyways below are some pics of how the Band Hero look like!

Drums!

Guitar!

Mic!

lol >.< ahh guess they're the best friends in the world! :D!

Thanks Cousin! & Band Hero!!

:D lol before i really go to sleep, here goes a post to my beloved cousin!

omg! I did not know Band Hero was so heavy! and without your help i think i might ended up Funan's idiot today.

thanks for all the help including sheltering me with the umbrella :D.

hmm omg im so fascinated with the game! already hooked to it so im goin' to play it after sch tmr! hahax .

yet i have to figure out how to download songs into the game?! sighz..

ok i'll crack that tmr.. :D

aiyo i dont feel like attendin' tmr's lecture its so boring by that richard McD.!

really its Mc Donough! sounds like McDonalds?! = =""

ok aiyo so tired then feel so awkward that 3 doors down's song start playing in my head again. great! but yea this song goes to all those ppl who are on my mind now.

well im just here without you all! and i miss the days we were together just sit down and stare and laugh. yea i miss those days.. i dunno something is just missing yet its ambiguous >.<..ah its 12:35 am! i better go get some sleep !! :D

band hero ~~ cant wait to play it tmr!!

Zouk + Phuture Experience

okay.. time for confession. so I was at Zouk yesterday night O.O

lol tried 2 shots and got high a little = =" lucky i didnt got drunk, neither i went home alone! ah thanks to my friends for sending me home.

lol p.s. :S didn't expect this was what it was supposed to be but then at least i heard some nice music in the club.. so to keep me interested for awhile other than that.. ah lets just not talk about yestereday. just glad that everyone was fine (not in danger).

yea prolly im not the clubbin' type either :D my god. im so tired lor.. i want to sleep la.. PS. don't tell my mum ar! cos her emotional condition is freaking bad lately.. so i cannot add to her grieve ..plus just don't understand why im 18 yet im still like a small baby that needs so many attention and be taken care by everyone..

aiyo.. i really have to say sorry, cos i really didn't meant to attract people just for sympathy :S. and i hope that was not the main thing that ppl are concern about..
just hope i can prove to them that i can walk independently on my own.

:S sometimes just don't like help cos, its just so surreal but at a same time, those who helped out, you're the best :D

omg.. gotta head back to sch in a few hrs time for night classes. so yea.. = =.. thank god tmr's tutorial was in the afternoon ha! ok so lucky ps. monday have to head down to funan to check out the band hero..newer version of GHWT.. guess my money is worth it too for the latest gamezz. cousins can come over and friends can come over.. etc. omg.. im really having a headache.. blog again..

NUS CSC Mini Concert

ehh. erm. what shall i say? NUS is abit 跌破眼镜啊..

Surprisingly, maybe NUS is better known as the Nerds area.

>.<" aiyo really aren't there good sound engineers and lighting crews from NUS??

thought NUS should be better with these area and people?

but then sadly, really only a bunch of people that kept creating this unnecessary feedback sound ..

people just don't understand that if the mics faces the resonance, there will surely be this loud squeaky or deep horn sound produced >.<""

but I think as my friend said Miao Ru was the best singer accompanied by the guy who was also a strong singer. all thanks to the vocals training at OBMusic Forest school?

nice Evelyn! see i met some Uni friends that also comes from that music school and they were very well trained indeed! I asked one of them but, unfortunately, he doesn't know you lol.

anyways really had a great night apart from the crazy scenarios and awkward sounds produced.. Hopefully, they manage better next time around..or will they even bother to care? the way they acted like "who cares?" aiyo.. guess this is the current city life eh? "who cares?" = =" what the.. where's the empathy people?!

or prolly, people just don't give a beep anymore.. ah whatever its time to sleep. tmr.. the aunty is coming early so.. yup! good nite Earth,,imma head to sleep
O.o..-.-

First Day of Sch (Uni Life)!!

Lol im the one and only stupid person today to go to sch so early n then made myself like a dummy ..

i met another 3 new people today, one i forgot the name cos i really get to know at night, which my brain was already switched off by then ..

then met 2 very nice ladies :D Cordelia and Stephanie . lol although might not be able to meet every class but still. "Nice to meet you" the one and only common sentence to say.

woah tmr don't need to reach sch so early sighz hopefully i can sleep in until 10+ ahh then have to go to this very weird "coping mathematics course" which is like okok.. since my worst subj was maths i better go in for a tutorial plus to gain 2 credits? which i have no idea what is that use for?

blablabla anyways im really tired 3 hrs lecture straight only a few mins break really not enough. PS! anthropology is a nice course! (with a very funny lecturer which laughs at abt anything >.<) i've learnt more about people and cultures. although really gonna learn it in the second semester but still. really glad i had an overview cos, i find that some things are worth giving a try .

actually to correct myself i sat in two 3 hrs lecture so its total 6 hrs of lecture in 1 day :( woah i almost slept thru the night class when it started playing the movie. a little weird but, i think its worth it. now i know how eskimos travel tgt as a tribe :D you won't believe how smart they were just to use a canoe to cross the river! while after this nice video came this really weird video and i kept remembering the part where this native guy who just kept whining about the marraige and how many wives they can marry depending on their wealth and how big were their "houses" (straw houses) erm no offence in anyway. im very 3rd person view in this. not putting any personal feelings/ emotions to it.

well anywayszz i think i wanna sleep alr i can barely concentrate anymore.
blog again!

Orientation Day!!

O.O kinda weird today, so long nv wake up so early. Felt really tired during the intro..+ the people were quite boring for some sort :S but at least one of them were quite entertaining thruout.. oh yea first of all i passed the BTTT, felt quite good abt it :D, and thanks cousins for celebrating with me yesterday..

today just got my timetable O.O gonna be so busy I think i've got 4 cores at the start of the year >.< but the business looks worst..they got 6 cores for year 1! mang thank lord! im not in business! plus met 2 person today in my course :D hopefully we'll get thru this yrs tgt. my god im setting this band activity!! hopefully people join! i dun want to be the only one who's playing an instrument!

today + tmr = study planner :S

friday -> head bk to sch for course enrollment and textbooks..

ps. txtbooks are so exp! 1st term's books are so exp already! but then cant photocopy frm others cos its breaking the law! OMG 10,000-20,000 sing dollar for copying books? that's really jaw dropping! anyways, all the best to myself!

im gonna work thru this yr! aim for good results!!
JIAYOU!!

"Always Look Far and Wide"

Well, went back for driving practice today. and I learnt a whole lot more things.

wanna say that the instructors were very well trained and he could tell what im thinking off while driving.

he said "ahh you see, you're drifting off again." :D lol can't believe my heart wasnt really in the car today? cos i was really tired :(

I slept at 3 or 4 am today so sad.. i think i got an insomnia going on..so i started listening to this program from 12-3 am everyday.. by Desiree Lai on 98.7 fm.. :S

lol anyways, im glad i've learnt more than anything today. i've had the chance of multi-tasking in the rain once again :D.

somehow when driving i can ignore everything that's surrounding me :D even a flash of lightning. although i was still scared but driving was just too many things for me to comprehand that i couldn't even give a care at the lightning and thunder?

well, i didnt thought i would meet the same instructor again along with the same car (no. 113)?
:D hopefully today, i didnt fail you mr. instructor :D i've tried my best to stay alert and drive as a good driver :D. hopefully, if karma meets, i'll show you how much i've improved!

yeah~ drive.drive.drive for all time :D i promise i'll make it and i'll see who is the lucky one to be the first passenger in my car :D..well i assume it would be my family but in anycase? i hope its gonna be grandma HAHA! omg :S im so weird.
but first let me get my theories out of the way and thenn :D hehe

"we can go anywhere" :D

(500) Days of Summer ..& 1 day of Autumn

:D alright, alright, alright.

hi, my dear blog! well nothing much today from me. but just an evaluation on

(500) days of summer and 1 day of autumn.

ahh what can i say? an extraordinary love story?

after watchin' this film. i came to a realisation that. i cant go on like this.

