Well, well how should i conclude my year..?
2014 is still fresh in my head.. It felt like a piece of blank paper.
2015.. was filled with colors and inks and everything else.
I have understood that in fact so much could change in a day..
In a day.. & from my last post in November until now..
So much has changed.. & it's so scary..
Sometimes i really wonder why some people likes to
have the best of both worlds?
I don't understand.. life is not perfect..
and they can't choose.
I don't understand.. perhaps that's why..
there are toxic relationships..
so horrible that you want to move on, but you can't?
An advice to those single and looking.. open your eyes first..
Don't just take a leap into the unknown.
If it's good, yea congrats.. if it's bad..
screaming, crying, yelling. going crazy doesn't help at all..
& for now I'm just so sick of that same old love..
Have an early merry christmas.. I just wanna stay home this year..
Drink my night away. 2016..
I don't think I have time for any of these anymore..
So save myself from another unnecessary heartbreak.
Let's repeat this until 31st Dec, 2015, 23:59.
Where ever you may be.. Everything will be in the past
when clock strikes 1st Jan, 2016, 00:00.
Goodbye same old love..
Goodbye 2015, Hello 2016.
Wednesday, December 23, 2015
Tuesday, November 03, 2015
Double-Edged Sword
It's always quite interesting to chat with my coursemates..
They intrigue me much with their encounters and life experiences.
So this concept came about.. the double-edged sword.
Sometimes what one thinks that is good for another,
might be the opposite for them.
Is it really good, good?
I'm losing control of my life..
I wished I didn't have to prove so much.
I just wanna be myself.. Yet, I felt that pressure too,
the eyes around me. They won't go away..
waiting to see when i would fall.
waiting to laugh at my mistakes.
I am not a star, but why do I kept getting that minute of fame.
& it usually turns into a minute of shame.
When my words don't come out right,
when my thoughts and feelings aren't the same..
so won't you tell me why?
This song came just in time?
Perhaps, i'll show you that i'm more than my looks,
i'll show you that i've more than my height.
i'll show you how much i've changed.
i'm no longer that kid who cries easily.
so if you're still following, let me take you on a journey.
They intrigue me much with their encounters and life experiences.
So this concept came about.. the double-edged sword.
Sometimes what one thinks that is good for another,
might be the opposite for them.
Is it really good, good?
I'm losing control of my life..
I wished I didn't have to prove so much.
I just wanna be myself.. Yet, I felt that pressure too,
the eyes around me. They won't go away..
waiting to see when i would fall.
waiting to laugh at my mistakes.
I am not a star, but why do I kept getting that minute of fame.
& it usually turns into a minute of shame.
When my words don't come out right,
when my thoughts and feelings aren't the same..
so won't you tell me why?
This song came just in time?
Perhaps, i'll show you that i'm more than my looks,
i'll show you that i've more than my height.
i'll show you how much i've changed.
i'm no longer that kid who cries easily.
so if you're still following, let me take you on a journey.
Thursday, October 01, 2015
Love Is A Smoke Raised With The Fume Of Sighs.
Many things in life always leads to a pending situation.
Everyday you are pending..
for a train, a bus, a ticket, a friend..
for love. for an unforgettable experience. for a heartbreak.
September had past by pretty swiftly..
So fast, it's the month of October again.
- Romeo
When you fall for the right person at the wrong time.
When your heart doesn't listen to your mind..
When you know that you are pending for a heartbreak.
When you know that you need a break..
Perhaps single is really good isn't it?
I'm free. Now and every then when I think about love..
it's abstract, it's alluring, it's complex.
I don't even wanna know..
That's all for now.
Everyday you are pending..
for a train, a bus, a ticket, a friend..
for love. for an unforgettable experience. for a heartbreak.
September had past by pretty swiftly..
So fast, it's the month of October again.
"Love is a choice and not a feeling."
"Love is a smoke raised with the fume of sighs."
When your heart doesn't listen to your mind..
When you know that you are pending for a heartbreak.
When you know that you need a break..
Perhaps single is really good isn't it?
