Double-Edged Sword

It's always quite interesting to chat with my coursemates..
They intrigue me much with their encounters and life experiences.
So this concept came about.. the double-edged sword.
Sometimes what one thinks that is good for another,
might be the opposite for them.
Is it really good, good?
I'm losing control of my life..
I wished I didn't have to prove so much.
I just wanna be myself.. Yet, I felt that pressure too,
the eyes around me. They won't go away..
waiting to see when i would fall.
waiting to laugh at my mistakes.
I am not a star, but why do I kept getting that minute of fame.
& it usually turns into a minute of shame.
When my words don't come out right,
when my thoughts and feelings aren't the same..
so won't you tell me why?

This song came just in time?
Perhaps, i'll show you that i'm more than my looks,
i'll show you that i've more than my height.
i'll show you how much i've changed.
i'm no longer that kid who cries easily.
so if you're still following, let me take you on a journey.