:D somethings are meant to be and somethings arent meant to be.

so no matter how strong that connection and attraction could be, one day it'll fade away.

it's true, i've seen that in Tom's character. He thought all he wanted was Summer.
He couldnt believe that what they had been through was nothing.. all or nothing at all..

yet, the story of his fate was trying to tell him that he was looking too hard for love. the love was always there, he just never seem to see it. and the only reason he knew was becos he ever had that moment in his life.

but yea whatever,,, relationships can really screwed up ones normal life. and the one who suffers are the ones who always seem to give the most. the one who cares the most. the one who puts in the most feeling and emotions. yea.. :S

overall not a bad movie at all! i love how romance and comedy could go tgt :D. its like 2 horoscopes blending in tgt :D. ahh im a lil weird today but :D its okay thats me clara koh.

alrighty i'll visit you (blog) again :D.

Sorority Row >.<"

Omg.. seriously i think this show should rate for M18!! its too violent for NC-16

Mang.. my heart beat almost stopped as the murderer in a 'gown' with a 'hood' killed the girl who was drinking a wine bottle?

*vomits* suddenly i dun feel good :( that scene bothers me as well as the bathin' scene... and one thing my friend was so true about was that she knew before hand that i will hide under the movie chair? LOL

i was moving down the sit :(. and she was right i was so scared actually ..

my heartbeat stopped during one of the scene..

and then its all because there was this group of girls infront of me kept screaming ..

i was shocked inside of me but they just screamed off their lungs :S..

made me felt so tensed throughout the show..

i would say the director had made this show turned round and round.

and if you like mystery and mystery and mystery this is gonna be a good movie.

sound effects were great although they scared the hell out of me and i almost hide under the sit.

:D anyways thanks Evelyn for accompanying me to JJ's shop and also for the boredom of both of us to watch a horror- movie which we think its really rated too lenient for NC-16!! too much jumping horror scenes >.<" sighz i admit im really a 胆小鬼 ..

mang gonna get goosebumps tonight :(

Happy Mooncake Festival!

So.. I slept at about 1 - 2 am erm today..and woke up at about 11+ am..

O.O kinda tired but anyways :D Yesterday was a whole lot of fun.

Cousin Pei Qi and I went to watch "Cloudy and a Chance of Meatballs".

LOL >.< the starting was really like a thesis.. "Have you ever find yourself different from others?" O.O wow I was kinda attracted to this sentence.

And then slowly as the cartoon progress.. LOL this scientist guy name flint..
he was so funny he invented many things w/o thinkin' about the consequences ..

first off was the spray-on shoes LOL which he wore for the rest of his life >.<.
second was the sardines problem.. and he invented this funny machine by using water to produce food. some how the machine was sent to the sky and started to drop burgers.. = = later on it started to drop more and more food, eventually the food upsized and could kill people? LOL this was the funniest comedy cartoon movie of the year.. and adam sandler was the voice for baby brent >.<" omg so funny
baby brent became a chicken >.<

Oh plus thanks cousin xue ying for lending the wii from her friends.. cause the games are very family fun, think will be very fun if there were 4 or more players to join in :D.

ok.. mooncake tonight! and ps. lantern = BABA (Buy And Burnt Away) ! lol

so yup song of the day = 陶喆- 月亮代表谁的心 :D

Celebrating Cousin's B-day in Advance

Today went to Marina's K Box to sing and celebrate Cousin Xue Ying's birthday in advance.

By the way Happy Birthday to Trixie >.<" lol I know its kinda irrelevant but still..

Yes.. just remember during awaiting for cousin Xue Ying. Cousin Pei Qi and I met the mediacorp Edmund Chen along with his daughter and maid. lol for some reasons he looked at us and smiled as if we knew each other somewhere/ sometime ago. LOL but anyways it was a very awkward situation yet very cordial.. lol

So yup I hope everyone had fun today :D Was really happy because we had a larger and much comfortable room :D maybe next time my birthday i can treat you two to iluma's
ktv, can try out their services and facilities but hahax its gonna be 03.03.2010 .

hahax thanks to cousin's treat at Xin Wang Restaurant. I had a very full dinner although I think all of us were very full indeed. I took 2 photos of the cup that was used to serve my "Iced Hong Kong Style Milk Tea" Kinda cool cos I had never used that to drink my life before :D. >.<" yup "Suagu"

Jennifer's Body

Okay.. so today I actually didn't do much crap. I went to SSDC canceled my test and shift it to another day.. why? becos i heard one of the boy walk out laughin' like the way I do. He laughed and then smiled and told his friend I got 44/45!

Holy! OMG! my first reaction was like yea! what if I got this result?! I quickly change the date and moved on..

and then as I walked to the YCK MRT station.. I heard this message "Changing of EZ-Link cards will be at every station's Ticket Office, please change by 30th of Sept..bla bla bla.." and I was like O.O ok.. i need to change mine.. but Mum's EZ-Link's at home :S so yea.. tmr as I head down to DB MRT station (PS), I have to change the card thru PP MRT station's ticket office.. maybe lesser people..:S

and where was i? ohh yup as I were at AMK Hub.. I found this haircut shop call "Hairinn" ok, I would say not bad cos I got a discount from 18 to 14.40 :D
Although I assume there are different hairstylist, but first time, im like whatever..
as i get to know the people maybe things are easier to talk about..

So yea.. got a haircut today :D looks fresher got an "emo" fringe :S.. is this good?
LOL i think im keeping an "emo" fringe hahax funny but my hair overall is ok.
cos the hairdresser only helped me trim the thick parts so yup the hair length only change a little to the amount of hair trimmed away..

ahh whatever as long as im happy :D 14.40 for a haircut like that is worth it.
ohh yea back to the topic.. Jennifer's Body?

This show is really worth watching at home :S LOL thanks to Z-Share omg ..
I watched the trailer and I thought wow.. Adam Brody, Megan Fox were in it maybe its gonna be a good one and the horror was quite catchy.
then I saw this "playing in Singapore on 29th Oct" and I was like erm 3 days in aft I start Uni.. not so much of fun. So I went on checking if there were some crappy version but able to watch ..

yea there were, and tonnes! LOL I finished watching and thought the 2 women kissing scene was really more of a turned on for guys.. and well the whole movie was more turned on for guys seriously.. but what i didn't get was the childhood between the 2 female characters were they friends from childhood? why does the bond seem so close as the twist in between the movie so sucky?

Well, this is really a supernatural movie in some sort but can't deny that many facial expressions from Megan Fox were very seductive >.<"" and I can tell Amanda Seyfried was a little intimidated throughout the whole show.. yet, she gave it all in the "sex" scene LOL I would say this might rate either NC-16/ M18 depending on the content. To me I think might be M18 since some scenes are quite bloody and violent. somehow

O.O almost forgot tmr has a course preview session at 7pm// okay pretty busy tmr gotta go~~

Hehe DHL brought good news :D

Nice, just as I were listenin' to Taylor Swift- Breathe..

guess what? "Ding Dong" .. ah ha! my first reaction was okay!! DHL is here!!

my next reaction was ok sign the the package.. take my package...

and then my feelin's were low cos i am about to see the certificates :S

but then suddenly!! OMG I screamed and ran, txt my mum, told ppl whom i cared

and suddenly my mood just sway to the highest it can go! i was really overwhelmed

once again.. never in my life i got a honour achievements..

never in my life i saw such things happening. but now i believe that if you want

dreams to come true, you ought to give 110% or more effort in your work to achieve

it. this is very rewarding, quote from one of my friend Fuxia, she always told me

that all these hard works will pay off! and hey!! my dear friend! I made it!