I'm free. Now and every then when I think about love..
it's abstract, it's alluring, it's complex.
I don't even wanna know..
That's all for now.
Wednesday, September 02, 2015
Hoping For The Better
August was so happening.. with SG50,
with me discovering that I have LBP..
& practically, I can't drink more than 1 pint of beer.
Should I blame it on the inferior complex that cause me
to be unable to form intimate relationships with others?
Sometimes I feel so hapless, hopeless and helpless..
Everything that ends with a 'ship' now.. gets me no where..
I see how I formed a 'ship' then overtime about 2 weeks..
the 'ship' sunk.. and I feel like I am the one to be blamed..
Yet, most of the times I do not know where things went wrong
They said it takes two hands to clap. Very true,
perhaps all these while im just clapping my hands on the wall..
which hurts even more.
I was once lost, then found again.. now im lost again..
I am sure, with time i will be able to find myself again
through the right way.
All the confusion, all the contradictions, all the unhappiness..
Please go along with the August wind..
It's Sept, I'm hoping for the better.
Dedicate this old school song to everyone that feels me..
to be continued.. wake me up when September ends..
with me discovering that I have LBP..
& practically, I can't drink more than 1 pint of beer.
Should I blame it on the inferior complex that cause me
to be unable to form intimate relationships with others?
Sometimes I feel so hapless, hopeless and helpless..
Everything that ends with a 'ship' now.. gets me no where..
I see how I formed a 'ship' then overtime about 2 weeks..
the 'ship' sunk.. and I feel like I am the one to be blamed..
Yet, most of the times I do not know where things went wrong
They said it takes two hands to clap. Very true,
perhaps all these while im just clapping my hands on the wall..
which hurts even more.
I was once lost, then found again.. now im lost again..
I am sure, with time i will be able to find myself again
through the right way.
All the confusion, all the contradictions, all the unhappiness..
Please go along with the August wind..
It's Sept, I'm hoping for the better.
Dedicate this old school song to everyone that feels me..
to be continued.. wake me up when September ends..
Sunday, August 09, 2015
Happy SG50! :)
Finally, we have come into the month of August!
It's quite cool to post one entry per month,
at least I could keep track of the events etc.
:) so.. actually, i wasn't supposed to blog now
since I've got an essay that's due tmr..
However, since my bro's friends came over to do
their GW project, I've gotta move back in my room.
Just when I wanted to chill in the living room..
Anyways, I really wanna celebrate this special day outside..
but somehow im stuck at home with these assignments at hand..
How I wish I could take leaves for assignment due dates!!
I guess, as usual, I would prolly catch the NDP at home
Can't wait to see what's installed in this year's Jubilee celebration! :)
Hmm... I guess I should focus..
But somehow it's awkward when there are guests at home..
HMM.. in anyways.. Wishing Singapore a Happy 50th Birthday! ^^
I'm happy to be back here, right here, right now.
"For this is where I know I'm home~"- Kit Chan, 98' NDP Theme Song
Flashing back to Primary 5 when it was a compulsory event that
all of us had to attend the NDP rehersals at the old Stadium..
It was 2002 then & the theme song was
Stefanie Sun's We Will Get There.
The aerobic dance we all learnt *haha* so nostalgic! :)
Anyways, I should really concentrate on my essay.. >_<"
Can't wait to watch the NDP later~!
...to be continued...
22nd August.. I'm writing becos.. i guess im starting to see a trend..
episodes of fainting especially in public..
I should get myself one of those medical ID bands/ bracelets >_<"
im merely 24? why do i have to live my life so fast?
i don't know man.. tired of dramas and all..
i always believe, if it's time, it's time.
anyways.. Vasovagal Syncope is something that is not seemingly
dangerous, but i feel that every time when that tunnel vision occurs
and if i couldn't recover it in time.. i might be gone..
what will happen to me? where would i ended up to be?
who would i wake up to? my chest hurts while im writing this..
guess i should go sleep more.. shall update again next month..
