Stay over at cousin's house :D

Hmm thanks for keeping me one night again hahax.

oh well got a great fun day yesterday and night :D

Bought 2 Boys Over Flowers (꽃보다 男子) OST :D v nice gift inside the box hahax

Best of all are the songs, really love the songs :D

Last night watch Aliens in the Attic, haha quite funny and worth watchin at home.

Hmm below are some pictures took by me, some are comedy so no offence to anyone >.<.

and confession for today = =, it's so suck that i did not pass my trial test = =..

taking it again on FRIDAY so please god, let me pass 1/4 of the test!!! ahhh



lol just for fun >.<"

Happy Birthday, RIP Michael Jackson

Well, prolly the pacific time is still 28th Aug, but still its 29th Aug today.
(GMT+8)

Still find this really awkward and why don't let him finish his last performance and that was really goin' to be the last since he said he wants to take a break from the Media..

Sighz, what a waste i will never get the chance to see him do the moon walk live.
Knowing that the death was filed as Homicide, it really scares me. I really wonder how one person who is so enthusiastic the previous day and gone with the wind the next.

Its really so hard to think that he is gone.. :( Sighz inspires me to the different generation music, gave the RnB and Pop a new generation. Even inspires many in the Rock n Roll by just 1 song "Beat it"..

Hopefully your music will pass on and I dedicate a song to every1, which, I thought was really nice, love the producers R.Kelly and Quincy Jones :D.

-You are not alone- (hehe R.Kelly produces good RnB!!)

Quote: "Though we're far apart, you're always in my heart."

RIP MJ, your songs are always gonna played by me :D

Currently watchin' Frontline (前线追踪).

Sighz no offence to the Chinese Women, but why? why look out for easy money where you got the brains?

Why destroy other people's family??

Seeing so many strippers standing on the Chinatown BusStop waiting to hook up men just make me diss China so badly >.<"

Although your country might be a good place to build up the economy now, but with such people in ur country, its gonna be a no from me, no matter how much gold ur country has!

and I just don't understand why S'pore men are just so weird man >.<' seems like s'pore girls are just nt good enough for them, they want something more = ="

sighz dad 回头是岸! the earlier u give up, the earlier i'll forgive u..

but hopes are so small but i'll keep hoping that one day u'll turn back.

hopefully by then im still able to be around, hopefully i dun have to treat u the way u treated us.

and all i wanted was a family. and why is this so damn hard?

When things get out of hand; What do u do?

When things get out of hand.. just take a deep breath.

Erase the thoughts that are bugging u, let time heal these wounds and move on.

Jonas Bothers- Take A Breath

I walked across the crowded street
A sea of eyes, they cut through me
And I saw you in the middle
Your upset face, you wear it well
You camouflage the way you feel
When everything's the matter

We've all been down that road before
Searching for that something more

World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath
Just take a breath

People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath

Blink our eyes, life's rearranged
To our surprise, it's still okay
It's the way things happen
Summer comes and then it goes
Hold on tight, embrace for cold
And it's only for a moment

We've all been down that road before
Searching for that something more

World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath
Just take a breath

People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath

Life isn't suffocating
Air isn't overrated

World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath
Just take a breath

World's spinning 'round
There's no sign of slowing down
So won't you take a breath
Just take a breath
Take a breath

People change and promises are broken
Clouds can move and skies will be wide open
Don't forget to take a breath

World's spinning 'round (Yeah)
There's no sign of slowing down (So won't you)
Don't forget to take a breath
(Don't forget to take a breath)

The G Drug-- Caffeine

The G Drug? hmm G stands of Generation.

Unfortunately, Caffeine seems to be in most of our drinks today..

It is something that both my parents cannot live without each day.

Researchers find that such stimulants could cure depression.

However, the tricky part of Caffeine is that one will not tell that they are addicts

to Caffeine cause its part of our drink! But you can try to find out if you're

already one addict to Caffeine... First have a check list written down.

From Mon to Sun. Do this for 2 weeks.. and see what is the first choice of drink that comes into your mind each morning.