:D its a day of celebration. a day to remember i had been there .. i had been

through the cold nights, and hard days the sweaty breathless times on the track,

no matter through the rainy, sunny, snowy weather, i brought myself back to Singapore. "T.I. ---I'm done. I got myself here, I'll get myself out."

(The quote is from live your life ft. Rihanna only be heard at the ending of the MV)

With hardly anyone's help, with my own motivations and many supports i see the results.

I think i wanna thank the inner Clara Koh for not giving urself up! you know your

road is far and wide yet, you're about to see that one light waiting right ahead of you!

:D strive on!

Song of the Day: BLG- Heart Heart Heartbreak

For some reasons.. this song was playin in my subconcious last night.. and i was

hardly able to sleep cause it was playin so loud in my mind.. anyways enjoy.. :D

as the lead singer says this album will either tear u apart or u're goin' to agree

with it.. so the lyric goes:

Heartbreak!
Heart heart heartbreak!
Girl don't say you love me when you're out the door,
Ohohoh yeah!
Cause I know things are different than they were before,
Ohohoh yeah!

Kill me with your kiss,
It's so hard to resist you,
When you look me in the eyes tonight,
And say we're headed for a heart heart heartbreak,
And I don't ever ever wanna hear you say,
Don't say you love me, don't even,
Don't say you love me, you're leaving.

Ready for a heart heart heartbreak,
I'm gonna gonna turn around and walk away,
Don't say you love me, don't even,
Don't say you love me, you're leaving.

You say we'd stick it out through the thick and thin,
Ohohoh yeah!
And when the walls came down,
You wouldn't let me in,
Ohohoh yeah!
We've been through it all,
My back's against the wall,
It's crashing down on me tonight,

Yeah and we're headed for a heart heart heartbreak,
And I don't ever ever wanna hear you say,
Don't say you love me, don't even,
Don't say you love me, you're leaving.

Ready for a heart heart heartbreak,
I'm gonna gonna turn around and walk away,
Don't say you love me, don't even,
Don't say you love me, you're leaving.

I'm sick and tired of this whole situation,
Here comes another fight,
Beating me down with the same conversation,
Don't say you love me tonight.

Heartbreak,
And I'm ready for a heartheart heartbreak,
And I don't ever ever wanna hear you say,
Don't say you love me, don't even,
Don't say you love me, you're leaving.

Ready for a heart heart heartbreak,
I'm gonna gonna turn around and walk away,
Don't say you love me, don't even,
Don't say you love me, you're leaving.

Ready for a heart heart heartbreak,
And I don't ever ever wanna hear you say,
Don't say you love me, don't even,
Don't say you love me, you're leaving.

Zachary Matthias Young!! 1 mth old!

:D My beloved cousin's son!!

so cute never really get the chance to take a nice photo cos too many of cousins

friend surroundin' Zac!! wow what a popular boy! :D I seriously think he has

a good sense of humour! He could post when he sees a camera!! wow! so odd for babies

but not for him! :D Lucky for cousin Edna and Steven :D.

Congrats for baby Zac to turn 1 month old :D.

So overall I only manage to take a photo of him :( but still happy enough hahax.

Currently got drifted off by Coldplay's Yellow on MTV LOL. okay that was random

but yup Cold play rocks hehe :D

Below is a pic of Zac taken by me :D sorry of the bad quality +_+
Hahax he looked sleepy :D



&& today's quote from me is

"远方望过去, 我是那个不起眼的石头. 但是我却有着一颗倔强的心, 永不放弃!"

nice? yea definitely! for all those who lost faith and hope! don't give up

the exit is still the one you're lookin for. don't give up searchin' u'll gain

much more than u'll ever notice. :D

that's all blog again hehe :D.

First Practical Lesson :D

Hmm how to say this feelin' right now. :D

My first practical lesson is so interestin.

Met an uncle (instrutor), he was very talkative and i kinda >.< slept off in

the middle of the intro although he told me many interestin' facts ..

:D i like to figure out the brake and acceleration paddle ^^.

so its like today's lesson drivin' is like to take care of the precious baby :D.

so worry to bang, so fragile to bang .. everything i just feel like O.O

my instructor told me just relax and think ur playin' daytona .

wow this is fun as i get the 'feel' of it i feel more comfortable and confident :D

wish i could drive more :D. always loved to drive. although things nv seem easy

im not gonna gv up. im goin' to crank this course :D! my new cars wait for me!

im comin' and quote from transformers "the car chooses you". hahax okay lets

see what car will choose me as their owner!

ohh last but not least, today went shoppin' with my beloved cousins :D, i feel

very loved! many thanks and hope the two of you bought somethin' that you liked!

:D guess cousins stand out more than friends hahax.

signin' off --Hamlet-- hahax jk

Sentosa Trip

Hoho, yesterday went Sentosa with my cousin and her friends.

Overall, I thought it was kinda fun? Although during the night I kept hearin'

someone screaming and the voice seem to come from hui jun? LOL

hahax but I had a fun day, said not to get tanned and ended up we all got a slight

sun burnt. seriously, we stayed the whole afternoon at the sea :S so yaa.

wow lol, anyways thanks to everyone. hope i didnt cause anyone to be uneasy hahax

yup ah wish i could have a bunch of such friends that could ask me out for gatherin' too.

sighz anyways things are written properly in my destiny. after yesterday, im not that

afraid anymore. when things are suppose to act themselves out. let it be then!

life is short. and sometimes lettin' myself out to the roller coaster is fine!!

so yea Clara Koh!! let things be, it'll work better, sometimes things do not work as planned.

Song of the Day: Justin Bieber- One Time

Oh no!! im so obsessed with this song!!! :D

This guy has so much potential in him! 15 years old?!!

omg he has the talent of rnb and hip-hop!!

ps. he looks like those guys around our age like arron carter and jesse mccartney!

:D oh no great love this song. and the lyric goes:

Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop stop
And even though it's a struggle love is all we got
And we gon' keep keep climbing to the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

You look so deep, you know that it humbles me
You're by my side, them troubles them not trouble me
Many have called but the chosen is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Shawty right there
She's got everything I need
And I'ma tell her one time
Give you everything you need down to my last dime

She makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side
'Cause she is the one

And girl you're my one love, my one heart
My one life for sure
Let me tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my #1 girl
Always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(Girl, I love, girl I love you)

Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time
One time, one time

Song of the day:一公尺- 言承旭

:D nv really like his voice from the past. but this song kept comin' on to

my mind lately, why not just to "回味" a song from his first album like 5 yrs ago.

Listen closely to his emotions, i think that is the way he sings :D.