It's quite cool to post one entry per month,
at least I could keep track of the events etc.
:) so.. actually, i wasn't supposed to blog now
since I've got an essay that's due tmr..
However, since my bro's friends came over to do
their GW project, I've gotta move back in my room.
Just when I wanted to chill in the living room..
Anyways, I really wanna celebrate this special day outside..
but somehow im stuck at home with these assignments at hand..
How I wish I could take leaves for assignment due dates!!
I guess, as usual, I would prolly catch the NDP at home
Can't wait to see what's installed in this year's Jubilee celebration! :)
Hmm... I guess I should focus..
But somehow it's awkward when there are guests at home..
HMM.. in anyways.. Wishing Singapore a Happy 50th Birthday! ^^
I'm happy to be back here, right here, right now.
"For this is where I know I'm home~"- Kit Chan, 98' NDP Theme Song
Flashing back to Primary 5 when it was a compulsory event that
all of us had to attend the NDP rehersals at the old Stadium..
It was 2002 then & the theme song was
Stefanie Sun's We Will Get There.
The aerobic dance we all learnt *haha* so nostalgic! :)
Anyways, I should really concentrate on my essay.. >_<"
Can't wait to watch the NDP later~!
...to be continued...
22nd August.. I'm writing becos.. i guess im starting to see a trend..
episodes of fainting especially in public..
I should get myself one of those medical ID bands/ bracelets >_<"
im merely 24? why do i have to live my life so fast?
i don't know man.. tired of dramas and all..
i always believe, if it's time, it's time.
anyways.. Vasovagal Syncope is something that is not seemingly
dangerous, but i feel that every time when that tunnel vision occurs
and if i couldn't recover it in time.. i might be gone..
what will happen to me? where would i ended up to be?
who would i wake up to? my chest hurts while im writing this..
guess i should go sleep more.. shall update again next month..
Sunday, July 05, 2015
Julio
In a blink of an eye, July's here..
It's grandma's birthday today!
but 2nd trime is starting tmr! >_<
Gonna be busy until early Sept..
lol a sudden urge of going for a vacay!! -_-"
i feel like visiting taiwan.. but then..
in anyways, at least i have something to look forward to!
18th July!!
Going for Big Bang's concert: MADE in Singapore Tour!
Heh.. im stuck with Sober for now!
I hope they release The 'E' album soon~
haish.. why do i have to suffer from slp deprive?
when 2nd trime is starting soon?!
Friday night i was staring at the ceiling while
listening to Mayday's songs until 4 am and
was woken up by the rain at 7+am..
Yesterday night.. i was staring at the ceiling while
listening to Big Bang's songs until 2 am and
naturally woke up by 7+am..
wah.. my body clock is so screwed..
zombiefied mode is back again!!
PS: perhaps i just can't stay sober lol
---to be continued---
Big Bang MADE in Singapore World Tour 18th July 2015
:D OMG! There were so many small precious moments in the concert
which I wished to share! I thought If You was sung really well!
Probably my favorite take away from yesterday's concert!
Seungri learnt how to speak Mandarin and it was hilarious
when he called Daesung as 大雄! lol! Keep it up!
We could tell you were the "highest" yesterday!
TOP was so cool! Doom DADA was epic!
GD and Taeyang's Good Boy maxed out the Indoor stadium
I enjoyed crooked too! Daesung's Wings was Jang!!
Bang Bang Bang is still playing in my head!!
Can't wait to see you guys again~
Can't wait for MADE album and single 'E' to be out soon too~
It's grandma's birthday today!
but 2nd trime is starting tmr! >_<
Gonna be busy until early Sept..
lol a sudden urge of going for a vacay!! -_-"
i feel like visiting taiwan.. but then..
in anyways, at least i have something to look forward to!
18th July!!
Going for Big Bang's concert: MADE in Singapore Tour!
Heh.. im stuck with Sober for now!
I hope they release The 'E' album soon~
haish.. why do i have to suffer from slp deprive?
when 2nd trime is starting soon?!