Well, if u wanna cheat thats ur problem >.<" just to let this experiment be fair

please dont cheat. just write down the name of the drink that first come into ur mind each morning.

If you see yourself choosing coffee and tea most morning, I think it is visible now to say that you need caffeine for school or work. Caffeine is a drug that will get you addict too!

I doubt people who drink milk has caffeine addict problems, nevertheless, you won't know if researchers would find out and becomes tmr's headline "Milk contains caffeine".. no surprises, i wont be amaze if milk contains caffeine since things are inorganic and artificial these days.

Despite that coffee and tea are harmless, i think we should all practice to drink water instead of coffee and tea. Water is the source of life! :D and prolly the best
antidepressant without side effects that put our lives at risks.

Congrats to my Cousin &&

Ahh its gonna be written in my history book.

yesterday my cousin gave birth to a baby boy name Zachary (Zac)!

hahax i always think of Zac Efron = =!

Anyways see you soon in 1 month time ^^. Im kinda qwerty here.

Its like im happy for my cousin at a same time i have the feeling of carrying the

baby = =.. although its not mine!! omg this is a weird feeling. is it because

as time grows people really changes, mindset changes.. sighz

but ya! im happy about that. other part of me. im not really convinced that im

an aunt already!! holy cow! i havent watch Orphan but yesterday I dreamt she came

holding a knife trying to stab me = = ! god i dun think i wanna watch it.

but relating to the movie Orphan thats what im afraid.. my appearance is stuck at an

age that does not look like that age of mine except the pimples that can tell im

around teenage = = but teenage does not last! im soon turning adult in the 20s AH_AH.

anyways my brain has been debating abt which countries curry is nicer..

is it japanese, singapore, india, malaysia..etc. ?

but my heart says its singapore curry and my brain tells me to buy japanese curry..

lol ahh im confused but i do like jap curry . it taste quite good actually. :D

Everyone needs to be in love.

Yes, everyone needs to be in love.
everyone will find someone whom they love.
everyone needs to feel that they are loved.
so.. stop asking me why i don't have a bf or why i dont want to find one etc..
= =.. prolly saying i dun need is very fake. cos i am a human being.
prolly even more 感情丰富 than u are..
so the following song describes it all; why i just reject to love/closed up to love..

郑中基- 别爱我

这座城是片繁华沙漠
只适合盛开妖艳霓虹
悲伤的人们满街游走
打听幸福的下落
爱情都只是传说
难开花难结果

*你眼神里的讯息我懂
像随时准备燎原的火
那危险的美我曾见过
也因此留下了伤口
爱情依然是传说
就别再触碰
我荒凉心中还在痛的角落

#别爱我如果只是寂寞
如果不会很久
如果没有停泊的把握
别爱我不要给我藉口
不要让我软弱
别再把我推向海市蜃楼

Repeat *
Repeat # x2

G.I. Joe!!

Lol! first night movie in my entire 18 yrs of life.

sometimes i ought to let myself be out there to have fun..

sighz although mum's like unhappy about it :S but hey! aiya this prolly will be my first and very last time watching a night movie = =!

So G.I. Joe reminds me of 1997 I watched this adult military film with my mum G.I. Jane starred by Demi Moore LOL! But of course G.I. Joe was more interesting as the fact that it has computer high technologies to transform things esp. they're trying to say that our world could be destroyed by nanomites!LOL!

Human Super Hero! So is this encouraging the military armies to save the world? but I kinda read into a different story that "why Paris"? Moscow was not hit, China was not hit and Washington DC was not hit. but Paris was.. what does this mean? They even portray what happens when Eiffel Tower collasped.. CNN news reporter standing there LOL! But the funny part was the insulting of people in Paris.. no matter what intruders they will just capture you back to the police station, and they don't seem to speak English too.. lol

ohh one more part that was really cool was the korean guy who acted as a cold-blooded Ninja..it was really cool to see him in all white :D but too bad he's the bad guy .. and the fighting between him and his rival was the best martial fight of the night. Last but not least.. it was a shock to see who's behind the mask! I totally did not link back and think it was that guy.. I wont say who because I think people should watch it themselves lol. and there was this scene where the president met someone, whose face was not revealed in the movie.. and i wonder where did he went in the end? and did the president became bad?? lol i am positive such ending has a second part to it.. so hahax for now i think this was the second best movie this year that i've watched.. first is definitely transformers.. hahax im waiting for one more that is New Moon!! :D hopefully this time it is as good as the first!