Lyrics:

餐桌两边 黑咖啡冒着烟
曲折翻腾的弧线 模糊了双眼
你习惯没变 手指头敲打着玻璃杯
一整夜 不曾看我一眼

那条项炼 软弱摊在眼前
亲手系上的思念 被你放了线
空荡的胸前 是他准备要接手的世界
专程来告别 连再见都心不在焉

你在一公尺不到的面前
手拼命挥还是往下坠
眼神那么绝 冻结一切不让我挽回

我在一公尺之外的世界
一辈子回不了的原点
我这才发现 你离我有多么远

餐桌两边 没交集的情节
看着你度日如年 等我说再见
你神情没变 把距离扩大的好遥远
一公尺 就好像一万个光年

你在一公尺不到的面前
手拼命挥还是往下坠
眼神那么绝 冻结一切不让我挽回

我在一公尺之外的世界
一辈子回不了的原点
我这才发现 你离我有多么远

你在一公尺不到的面前
手拼命挥还是往下坠
眼神那么绝 冻结一切不让我挽回

我在一公尺之外的世界
一辈子回不了的原点
我这才发现 你离我有多么远
我只有成全 让你离开我身边

Driving Anxieties :(

Sighz I guess im stressing out memorising a ton of stupid Sg laws..

damn,, its so not right that i just finish a stupid HS exam and now im taking

tests again.. the exam anxieties nv leave ...

omg yesterday i tot finish Charlie Angel's movie can go sleep early..

who knows what happened to my digestive sys again.

i puke 4 times last night from 10pm -- 1am, oonce each hr!!

omg luckily i went to make some ribena juice = =.. yet today, i have no freakin'

appetite at all .. shh don't tell any1, dun want to trouble ppl..

dont tell yima and nv let my parents know .. = =

plus im fine now just feel irritated by the stupid trial test..

i gotta go again on FRIDAY! omg.. :( i really want to pass...

zzz my health lately is really bad.. i wonder what's goin' on..

i havent fall sick in a yr! suddenly symptoms just come all tgt.. :S

*pray* that this month goes well for Clara Koh!! Seems like this month im a bit

+sway+ pronounce in hokkien = =..

Heels over Head

= = wow.. how long ago did i felt this way?

omg seriously, i didnt know i will fall sick like that.

it's been so long i haven't felt like deja vu.

guess thanks to my aunt, cooked macaroni for me >.<"

hmm prolly becos of this stupid fever i did not do the test well..

omg it was so close this time i got 43/50, however, the passing mark is 45.

what the.. = = 2 marks!! why?? i wanna finish it :(.

nvm monday im goin' again, this time i better get 45 at least!!!

in the meantime, i gotta rest. zzzz

Stay over at cousin's house :D

Hmm thanks for keeping me one night again hahax.

oh well got a great fun day yesterday and night :D

Bought 2 Boys Over Flowers (꽃보다 男子) OST :D v nice gift inside the box hahax

Best of all are the songs, really love the songs :D

Last night watch Aliens in the Attic, haha quite funny and worth watchin at home.

Hmm below are some pictures took by me, some are comedy so no offence to anyone >.<.

and confession for today = =, it's so suck that i did not pass my trial test = =..

taking it again on FRIDAY so please god, let me pass 1/4 of the test!!! ahhh



lol just for fun >.<"

Happy Birthday, RIP Michael Jackson

Well, prolly the pacific time is still 28th Aug, but still its 29th Aug today.
(GMT+8)

Still find this really awkward and why don't let him finish his last performance and that was really goin' to be the last since he said he wants to take a break from the Media..

Sighz, what a waste i will never get the chance to see him do the moon walk live.
Knowing that the death was filed as Homicide, it really scares me. I really wonder how one person who is so enthusiastic the previous day and gone with the wind the next.

Its really so hard to think that he is gone.. :( Sighz inspires me to the different generation music, gave the RnB and Pop a new generation. Even inspires many in the Rock n Roll by just 1 song "Beat it"..

Hopefully your music will pass on and I dedicate a song to every1, which, I thought was really nice, love the producers R.Kelly and Quincy Jones :D.

-You are not alone- (hehe R.Kelly produces good RnB!!)

Quote: "Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart."

RIP MJ, your songs are always gonna played by me :D

Currently watchin' Frontline (前线追踪).

Sighz no offence to the Chinese Women, but why? why look out for easy money where you got the brains?

Why destroy other people's family??

Seeing so many strippers standing on the Chinatown BusStop waiting to hook up men just make me diss China so badly >.<"

Although your country might be a good place to build up the economy now, but with such people in ur country, its gonna be a no from me, no matter how much gold ur country has!

and I just don't understand why S'pore men are just so weird man >.<' seems like s'pore girls are just nt good enough for them, they want something more = ="

sighz dad 回头是岸! the earlier u give up, the earlier i'll forgive u..

but hopes are so small but i'll keep hoping that one day u'll turn back.

hopefully by then im still able to be around, hopefully i dun have to treat u the way u treated us.

and all i wanted was a family. and why is this so damn hard?

When things get out of hand; What do u do?

When things get out of hand.. just take a deep breath.

Erase the thoughts that are bugging u, let time heal these wounds and move on.

Jonas Bothers- Take A Breath

I walked across the crowded street
A sea of eyes, they cut through me
And I saw you in the middle
Your upset face, you wear it well
You camouflage the way you feel
When everything's the matter

We've all been down that road before
Searching for that something more

World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath
Just take a breath

People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath

Blink our eyes, life's rearranged
To our surprise, it's still okay
It's the way things happen
Summer comes and then it goes
Hold on tight, embrace for cold
And it's only for a moment

We've all been down that road before
Searching for that something more

World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath
Just take a breath

People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath

Life isn't suffocating
Air isn't overrated

World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath
Just take a breath

World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath
Just take a breath
Take a breath

People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath

World's spinning 'round (Yeah)
There's no sign of slowing down (So won't you)
Don't forget to take a breath
(Don't forget to take a breath)

The G Drug-- Caffeine

The G Drug? hmm G stands of Generation.

Unfortunately, Caffeine seems to be in most of our drinks today..

It is something that both my parents cannot live without each day.

Researchers find that such stimulants could cure depression.

However, the tricky part of Caffeine is that one will not tell that they are addicts

to Caffeine cause its part of our drink! But you can try to find out if you're

already one addict to Caffeine... First have a check list written down.

From Mon to Sun. Do this for 2 weeks.. and see what is the first choice of drink that comes into your mind each morning.

Well, if u wanna cheat thats ur problem >.<" just to let this experiment be fair

please dont cheat. just write down the name of the drink that first come into ur mind each morning.

If you see yourself choosing coffee and tea most morning, I think it is visible now to say that you need caffeine for school or work. Caffeine is a drug that will get you addict too!

I doubt people who drink milk has caffeine addict problems, nevertheless, you won't know if researchers would find out and becomes tmr's headline "Milk contains caffeine".. no surprises, i wont be amaze if milk contains caffeine since things are inorganic and artificial these days.

Despite that coffee and tea are harmless, i think we should all practice to drink water instead of coffee and tea. Water is the source of life! :D and prolly the best
antidepressant without side effects that put our lives at risks.

Congrats to my Cousin &&

Ahh its gonna be written in my history book.

yesterday my cousin gave birth to a baby boy name Zachary (Zac)!

hahax i always think of Zac Efron = =!

Anyways see you soon in 1 month time ^^. Im kinda qwerty here.

Its like im happy for my cousin at a same time i have the feeling of carrying the

baby = =.. although its not mine!! omg this is a weird feeling. is it because

as time grows people really changes, mindset changes.. sighz

but ya! im happy about that. other part of me. im not really convinced that im

an aunt already!! holy cow! i havent watch Orphan but yesterday I dreamt she came

holding a knife trying to stab me = = ! god i dun think i wanna watch it.

but relating to the movie Orphan thats what im afraid.. my appearance is stuck at an

age that does not look like that age of mine except the pimples that can tell im

around teenage = = but teenage does not last! im soon turning adult in the 20s AH_AH.

anyways my brain has been debating abt which countries curry is nicer..

is it japanese, singapore, india, malaysia..etc. ?

but my heart says its singapore curry and my brain tells me to buy japanese curry..

lol ahh im confused but i do like jap curry . it taste quite good actually. :D

Everyone needs to be in love.