Friday night i was staring at the ceiling while
listening to Mayday's songs until 4 am and
was woken up by the rain at 7+am..
Yesterday night.. i was staring at the ceiling while
listening to Big Bang's songs until 2 am and
naturally woke up by 7+am..
wah.. my body clock is so screwed..
zombiefied mode is back again!!
PS: perhaps i just can't stay sober lol
---to be continued---
Big Bang MADE in Singapore World Tour 18th July 2015
:D OMG! There were so many small precious moments in the concert
which I wished to share! I thought If You was sung really well!
Probably my favorite take away from yesterday's concert!
Seungri learnt how to speak Mandarin and it was hilarious
when he called Daesung as 大雄! lol! Keep it up!
We could tell you were the "highest" yesterday!
TOP was so cool! Doom DADA was epic!
GD and Taeyang's Good Boy maxed out the Indoor stadium
I enjoyed crooked too! Daesung's Wings was Jang!!
Bang Bang Bang is still playing in my head!!
Can't wait to see you guys again~
Can't wait for MADE album and single 'E' to be out soon too~
Wednesday, June 03, 2015
六月。
六月四日，明天。最後的作業終於要完成了！
今天真的沒有睡好！一來淩晨三四點鐘時…
門鈴響了三聲… 昏昏睡睡的我 起來對自己說…
爸媽忘了帶鑰匙哦？然後看了看窗外天色覺得不對經…
拿起手機才發現…天都還沒亮耶！
過渡的疲憊我沒多想就睡回去了 這時門鈴又響了…
我忽然雞皮疙瘩 覺得有人在作怪。。
決定當第三次響時 我就出去看個究竟
然而 第三次真的響了。。我這才清醒地告訴自己
門鈴沒電了 把電池取出來就不會叫了。。
真的。。淩晨門鈴響 真的很煩耶！我現在超沒精神的！
再來。。剛剛不久看見十年前還蠻喜歡的一個偶像團體
《可米小子》英年早逝的安鈞璨.. 還有3年前的申東靖..
開始覺得年輕人走的越來越多。。我們就那麽經不起考驗嗎？
可恨的癌症 願他們安息.
讓我們回憶青春吧~
~待續~
六月十三日, 昨天。
昨天, 表姐出嫁了~~ 哈哈哈 突然覺得時間過得好快!
漂亮的新娘俊俏的新郎 >_<"
昨天第一次擔任來賓的那個admin 我發現真的不在行..
lol 紅包收好多~~ 雖然不是自己的 但是我要財源廣進!
哈哈哈 真的希望我可以飛來飛去工作.. 那是我的理想
但.. 理想並不是「空姐」這類.. @@
嗯.. 逐漸地我也習慣自己《寂寞寂寞就好》單身主意的我..
快點可以全職上班擔任一些家裡的負擔.. >_<
真的好想逃離這瘋狂世界!! 但不知道要逃到哪..
最重要的理想..:
1) 人生的意義
2) 家人
3) 財富
4) 愛情
5) 音樂
邁向這目標前進吧~!
加油加油加油!!!!
今天真的沒有睡好！一來淩晨三四點鐘時…
門鈴響了三聲… 昏昏睡睡的我 起來對自己說…
爸媽忘了帶鑰匙哦？然後看了看窗外天色覺得不對經…
拿起手機才發現…天都還沒亮耶！
過渡的疲憊我沒多想就睡回去了 這時門鈴又響了…
我忽然雞皮疙瘩 覺得有人在作怪。。
決定當第三次響時 我就出去看個究竟
然而 第三次真的響了。。我這才清醒地告訴自己
門鈴沒電了 把電池取出來就不會叫了。。
真的。。淩晨門鈴響 真的很煩耶！我現在超沒精神的！
再來。。剛剛不久看見十年前還蠻喜歡的一個偶像團體
《可米小子》英年早逝的安鈞璨.. 還有3年前的申東靖..
開始覺得年輕人走的越來越多。。我們就那麽經不起考驗嗎？
可恨的癌症 願他們安息.