If im not wrong there are some quotes that are quite impressionable in the movie such as..
Duke: Okay, that was crazy... What happened to you?
Ripcord: I went through the train. What happened to you?
Duke: I jumped over it.
Ripcord: You can do that?
Duke: I told you to read that manual.
Ripcord: There's a manual?

LOL i think every1 in the cinema caught that. it was so funny!

i think there are a few more parts that i cant really remember how the speech is like.. anyways its a good go :D i wanna be part of the Joes too.

Our Mission: To save the world!!

Things can change in a nick of time...

I wonder why I just care so much.

People whom i care just hurts me the most.

Tell me am I suppose to just ignore everyone i meet?

Or maybe I should just close my eyes and not be involve with life?

I feel so tired ..who can i trust anymore? when u know the person u had trusted

the most damaged u in a nick of time...

I do know this is my mission, to know who's white and who's black.

to stay true, to stay pure, giving others a chance to trust once again.

im there, yes i was always. and forever will but i feel such a loser when people

were about to reach their goal they turn to the evil side!

i know im fooling myself telling myself that im not surrounded by evil people..

but almost everyone has a dark side.

no matter what, i need to stay and stand strong, i cant let them blurred my vision!

I am always white! I dont want to be corrupted!!

where are the purities in this world?

prolly this is another lock that i need to unlock from my life.

when im done unlocking, hopefully i can tell who i should care about and who i shouldnt.

and tell me how to pick up the word trust again?

hopefully no more naiveness.. i just cant believe this. never thought it would hit my back in the face so hardy..

i dun wanna trust people who say stupid things and give empty promises..
i feel like im so dumb to trust such people and the only thing that i trust becos i care .. its such a shocking truth ... anyways the fault is mine..
i should've understand the situation first before giving my trust and care.

KBox Trip

:D thanks to my 2 beloved cousins who was willing to spend their time to sing in Kbox
with me lol we really sang for 5 hours.. but then i think the best part was that we covered most of the songs within the hours given other than nan ren nu ren.. hopefully next time we can sing that song :D ..dunno why my body's shutting down soon LOL. i think i'll sleep early tonight for once hahax.

omg i've been insomnia for a few days le.. = = hopefully tonight my neighbour upstairs can shut up.. give me some peace of mind .. lol anyways thanks for everything. look forward to see you 2 soon :D.

Let us all have a good night sleep tonight :D .

Happy Belated Bithday Singapore :D

Yesterday = 9th Aug 09, Today = 10th Aug 09

It was Singapore's 44th birthday yesterday :D. Although my cousins and I did not really watch the beginning of the NDP. But we had a fun and tiring day :D.

Ever since I had been to China, such family excursions/trips were really lessened :D.
I was really happy to be able to have such fun again hahax.

Anyways the trip to Sentosa yesterday was really fun, we sat the go kart, which was so fun although I admit at some part of the hill was not steep enough for the kart to accelerate LOL. But it was fun, we even had our hands stamped with the word "LUGE"..eventually I thought it was "LARGE" LOL! = =. anyways I just check the dictionary and Luge meant that one or two people racing down a chute esp. in Europe.
Oh it was a fun experience that we sat on the sky ride back to the top of the hill.. although i know yesterday's weather was unbearable hahax. it was so hot and our heads were feeling the heat so badly..

:D that was so funny. we went on to the underwater world, which we saw a species of animals and some we had never actually seen in our lives before. :D I like the jellyfish, it changes colours by itself which, the effect was nice in the water. As usual we sat the automatic elevator and saw many interesting species hahhax especially sharks and 1 Dugong!! wish that dugong had swam into our viewing side..