Yes, everyone needs to be in love.
everyone will find someone whom they love.
everyone needs to feel that they are loved.
so.. stop asking me why i don't have a bf or why i dont want to find one etc..
= =.. prolly saying i dun need is very fake. cos i am a human being.
prolly even more 感情丰富 than u are..
so the following song describes it all; why i just reject to love/closed up to love..

郑中基- 别爱我

这座城是片繁华沙漠
只适合盛开妖艳霓虹
悲伤的人们满街游走
打听幸福的下落
爱情都只是传说
难开花难结果

*你眼神里的讯息我懂
像随时准备燎原的火
那危险的美我曾见过
也因此留下了伤口
爱情依然是传说
就别再触碰
我荒凉心中还在痛的角落

#别爱我如果只是寂寞
如果不会很久
如果没有停泊的把握
别爱我不要给我藉口
不要让我软弱
别再把我推向海市蜃楼

Repeat *
Repeat # x2

G.I. Joe!!

Lol! first night movie in my entire 18 yrs of life.

sometimes i ought to let myself be out there to have fun..

sighz although mum's like unhappy about it :S but hey! aiya this prolly will be my first and very last time watching a night movie = =!

So G.I. Joe reminds me of 1997 I watched this adult military film with my mum G.I. Jane starred by Demi Moore LOL! But of course G.I. Joe was more interesting as the fact that it has computer high technologies to transform things esp. they're trying to say that our world could be destroyed by nanomites!LOL!

Human Super Hero! So is this encouraging the military armies to save the world? but I kinda read into a different story that "why Paris"? Moscow was not hit, China was not hit and Washington DC was not hit. but Paris was.. what does this mean? They even portray what happens when Eiffel Tower collasped.. CNN news reporter standing there LOL! But the funny part was the insulting of people in Paris.. no matter what intruders they will just capture you back to the police station, and they don't seem to speak English too.. lol

ohh one more part that was really cool was the korean guy who acted as a cold-blooded Ninja..it was really cool to see him in all white :D but too bad he's the bad guy .. and the fighting between him and his rival was the best martial fight of the night. Last but not least.. it was a shock to see who's behind the mask! I totally did not link back and think it was that guy.. I wont say who because I think people should watch it themselves lol. and there was this scene where the president met someone, whose face was not revealed in the movie.. and i wonder where did he went in the end? and did the president became bad?? lol i am positive such ending has a second part to it.. so hahax for now i think this was the second best movie this year that i've watched.. first is definitely transformers.. hahax im waiting for one more that is New Moon!! :D hopefully this time it is as good as the first!

If im not wrong there are some quotes that are quite impressionable in the movie such as..
Duke: Okay, that was crazy... What happened to you?
Ripcord: I went through the train. What happened to you?
Duke: I jumped over it.
Ripcord: You can do that?
Duke: I told you to read that manual.
Ripcord: There's a manual?

LOL i think every1 in the cinema caught that. it was so funny!

i think there are a few more parts that i cant really remember how the speech is like.. anyways its a good go :D i wanna be part of the Joes too.

Our Mission: To save the world!!

Things can change in a nick of time...

I wonder why I just care so much.

People whom i care just hurts me the most.

Tell me am I suppose to just ignore everyone i meet?

Or maybe I should just close my eyes and not be involve with life?

I feel so tired ..who can i trust anymore? when u know the person u had trusted

the most damaged u in a nick of time...

I do know this is my mission, to know who's white and who's black.

to stay true, to stay pure, giving others a chance to trust once again.

im there, yes i was always. and forever will but i feel such a loser when people

were about to reach their goal they turn to the evil side!

i know im fooling myself telling myself that im not surrounded by evil people..

but almost everyone has a dark side.

no matter what, i need to stay and stand strong, i cant let them blurred my vision!

I am always white! I dont want to be corrupted!!

where are the purities in this world?

prolly this is another lock that i need to unlock from my life.

when im done unlocking, hopefully i can tell who i should care about and who i shouldnt.

and tell me how to pick up the word trust again?

hopefully no more naiveness.. i just cant believe this. never thought it would hit my back in the face so hardy..

i dun wanna trust people who say stupid things and give empty promises..
i feel like im so dumb to trust such people and the only thing that i trust becos i care .. its such a shocking truth ... anyways the fault is mine..
i should've understand the situation first before giving my trust and care.

KBox Trip

:D thanks to my 2 beloved cousins who was willing to spend their time to sing in Kbox
with me lol we really sang for 5 hours.. but then i think the best part was that we covered most of the songs within the hours given other than nan ren nu ren.. hopefully next time we can sing that song :D ..dunno why my body's shutting down soon LOL. i think i'll sleep early tonight for once hahax.

omg i've been insomnia for a few days le.. = = hopefully tonight my neighbour upstairs can shut up.. give me some peace of mind .. lol anyways thanks for everything. look forward to see you 2 soon :D.

Let us all have a good night sleep tonight :D .

Happy Belated Bithday Singapore :D

Yesterday = 9th Aug 09, Today = 10th Aug 09

It was Singapore's 44th birthday yesterday :D. Although my cousins and I did not really watch the beginning of the NDP. But we had a fun and tiring day :D.

Ever since I had been to China, such family excursions/trips were really lessened :D.
I was really happy to be able to have such fun again hahax.

Anyways the trip to Sentosa yesterday was really fun, we sat the go kart, which was so fun although I admit at some part of the hill was not steep enough for the kart to accelerate LOL. But it was fun, we even had our hands stamped with the word "LUGE"..eventually I thought it was "LARGE" LOL! = =. anyways I just check the dictionary and Luge meant that one or two people racing down a chute esp. in Europe.
Oh it was a fun experience that we sat on the sky ride back to the top of the hill.. although i know yesterday's weather was unbearable hahax. it was so hot and our heads were feeling the heat so badly..

:D that was so funny. we went on to the underwater world, which we saw a species of animals and some we had never actually seen in our lives before. :D I like the jellyfish, it changes colours by itself which, the effect was nice in the water. As usual we sat the automatic elevator and saw many interesting species hahhax especially sharks and 1 Dugong!! wish that dugong had swam into our viewing side..

Later on, we went to the Dolphin Lagoon, although there are like only 3 dolphins but all 3 were quite fantastic :D they kissed the volunteers on the cheek that one of the volunteer said "it was romantic" hahax so fun.. wish I could keep one as a pet.
Dolphins are like comedy talented and are very loving animals ^^.

Last but not least.. we finally walked towards the Palawan Beach, it was very crowded and full of people due to it was National Day.. then we walked over to a small little island by a bridge.. i got sea sick on the bridge = =.. the people i assume are the non-locals that started shaking the bridge causing us to unable to stand stably .. lol but it was a fun experience anyways.. cousin peiqi and i climb up a 4 story high scenery viewer, we looked at the sceneries of Singapore and the Southern Sea that were full of Ships and as the breeze blew I felt a calm feeling :D.
After that we went to the beach walking along the coast, our feet were in the soft sand as our feet sank.. although i was attacked by a small hermit crab and got a small cut on the feet. it was rather a good experience to know that i should be careful of the sand LOL = =. but after 1 day (today) the wound is about gone and healed.

waa as we came home we started watching the NDP .. then we took our pledge together at 8:22 pm hahax it was kind of a cool feeling, then we ate our dinners and watched many singing competition shows until it was about 12 am.. we played a board game called "The Game of Life". Actually, this game is good as we learn the lives that we lead in this society, pretty much reality game..

and by then after we finish.. I watched my 2 cousins play maplestory.. hahax i guess i'll play it someday. by right when we slept it was about 2 -3 am in the morning.. one of my cousin went out already, i woke up at about 10+ am ps.. my the other cousin is still sleeping :D lol! and we'll see what to do later!