讓我們回憶青春吧~
~待續~
六月十三日, 昨天。
昨天, 表姐出嫁了~~ 哈哈哈 突然覺得時間過得好快!
漂亮的新娘俊俏的新郎 >_<"
昨天第一次擔任來賓的那個admin 我發現真的不在行..
lol 紅包收好多~~ 雖然不是自己的 但是我要財源廣進!
哈哈哈 真的希望我可以飛來飛去工作.. 那是我的理想
但.. 理想並不是「空姐」這類.. @@
嗯.. 逐漸地我也習慣自己《寂寞寂寞就好》單身主意的我..
快點可以全職上班擔任一些家裡的負擔.. >_<
真的好想逃離這瘋狂世界!! 但不知道要逃到哪..
最重要的理想..:
1) 人生的意義
2) 家人
3) 財富
4) 愛情
5) 音樂
邁向這目標前進吧~!
加油加油加油!!!!
Sunday, May 10, 2015
"Too Fast to Live, Too Young to Die."
Just the start of this month I've been surrounded by..
so much of mysteries..
though i shouldn't be writing this right now..
but it's best to get it off my chest before i get started
Just a week ago.. I almost lost my dad,
come to think of it.. my mom and i were lost on the spot.
She panicked, i panicked too..
it was prolly the first time in my life that i've called
an ambulance for about 5 times within 30 mins..
All i remember saying was:
"Hi.. I need an ambulance right now at Eunos Rd 8"
This sickening experience, i prolly don't wanna go through it again
how i wish my dad is back in China, and working already..
There are so many upcoming events like the new car collection,
Big Bang's sgp concert in July! & my last assignment on June 4th!
As well as.. James Dean's 60th anniversary of passing..
I have read/ watched documentaries of his life.
& all I can say is that.. inspiring people just die young..
Often misunderstood, introverted, yet having a weird temperament..
thinking back.. hey.. that sounds exactly like me!
After seeing so many cases of failed romance...
I've also come to realise that, perhaps the one you love
is not necessary the one you are married to..
Read some stories about James Dean and Pier Angeli..
another pair of star-crossed lovers?
sometimes, pictures tells a thousand words..
you could see their smiles were so different when they were together
oh wells.. half a century ago.. it's all history now.
Anyways, there are two quotes from James Dean I really like to share:
...To Be Continued...
so much of mysteries..
though i shouldn't be writing this right now..
but it's best to get it off my chest before i get started
Just a week ago.. I almost lost my dad,
come to think of it.. my mom and i were lost on the spot.
She panicked, i panicked too..
it was prolly the first time in my life that i've called
an ambulance for about 5 times within 30 mins..
All i remember saying was:
"Hi.. I need an ambulance right now at Eunos Rd 8"
This sickening experience, i prolly don't wanna go through it again
how i wish my dad is back in China, and working already..
There are so many upcoming events like the new car collection,
Big Bang's sgp concert in July! & my last assignment on June 4th!
As well as.. James Dean's 60th anniversary of passing..
I have read/ watched documentaries of his life.
& all I can say is that.. inspiring people just die young..
Often misunderstood, introverted, yet having a weird temperament..
thinking back.. hey.. that sounds exactly like me!
After seeing so many cases of failed romance...
I've also come to realise that, perhaps the one you love
is not necessary the one you are married to..
Read some stories about James Dean and Pier Angeli..
another pair of star-crossed lovers?
sometimes, pictures tells a thousand words..
you could see their smiles were so different when they were together
oh wells.. half a century ago.. it's all history now.
Anyways, there are two quotes from James Dean I really like to share:
"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today."
"Only the gentle are ever really strong."Ode to the fast paced life we are living in!
...To Be Continued...
Sunday, April 05, 2015
Total Eclipse of the Heart
"Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart"
Apparently, every year I just missed the eclipse..
But I caught a glimpse of the very last few seconds of it
while I was driving home.. & I may have gotten a speed ticket..
Oh wells.. I don't know why I am feeling down
perhaps my heart was on an eclipse as well..
"Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks"
so dark that I could barely see the road..
perhaps thats why I accelerated with a 1.5L car at 80 km/h
and may or may not have gotten caught.. cause I could've just assumed
that the flash was a lightning instead. since.. it was raining last night
"Turnaround, every now and then I get a little
bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit restless
and I dream of something wild"
but sometimes I feel like I am so used to us staying silent like this..
& sometimes I wonder how long more do I have to wait..?
I think all I wanna say is that, I've made my point,
there shouldn't be any regrets.. because..
"Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart"- Total Eclipse of the Heart
Tuesday, March 03, 2015
24
首先我覺得 24 真的是一個轉折點
我覺得自己已經很了解自己的脾氣
有些能不去計較的 真的不會再提起..
每年都會回首 自己的點滴、曾經
然後覺得自己好幼稚..
24了 應該要“長大了” 雖然每年樣子都 >_<"
嗯 不知道要說什麽好 今天有些累
但是 就好好享受這一個特別的一天..
因爲啊 在24年前有一位很偉大的女人把我生下了
您的愛 很偉大, 雖然 親情總是吵吵鬧鬧的
我也逐漸的習慣了 也明白這種吵鬧以後找不到 :)
珍惜現有 我會更加 自愛 自惜
希望再未來的兩年内 可以回報父母吧~~
在我們有生之年 讓我來點一首歌給你們/ 全世界的人
正式宣佈 24而立! :D
想睡覺了.. >_<"
王力宏- 你的愛
我覺得自己已經很了解自己的脾氣
有些能不去計較的 真的不會再提起..
每年都會回首 自己的點滴、曾經
然後覺得自己好幼稚..
24了 應該要“長大了” 雖然每年樣子都 >_<"
嗯 不知道要說什麽好 今天有些累
但是 就好好享受這一個特別的一天..
因爲啊 在24年前有一位很偉大的女人把我生下了
您的愛 很偉大, 雖然 親情總是吵吵鬧鬧的
我也逐漸的習慣了 也明白這種吵鬧以後找不到 :)
珍惜現有 我會更加 自愛 自惜
希望再未來的兩年内 可以回報父母吧~~
在我們有生之年 讓我來點一首歌給你們/ 全世界的人
正式宣佈 24而立! :D
想睡覺了.. >_<"
王力宏- 你的愛
Sunday, February 08, 2015
空·虛
空
在這空空蕩蕩的房間裡.. 看著一曡一曡的紙張
就像是那永無止境的大海..
沒完沒了 我已開始在倒數過年 + 工作的最後一天..
很感激地 6個月裡我學到了太多東西..
多得有些可怕, 畢竟上班時間才不到9個小時
卻可以作那麽多工呀.. 7天半.. 除夕夜 最後一天 :)
我很珍惜 因爲我才發現自己的人生竟已經很完美
雖然挫折波折連連的人生 但是我才了解原來錢難賺.
血、汗、淚
今年 不求什麽因爲心中已經有個答案..
虛
噓.... 安靜、肅靜
在這個虛僞的世界裡.. 我最不想聽到的就是吵鬧的聲音
打亂我呼吸節拍 明明很炙熱的心 可以因爲很小卻不重要的事
而變得比陌生人還陌生..
那我們到底在談什麽心啊?
我開始害怕誓言 開始害怕說的都是謊言..
他們說 "talk is cheap"
真的.. 因爲説話不需要付錢 所以很膚淺咯?
天涯過客好多哦.. 單身主意的我
不想再碰愛情了.. 我真的投降了 @_@
一首立志歌- Checkmate
一首療傷歌- 過客
在這空空蕩蕩的房間裡.. 看著一曡一曡的紙張
就像是那永無止境的大海..
沒完沒了 我已開始在倒數過年 + 工作的最後一天..
很感激地 6個月裡我學到了太多東西..
多得有些可怕, 畢竟上班時間才不到9個小時
卻可以作那麽多工呀.. 7天半.. 除夕夜 最後一天 :)
我很珍惜 因爲我才發現自己的人生竟已經很完美
雖然挫折波折連連的人生 但是我才了解原來錢難賺.
