Flashes

erm i don't know what brought me here today. but somehow i just need to make sense to what i've been seein'/thinkin' today.

so after i brought my bro to his tuition today.. i was basically walkin' around amk hub waiting to fetch him once he's done. but as i was walking around.. flashes of my past came to me.. i don't know how to explain it but it all came to me so suddenly.. at first was fine, but the flashes gets to me way frequently after the first few times..

grr, i seriously hate to be haunted by my past. im pretty sure no one likes to be haunted by those unwanted past memories. but its really sick when you can't do anything to stop it from flashing in your head.. i don't know why. but places or small little things could remind me of people that i've known in the past.

those familiar feelings or feelings that had been lost and im longing to get them back. but all i know is that reality strikes, no matter how much i want to change, how much i want the change.. i can't change the person that's not supposed to be controlled by me.

and all i thought in this life was to just get on with it-- keep the peace of mind. keep everything tgt because i know happiness lies in when mending occurs. but since in reality humans act harshly, once there's a crack on the glass, its like "that's it we're done, and the next min. you know, that piece of glass is already lying on the floor into millions of broken pieces where mending is hardly possible that one would rather get another 'new' glass to replace the one that had soo many memories shared in it"..

i don't understand, why am i feeling like this today, pretty odd. just when i thought i place the ones whom i love somewhere spotless, yet.. i can actually feel that they're still there from time to time; in reality they're no longer the ones that i knew from the start.

i don't want to escape anything that i've done or said. i just want an honest way to get around it. anyways i was just tryin' to say that its impossible for me to forget you.

Despicable Me!! (The Movie)

Bahaha this movie was more than awesome!! The starting was so entertaining already.. cousins, my bro and i were laughing from the start til the end.

hahhaha!! we have a plan to join the Minionss!! gosh they were so adorable =) hahah

>.< cousin pq wanted to learn their language too!! =) i wonder how long would it take for me to master another language in this life!

but yup thanks for all friends and cousins concern yst.. it was really just some stupid life questions. that sometimes i wondered why i kept facing it. or just can't get myself out of it.. once there was this friend told me "what goes around, comes around" maybe i shall learn to become a ninja .. light as wind, yet knows when to excel!

yes, maybe i was just an easy target. i've got to train myself towards versatility!
yup, must become stronger!!

anyways i drew a minion today!! and i wanted to colour it, but i found out that there wasn't even a colour pencil box lying around the house.. lol this shows that i really didn't attend to art class for more than awhile.. >.<"

but just for a tribute to my favourite cartoon of the year!! hahax Despicable Me ^^



psps steve carell's voice over for the character Gru was sooo funny!! especially when he was reading the bedtime story with the 3 puppet kittens!! omg! hahaha i still can't stop laughing after a day.. = ="

yup, yup im the first one to opt for Despicable Me 2 to be continued after this movie!! i'll for surely watch it in 3D again!! hahahx cute, cute, hmm next life i wanna be a minion!! xD