Music, will you marry me? :D

Another happy day :D. Happiness is coming back to me.

After the rain there's always rainbow.

I guess throughout my life, I'll devote myself to MUSIC!

No matter what happens to me in the future, Music will always come first.

Well as in second la.. I do care about special people and my family.

Finally after the thinking, thinking and thinking. I bought an elec. guitar for
$500+ sing with all the equipments that I need. 1 amp, 2 picks, 1 strap and 1 bag?

LOL! Yamaha! I love u :D! omg at least for a beginner for elec guitar will be so good. this package is so good la ^^ cheapest of all once again = =..

by the way yamaha sells epiphone guitars.. lol but i wonder why dont they sell gibson.

maybe in my life gibson is impossible haha one yamaha is actually enough le :D

after i fulfill this dream my next dream is kinda.. the so call "stablise job"..

sighz then i will devote my next 4-5 decades of life to Psychology!! hahax I went

to times bookstore today just to look for something on Autism (ps. Im not happy with my own analysis). so.. I did not found anything special in the bookstore.. sighz

maybe next week got time then drop by Borders bookstore.. :D slowly as age grow..

hopefully i can answer the meaning of life in my own words. :)

by the way any1 watch "This is my Home" the local movie on Channel 5?

That show is so touching.. talks about a girl who is a Singaporean.. left her country
to the states for 9 years. and after 9 years she return with a strange feeling.
Eventually, she accepts where she belongs to. sighz.. thinking I just left for 6 years this feeling of longing is understanable. Home is the place that signifies who you are. Brighten up my life after watchin' the show :D.

Do you believe in luck? actually i kinda believe in that. If you believe you are
lucky, you'll always be. or prolly this is just my life. but i know i owe this world a big time. thank you world for looking after me :D

Do the right thing and stay happy. how do u stay happy? find ways to stay happy. just like me :D there'll always be a place/ something that will keep u happy forever. If you don't look for it, it will never be found. and that is why there's always a low time. i don't deny that high times are easy to look for. but if you just believe it. I believe at the very start of everyone's life we are able to be brought up in a happy environment. Our emotions are shaped into the society and environment that we are in, so don't give up searching for the key to happiness.

In my own words, Life is full of locks, each lock means a level to breakthrough. If you breakthrough one there's always a next to break. And each lock has a different password/ code or key (depends u like the modern or past technology). Our mission is to search of the key/ password to unlock the next lock. I have just unlock the 212 locks of mine. and there are more to unlock!

PS. 212<-- (12 x 18) - 4 = 212

12 = months in a year
18 = age
4 = months left towards the end of the year.

O_O Autism!! Seriously?!

I took an Autism Test for fun.. and end up getting 29/50...

Hello?!! Are the Autism Spectrum Quotient readings wrong??

Your score: 29
0 - 10 = low
11 - 22 = average (most women score about 15 and most men score about 17)
23 - 31 = above average
32 - 50 is very high (most people with Asperger Syndrome or high-functioning autism score about 35)
50 is maximum

How did I get this?? OMG.. I do feel shy sometimes socially but ha!!! not always ba..
:( this really makes me feel awkward. How can I become a Psychologist/ Psychiatrist when I cant even cure myself!! omg.. if I cant become one.. then?? Human Resource??
OR Musician?? <-- i think the probability is very low. my parents are not going to be happy if I choose media as my future career..

Oh god help me be MORE SOCIALISEzz I know I have been keeping to myself for the whole 18 years! I dunno what to do :(..

If you wanna check if you have Autism go to:
http://www.glennrowe.net/BaronCohen/AutismSpectrumQuotient/AutismSpectrumQuotient.aspx

Thank YOU MOM! :D:D

Aiya.. brought me to the driving centre yesterday.. and I enrolled in this
3C Course.. lol everything in a package!! hopefully by the end of 2009 I can get a driving license.. then chinese new year holiday.. go look for a cheap car for beginner first!! prolly i will choose Honda civic LOL same as the car in the driving centre!! Ahh studying the Basic Theory right now .

Secondly, many thanks for the piano.. it's delivering on Thursday :D so i can take a photo of it.. my very first yamaha piano. well, not so much a piano but an electrical piano. and yes, I chose the cheapest one!! about $1800+ sing. yeah ^^ can play and compose songs again.



Finally, what my mum shocked me in my entire life was she asked me to buy a GUCCI wallet!!! (seen above) OMG! never in my life I really wanted to buy anything like that. But she just let me go without restrictions! Suddenly, I felt light up! sighz, I really don't know what to say but yes, I will be good and keep myself safe plus i will spend the money wisely! Thank You Mom! You're the best :D.



By the way I found a pencil box (seen above) while packing my room.. I first used it during primary 1/ grade 1.. if im not wrong this was a birthday gift from someone when I was 6, which I really cannot remember who was it.. (Sorry) You can see it's rusty and I ought to throw it away although there are many memories in it.. PS. the background with the turquoise green bobdog is my bedsheet = ="". If you're wondering why my surname/ family name was "Xu" and not "Koh" because.. well my dad name his surname through "Han Yu Pin Yin" And then ended up I had to go to the immigration centre to change my surname back to "Koh" aiya.. pretty long story.

Ohh P 1C <- stands for "Primary 1C", "1C is the class name"
PS. I found a photo of a full primary 2CC people. anyone remember anything from then?? Ha! see if you can find me :D. pretty obvious I guess!

Painting? Not that fun especially..

Especially.. when you have a house that has a ceiling of 10 ft.

LOL I don't know what inspires my parents to buy this Condo.. prolly because of the ceiling, which make the house looks

bigger.. :S sighz.. knowing that we don't really have any tall people in the house.. dont even talk about cleaning the ceiling.. haha we managed to paint the walls off the highest ceiling!! wa! felt so rewardable!

The cons are that at least the 3 of us are living like a family LOL.

We did something over the summer that was useful and to bring our relationship
closer .. aiya knowing that I will only see them until next yrs CNY holiday..

Hmm painting is fun when the job is less hectic. but when it's so troublesome..
it's more like having a big time cleaning up the mess after painting, than the fun of painting, if you know what i mean..

We started painting from Tuesday 21.7.09 until now we only manage to finish the walls + 1 room. What's left is my room and the doors, which to be done on Sunday!

Yes! there's a rest day tmr! Physically, Im draining. Cant believe I have the stamina to climb up and down the ladder like a monkey ! Mentally, im also draining..
it seems like i cant sleep when did not use my brains LOL. Eventually, I slept at 2am and then woke up at 5am becos I saw lightning flashes passed. Yeah, I admit I were about to hide again, my heart was hyperventilating.. but then I found out that I had learnt to calm myself from that :D I continue to sleep at 6am (after watching and listening to the fantastic sounds of earth and nature). Finally, I woke up at 11:30am by a phone call from my mum ..