血、汗、淚
今年 不求什麽因爲心中已經有個答案..
虛
噓.... 安靜、肅靜
在這個虛僞的世界裡.. 我最不想聽到的就是吵鬧的聲音
打亂我呼吸節拍 明明很炙熱的心 可以因爲很小卻不重要的事
而變得比陌生人還陌生..
那我們到底在談什麽心啊?
我開始害怕誓言 開始害怕說的都是謊言..
他們說 "talk is cheap"
真的.. 因爲説話不需要付錢 所以很膚淺咯?
天涯過客好多哦.. 單身主意的我
不想再碰愛情了.. 我真的投降了 @_@
一首立志歌- Checkmate
一首療傷歌- 過客
Friday, January 02, 2015
咩咩 2015 咩咩
哇.. 一轉眼啊.. 2015 就在眼前了!
去年真的是一個很挫折的一年,
雖然自己沒有別人明顯 但是就因爲世界發生太多事
難免讓我感到在所「不安」
一來表哥突然的離世至今讓我很錯愕..
然後接二連三的那些不知是人造的孽 還是任天由命
有時候.. 觸碰了自己多愁善感的一面 >_<" 不應該..
無論如何 總結了 2014..
2015 會是一個好年!
因爲我即將變 24了! 哈哈..
但是我人 總是長不大.. 個子永遠那麽矮 樣子永遠那麽小..
不服氣啊.. 想正常一些都不行..
但是什麽是「正常」? 我想具體一些, 我是正常的..
嗯.. 廢話少說 讓我來分享一首 我最近迷上的歌
林俊傑- 可惜沒有如果
第一次聼這首歌時候. 我感動得落淚了..
覺得爲什麽有些人就是事業很成「功」但是愛情卻一場「空」
明明就很愛對方卻逃避.. 到最後不就沒如果了嗎?
痛苦，說不出的痛苦.. 就這麽簡單的被林夕描述了..
假如一切從來過.. 是否會有「如果」?
有些事情還是停留在回憶好了..
偶爾閉上雙眼 嘴角微微一笑 代表著一種自我安慰..
今天第一天上班我居然請病假了.. 我真的很弱!
我不想請的.. 但是沒辦法 我人痛得快昏倒了..
超荒謬的.. 新的一年 屬羊的! 身體請多保重! ^^
本人先告辭.. 想好好休息.. 星期一再正式上班! 加油!!
去年真的是一個很挫折的一年,
雖然自己沒有別人明顯 但是就因爲世界發生太多事
難免讓我感到在所「不安」
一來表哥突然的離世至今讓我很錯愕..
然後接二連三的那些不知是人造的孽 還是任天由命
有時候.. 觸碰了自己多愁善感的一面 >_<" 不應該..
無論如何 總結了 2014..
2015 會是一個好年!
因爲我即將變 24了! 哈哈..
但是我人 總是長不大.. 個子永遠那麽矮 樣子永遠那麽小..
不服氣啊.. 想正常一些都不行..
但是什麽是「正常」? 我想具體一些, 我是正常的..
嗯.. 廢話少說 讓我來分享一首 我最近迷上的歌
林俊傑- 可惜沒有如果
第一次聼這首歌時候. 我感動得落淚了..
覺得爲什麽有些人就是事業很成「功」但是愛情卻一場「空」
明明就很愛對方卻逃避.. 到最後不就沒如果了嗎?
痛苦，說不出的痛苦.. 就這麽簡單的被林夕描述了..
假如一切從來過.. 是否會有「如果」?
有些事情還是停留在回憶好了..
偶爾閉上雙眼 嘴角微微一笑 代表著一種自我安慰..
今天第一天上班我居然請病假了.. 我真的很弱!
我不想請的.. 但是沒辦法 我人痛得快昏倒了..
超荒謬的.. 新的一年 屬羊的! 身體請多保重! ^^
本人先告辭.. 想好好休息.. 星期一再正式上班! 加油!!
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