Things can change in a nick of time...

I wonder why I just care so much.

People whom i care just hurts me the most.

Tell me am I suppose to just ignore everyone i meet?

Or maybe I should just close my eyes and not be involve with life?

I feel so tired ..who can i trust anymore? when u know the person u had trusted

the most damaged u in a nick of time...

I do know this is my mission, to know who's white and who's black.

to stay true, to stay pure, giving others a chance to trust once again.

im there, yes i was always. and forever will but i feel such a loser when people

were about to reach their goal they turn to the evil side!

i know im fooling myself telling myself that im not surrounded by evil people..

but almost everyone has a dark side.

no matter what, i need to stay and stand strong, i cant let them blurred my vision!

I am always white! I dont want to be corrupted!!

where are the purities in this world?

prolly this is another lock that i need to unlock from my life.

when im done unlocking, hopefully i can tell who i should care about and who i shouldnt.

and tell me how to pick up the word trust again?

hopefully no more naiveness.. i just cant believe this. never thought it would hit my back in the face so hardy..

i dun wanna trust people who say stupid things and give empty promises..
i feel like im so dumb to trust such people and the only thing that i trust becos i care .. its such a shocking truth ... anyways the fault is mine..
i should've understand the situation first before giving my trust and care.