Inevitable Invincible

=) yesterday i was just wishing myself luck for the today's test.
today.. i got into a car accident.. im really grateful that
the motorcyclist is able to walk just a bruise on his left arm.
thank god it was not fractured.. so i spent an hour waiting
for more and more white shirt people to come and
meanwhile i was feeding mosquitoes.. sighz.. car got scratched
and dented moreover my tyres were punctured.. >.<
great.. nothing is that serious but i just dont feel right.
every time im so close to knocking on death's door..
it's like how many times will i be so lucky?
and why do i have to involve other people?
i wonder how long more.. im getting very troubled lately..
I feel like dropping out??
i dont know where to seek help.. i dunno who can save me.
i survived alone 2003-2009.. i thought it would be easier now..
but reality is that "it" never goes away.. i feel haunted.
haunted with passed memories, how do i overcome and move on?
can i always get away from mistakes? no.. but why are my mistakes
always so huge? so inevitable? so sudden? so invincible?
what if that motorcyclist died there? i can never ever forgive myself..
life is not a something to play and fool around..
we've got a reason and purpose here.. i cannot imagine how the world
had changed into such a remorseless place..
how can you not feel remorse for actions you've done singaporeans?
i cannot imagine i'm part of a heartless group of people..
i cannot believe it..
hours passed.. it's lunchtime now.. and im still in shock..
i've still got lots of things to do.. i need to march on for now..
and i need to take a holiday....

The Script & More!!

Hmm, Im supposed to be staring at the ppt. slides
cause tmr i hv a quiz.. But im here to write a short one..
so far my ty's been a little normal haha. shall say
waves come and go, when you think you're riding on the low tide..
next the high tide is coming after you.
life never gets easier as it goes. no doubt .
everyday im preparing myself for up coming obstacles.
and yes sometimes i do feel like
im the only soldier left on a battlefield.
where most of the others are not on the same path as me.
sometimes, you just got to fight for your own stand.
i am who i am. i refuse to be one of them. therefore, im different.
我脆弱，卻永不退縮！
just really want to point out something..
throughout my highschool years.. 2003-2009 it was nv smoothed
and i am thankful that im still here writing this.
as those people who had mocked, bullied, fake smiles,
back stabbing,refused to help well all those nasty things.
thank you for letting me know that im really on earth ..
and that not all people had to go through this rough phase of life.
yes, it is not easy to stop teenagers from bullying when
"peer-pressure" and self-esteem, the norms and "fitting in"..
all these are just one powerful thing at that point of time.
But if you're the one who's receiving the abuse,
seek for help immediately. don't put it all in your heart,
that's not good for your psychological health.
if you're the bully, try to understand why you wanna give
your "targets" a hard time, do they really deserve
that treatment & abuse? what if you were the victim yourself?
last but not least, come on we're all humans we have feelings.
if your friend gets bullied, do you run away?
or do you stick up for him/ her? or do you
seek for more by standers help?
bullying is not fun, the victims will know best.
if you're a by stander.. dont run away,
at least show some love even if
you need to seek more by standers help.
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However, the script's one night only
concert in Singapore was awesome!
Went with Shakthi, though with the rain, mud and weirdos around.
It was still an awesome night of 2011!
Their songs are still spinning in my head!
The Script is just one fine band that will
reassure you that you're not the only one who feels that way =)
sure i dont feel so nothing after all and life dont breakeven!
hahax alrighty, that's all from me!
peace out! n good luck for my quiz tmr!