PS. 11:30 am this is my current record of "What is the longest hour can Clara Koh sleep in the summer of 2009". LOL

My goal for tmr & next few days:
-Try to finish watching Meteor Garden (Kor. Ver.)
-Pack my childhood toys, donate some to charity, bring some over to grandmas house.
-Go post office to pay my starhub rent :S..
-ATM abduction bahaha
-Start packing my room, throw some primary stuff away, put in new stuff etc.
-Visit Yamaha store.. Some gadgets to buy.
-Go swimming with cousin after mum and bro depart??
-Go gym and exercise for an hour ..
-Wait for god sis to call me out.. then shun bian go shopping in Bugis :S
-Wait for the shop to call me to collect my Router!!
-Go to the university. read reference books..
-AND TRY TO FINISH READING NEW MOON .. ahh because I wanna buy a new book to read!!
-Try to find a place in the house that i can put my music collections..
-Ask for a HWS reunion, lol if it is possible.
-Go try out the new circle line of MRT by myself [:D im turning circles]
-Learn driving at Ang Mo Kio (i supposed)..
-Meet up my band.. lol this makes me think of contacting them?!.. havent talk to them for ages.. :S..

woah.. actually, that's alot of things to accomplish.. ahh before October comes I better finish most of them!!

Boring? Not Quite..

Haha just when you thought life could be so boring and there are nth for you to do..

In fact this is incorrect. Yesterday.. I spent my whole day out. I bought a phone...

Great! the sales person was like "there's no value if you trade in your phone".. :S

and my old phone only cost $10 sing that's really.. anyways I got this phone.. LOL

I find it cool it has the Guitar Hero Clone in it!! omg im gonna play that someday.

Most funny thing was that I didnt know I got the same model as NA!! aiyo I found

that out this morning?? Aiya no worries, I got a blue colour, so it doesnt look

exactly similar to yours ..

Ohh plus yesterday I found a dead old sunglass of my dad's . HAHA! it fit on my face!

Im goin' to post a photo on qwert. anyways didnt really put any photos up.

what really gave me a headache was my bro.. he gave my mum the suggestion of

re-painting the house ... sighz. if you think it's fun. actually you're wrong..

That was a though job .. my arm muscles are aching.. LOL at least when I'm done with

painting i'll upload photos of my "new" house LOL. well. appearance it might look

new. But some parts can never cover that this is an old house. bahaha

Okay so what am I doin' now? Sittin' here just finish watchin' the "Moon Eclipse".

Well, as usual the "Moon ate the Sun" :D. But what was fun was I tried to do some

experiments. Such as jumpin' in the sky to see if the weight is lighter when Moon

Eclipses ..but that doesnt prove anything?? plus I even went looking out for

Vampires hahaha .. okay I was lame anyways. My bro had woke up, and I gotta?

serve him breakfast!! so toodles!

Past 6 yrs- China Life

As I had been having an Adventurous Life, many of my Singapore relatives might be thinking that what I have seen in my life around the world.

I admit that I am lucky to sit an airplane and fly around the world, across the Pacific Ocean and across the China Sea.

But what I had learnt is something that one Singaporean will never understand unless they step out to where I have been to. I had seen things more world-widely, such as showing empathy that almost none of the Singaporeans could do in the modern days. I had experience the sound of mocking that many Singaporean in Singapore still thinking that they are living in Heavenly life. Nothing to worry about, no natural hazards, simply nothing to worry about.

But hey! This is not the Singapore Spirit that we should have. If you spent your life in China, such rundown place really turns you off. Well, thinking of escaping? What if you did not have the chance to get out of China? You ought to stay with your parents for a couple of years? Well, barring a culture that is so different from people who are around you really sucks.
Plus I were young at that time and was unable to fit myself into that society.

Seriously, I had learned a big time of cherishing and treasuring anything that meant something to me. I just can’t take some Singaporeans who just don't understand they had everything they need and they should treasure them. Because I had taste the feeling of loosing, and many times. It's just an advice if you don't want to end up like me.

I guess this is fated in my life I am an adventurous person. I can't stay at a place for long, but when i do, hopefully that will be the place that will settle me down. I really hope this place is Singapore. The place I call home and I know where I belong to. Many memories in my mind, some good and some dark. Dark memories, I hope they fade away. Because, it will take too much out of me just to remind myself of certain unnecessary flash backs. Good memories, hopefully, they will last forever in my heart :D.

Never will anyone be able to judge my feelings for something or anything. And for this trip to China, no one can ever feel the way I feel. So, I will say that the Dark memories that I had in China, they will prolly stay for awhile but as it fades, I know that the memories left will be life lessons to teach me how to be stronger for tomorrow. How to face life when it reaches peaks that tears you down and ruins your life. I will say this adolescences changing to young adulthood is a major change in mindset for me. I had grown up with such struggling environment that made me a better and understanding person.

Overall, I guess, if you asked me what I had learnt. Well, my answer is that learn to be yourself, to be truthful and to be a person who shows real sympathy. And that we can’t make a change by just saying, we have to make it happen!

Home Sweet Home~

Finally, got the chance to login to Blogger.. after all the censorship in China..

Peace out, now that im back home I can get access to mostly every website!

Hi to twitter, facebook, youtube!! omg. seriously, I havent been using them for awhile.

Lately, I have been cleaning up, throwing out, and waiting for my cartons to come.

Oh yea, can you believe that things you had not touch for 6 years could just spoilt by itself? lol many things from 6 years ago had to be thrown away :S. It was such a waste.

So yea, have to buy new stuff to replace the spoilt parts.

Sighz so tired today.. :( I need some rest, time passed so quickly during holidays.

And then time passes so slow when you're trying to learn something new.

lol anyways, time to watch episode 16 -> Meteor Garden Kor. ver. !! I'm almost done!!

Reminder: Thursday Morning 9+ am. Technician coming to build and install cable point.

Last Time Out- 26.6.09

Went out to visit my friends one last time. A little don’t know what to say..
Because we’ve been through so many hard and fun times. I do feel many different emotions at this point of time. Wish everyone best of luck in future..:S

Well, as we say our last goodbyes we’re heading to our new start. It’s very exciting but yet, im having a weird feelin’ :S… hopefully im really overthinkin’ this time.
And the news today confirms that Michael Jackson passed away! 25th June Western time and 26th June Eastern time.. wow I couldn’t believe I were just listening to his songs a couple of weeks ago! :S

Anyways..i’m really tired of the things im seeing now, hopefully im really ready to go and never look back, I’ve regretted once in my life. I’ll try not to do that a second time.. sighz worst is that all these blog entries are written beforehand.. cos blogger is still blocked in china…:S

PS. R.I.P Michael Jackson . Your songs will stay in this century forever.

Trust.

Sometimes, I wish I could just close my eyes and trust everyone.

no matter they're lying to me or truthful to me.

But most of the time it hurts just to know that im fooling myself.

what to do? Female is a gender that allows emotions to rule over reasons.

Which, seriously i hate it. Recently, I found a trend in Linkin Park's songs.

Such as In the end. It's about trust. From the inside. It's also about trust.

"I put my trust in you, pushed as far as I can go." In the end.

"And how trying to put my trust in you, just takes so much out of me." From the inside.

no matter what. Linkin Park songs could be interpretated in so many different ways.

I've seen suicidal thoughts, relationships, religions.. etc.

but my point is that. sometimes, you ought to reach that moment to understand certain feelings.

or else, no matter how strong the words or language is. it will never get to you.

One thing im breakin' in the firewall sys. and writing this is because.

i really hate to trust someone whom i really thought i could rely on.

but this one thought always hit me back. that is if i couldnt even trust my family

(who are the closest to me). who else could i trust in this world? a stranger?

p.s. that is not possible .. prolly i let my heart win all the time. and what i get

is the strong headed feelin that always riot inside of me!

"I've tried so hard and get so far but in the end, it doesn't even matter."
"I had to fall to loose it all but in the end, it doesn't even matter."

is it really like this? putting my trust in you does not even matter?