Later on, we went to the Dolphin Lagoon, although there are like only 3 dolphins but all 3 were quite fantastic :D they kissed the volunteers on the cheek that one of the volunteer said "it was romantic" hahax so fun.. wish I could keep one as a pet.
Dolphins are like comedy talented and are very loving animals ^^.

Last but not least.. we finally walked towards the Palawan Beach, it was very crowded and full of people due to it was National Day.. then we walked over to a small little island by a bridge.. i got sea sick on the bridge = =.. the people i assume are the non-locals that started shaking the bridge causing us to unable to stand stably .. lol but it was a fun experience anyways.. cousin peiqi and i climb up a 4 story high scenery viewer, we looked at the sceneries of Singapore and the Southern Sea that were full of Ships and as the breeze blew I felt a calm feeling :D.
After that we went to the beach walking along the coast, our feet were in the soft sand as our feet sank.. although i was attacked by a small hermit crab and got a small cut on the feet. it was rather a good experience to know that i should be careful of the sand LOL = =. but after 1 day (today) the wound is about gone and healed.

waa as we came home we started watching the NDP .. then we took our pledge together at 8:22 pm hahax it was kind of a cool feeling, then we ate our dinners and watched many singing competition shows until it was about 12 am.. we played a board game called "The Game of Life". Actually, this game is good as we learn the lives that we lead in this society, pretty much reality game..

and by then after we finish.. I watched my 2 cousins play maplestory.. hahax i guess i'll play it someday. by right when we slept it was about 2 -3 am in the morning.. one of my cousin went out already, i woke up at about 10+ am ps.. my the other cousin is still sleeping :D lol! and we'll see what to do later!

Music, will you marry me? :D

Another happy day :D. Happiness is coming back to me.

After the rain there's always rainbow.

I guess throughout my life, I'll devote myself to MUSIC!

No matter what happens to me in the future, Music will always come first.

Well as in second la.. I do care about special people and my family.

Finally after the thinking, thinking and thinking. I bought an elec. guitar for
$500+ sing with all the equipments that I need. 1 amp, 2 picks, 1 strap and 1 bag?

LOL! Yamaha! I love u :D! omg at least for a beginner for elec guitar will be so good. this package is so good la ^^ cheapest of all once again = =..

by the way yamaha sells epiphone guitars.. lol but i wonder why dont they sell gibson.

maybe in my life gibson is impossible haha one yamaha is actually enough le :D

after i fulfill this dream my next dream is kinda.. the so call "stablise job"..

sighz then i will devote my next 4-5 decades of life to Psychology!! hahax I went

to times bookstore today just to look for something on Autism (ps. Im not happy with my own analysis). so.. I did not found anything special in the bookstore.. sighz

maybe next week got time then drop by Borders bookstore.. :D slowly as age grow..

hopefully i can answer the meaning of life in my own words. :)

by the way any1 watch "This is my Home" the local movie on Channel 5?

That show is so touching.. talks about a girl who is a Singaporean.. left her country
to the states for 9 years. and after 9 years she return with a strange feeling.
Eventually, she accepts where she belongs to. sighz.. thinking I just left for 6 years this feeling of longing is understanable. Home is the place that signifies who you are. Brighten up my life after watchin' the show :D.

Do you believe in luck? actually i kinda believe in that. If you believe you are
lucky, you'll always be. or prolly this is just my life. but i know i owe this world a big time. thank you world for looking after me :D

Do the right thing and stay happy. how do u stay happy? find ways to stay happy. just like me :D there'll always be a place/ something that will keep u happy forever. If you don't look for it, it will never be found. and that is why there's always a low time. i don't deny that high times are easy to look for. but if you just believe it. I believe at the very start of everyone's life we are able to be brought up in a happy environment. Our emotions are shaped into the society and environment that we are in, so don't give up searching for the key to happiness.

In my own words, Life is full of locks, each lock means a level to breakthrough. If you breakthrough one there's always a next to break. And each lock has a different password/ code or key (depends u like the modern or past technology). Our mission is to search of the key/ password to unlock the next lock. I have just unlock the 212 locks of mine. and there are more to unlock!

PS. 212<-- (12 x 18) - 4 = 212

12 = months in a year
18 = age
4 = months left towards the end of the year.