Just came home from.. Crown Plaza Hotel

wow.. what a night man!!

actually i did had fun, jenny and i fooled around with our instruments..

violin + guitar :D bahah although for awhile, we went singing songs..

later we had a bath then we listened to music on the tv.

it was pretty cool as the first song on the list was "phantom of opera" LOL!

we sang a lil, then I went on choosin cool songs like:

- the cranberries "dreams"
- westlife "my love, i lay my love on you, what makes a man"
- michael jackson "you are not alone, beat it"

omg .. i really had fun after been through like so many events.

the view was really fantastically nice, we saw the fountains and ferris wheel :D.

but the part that i find a lil .. but it was not anyone;s fault anyways..

i slept at 10 pm with jenny, then i was woke up by a door bangin' sound at 12 am.. = =

i was kinda half asleep half awake, then started to chat with chien ling, since she did not chose

to go the after prom party.. then we slept at about 2 am = =.. and woke up at 4+ am again..

since sarah + trixie came back.. wow seriously.. i cant sleep in again, but out of a sight.

i fell asleep without notice, and woke up at 7:30.. tried to fool around with the other four,

but resisted to, since they were all soo tired, at last everyone was awake about 8:30 am

then we went out of "breakfast" at 10+ am.. omg we took our "break-lunch" hahahx

and then we went back to the hotel.. rest for awhile, jenny and i checked out first, and we head back home..

and that's about an hour ago. but now im home, i need a rest :D.

5.6.09- High School GRADUATION

:D 要用千言万语也无法形容此刻的心情.

Class of 2009 we threw our mortar boards into the air.

almost tripped over by the mortar boards lol = =..

but this is a really good memory of mine in China..SSIS.

I wrote a CAS evaluation, and they quoted my words :D cant even overcome my reaction by then..

anyways it's a very nice fullstop to my high school life.

at least i gain some achievements, at least my hard works were recognised..

i guess, that's me :D i'm lookin' forward to my brand new start.

hopefully, things will slowly change from the worst to something pleasant.

Tmr is the day.. i've waited for my 6 long years

I use unblock to come in again!!!

FINALLY...

Tmr I'm making a fullstop to my highschool life.

Omg.. I cant believe I had made it through. There are just too many twists and turns..

Went out with Jenny, Hsin Pei, Sarah Y, Chien Ling, Sangeethaa + Trixie

Had lunch at one of the Jiu Guang restaurant..

Then Trixie had to go after playin like 60 coins in the arcade? O_O hey we managed to finish it!

Then, what did we do.. ohh we took a cab down to Hao Le Di..lol took a medium size room.

we sang crazy songs, Jenny, as usual sang oprah-tic songs :D enjoyed it.

Hsin Pei spent most of the time singing duets with Jenny, Chien Ling and Sarah also sang duets..

well what did sangeethaa and i do? well we sang rnb songs! :D nice i really went out of breath

when i sang "closer" .. but yea i thought this would be a great part of my memory.

okay.. right after that we extended 30 mins.. which still took up some time..

wa anyways it was really funny that jenny, hsin pei and i were the ones who waited in the rain for

about 10 mins just to get a cab.. im a lil sick now.. and moreover i cant fall sick tmr..

it's the day i've waited for so long.. sighz plus one really great thing done by me..

was that I smashed my camera's screen ..omg the flat glass inside broke into pieces! Thanks to

my spare video cam.. or else im so gonna get scoldin'.. it's like my bro is performin' tmr..

and my mum almost scolded me like she used to.. ..

bla anyways im lookin' forward to my few exams left to take and then it's so over!

Until August.. Unless..

Sighz I can only post this becos im using a website to unblock the firewall of the chinese gov...

guess i cant come in that often to post some interesting things.. but

can anyone tell me why did the chinese gov. blocked Blogger???

firstly, it was YouTube.. now blogger..what's next.. they're just trying to destroy

my only entertainments in China... and do you know it's so hard to find interesting things

in your country??? well although singapore's really small, but hey! we've got more things to do..

more shopping centers, more gaming areas, cinemas.. etc. friends can hang out at many places..

but here nothing!! every time i go out with friends, after a few hours we dont know where to go.

geez.. sighz.. so pointless to be mad about.. im so waiting for my lovely august and i'll be back home..

i gtg finish mr. daysh's stupid essay.. this is so crappy ..竟敢利用我的文凭来威胁我.. man these teachers are...

bahaha count down to graduation day..+ moving house day + HOME SWEET HOME DAY!

omg only living overseas people would prolly understand this feeling of longing and missing.

home is home, forever irreplaceable!!

Done with IB Exams :D

Yes! finally im done with IB hohohoho!

so relief, got a good and tiring badminton stress relief with a friend today.

omg my muscles ache. haven't been doing much excercise lately.. lol

but anyways im looking forward to june 5th graduation day..

june 6th Intl' day, then stay over at the prom hotel..

june 19th Hooray!!! Hooray!!! Hooray!!! wa i can sleep pretty soundly

for a few months and then.. ermm.. baha my next destination of my life..

Hold On Clara Koh!!

Currently waiting to accomplish a couple of media things:

Movies
1) Angels and Demons
2) Transformer 2
3) ??? Finish up my dvds

Music
1) Good Charlotte- Cardiology
2) Green Day- Know your enemy (Re-watch the Music Video)
3) Look out for Hey Monday
4) Dl more Paramore songs!!

bahaha way to go.. this is my life i guess .. always got hooked up by the

entertainments !!!

First Week = DONE!

Yeah^^ finish english and maths :S next week is the chinese..

then IB exams are done.. although, i still left with some school exams to take

such as? Biology, Asian Studies? plus Graphic Design??

ahh cant wait till June 19th my official end to high school life!!

lol and then => university life? woah.. time passed like lightning flashes

passed.. so, yesterday was pretty funny. i came home really tired..

i did not chose to sleep but instead i went on watching a horror movie..

hoping it will keep my awake a little lol.. i watched this Anaconda 4?

= =.. to my surprise it's not as addictive as other horror movie that

would make me scream or hide under my blanket.. but instead I fell asleep!

what a joke >.< when i woke up.. my macbook's burning like mad = =..

should've cook an egg on the hard drive lol.. joking,,

so prolly, people should not go watch Anaconda 4.. it's not that interesting..

ohh plus those pop punk lover out there, im strongly advertising Hey Monday

to you!! Their songs are incredible..and who say girls can't sing well?

Paramore did it, Hey Monday did it, the veronicas did it. Yea^^ music rock on!

Maths Exam tmr + friday!!

okay let's face the fact..

tmr = = the day that i pray to either flash pass or never come!

lol never come? that's not the fact... anyways

don't know if im ready or not, but i guess as usual i'll go in

that exam room and give a blast and then get out of the exam room..

and then look at the results and say "i could've done better than that!"

:S does that even make any sense?

omg why does the IBO have to split the maths exam into 2 days ..

i have to wake up at 6 am on friday again... argh it suppose to be this

Chinese Labour Week .. end up I got only 2 days off out of 5 day :S

sad.sad. life. guess when i return to Singapore, I'll be having some 'good'

time to adjust my mood towards holidays.. for sure long holidays would

be one of the things that I'll miss from China :S other than that...

oh don't even want to think about it..

blablabla.. i want to compose a song on the guitar.. chords in my head at

a moment.. D A Em G.. 4 chords to a song.. lyrics.. hmm in the process of

writing. LOL! I found out that using the guitar to compose songs are so much

easier than the piano :S.. ahh blog again with progress!!