Since I haven't type in this language for awhile..
I shall continue to type in English..
Ahh I should be writing my assignment that is due 9:59pm +8 GMT..
But I'm only a few paragraphs in the essay..
I want to sleep.. I feel sleepy despite having 6 hours of slp!
Why am I still not satisfied? I just heard my water boiled..
I should go get a cup of coffee and get refreshed..
Tomorrow.. work again -_-" seriously don't feel like going..
This is the distress.. feeling demotivated than compared to eustress..
that positive stress that you know you wanna work more and more..
sighz. luckily there was Mayday's concert to shift my attention.
shift it away from all those unnecessary whining..
even though Mayday's songs always made me flashback to
certain memories.. at least the atmosphere was fabulous!
Their last outdoor concert in Singapore was around June 2010?
Right before the old National Stadium closes.
I'm proud to say Singapore is Mayday's second home!
I like that unity feeling ^^
Time never ever stops going forward..
Who knows what will happen tomorrow?
Who can foresee their own last days?
I think memories are one of the main things that keep people alive..
Without memories, what will you become?
Would you cherish things better?
Trust is a serious matter! I am here to learn how to trust & not to be
mistrusted etc. etc. ... at times,
I seriously don't know who to trust anymore.
It's coming to that solitary mid-life age, isn't it?
Maybe because... you've once trusted somebody so truly that in the end,
it turned out a lie.. pure white lies that you are so willing to
continue bluffing and psycho-ing yourself into believing that,
it was all so true..
Everybody was once naive.. once an innocent child.
For the first time I have to disagree with my younger self..
no, it's not fun being an adult..
not like how you wanna grow up so much..
sometimes you'd rather not have so much freedom in life..
cause you'll eventually finds out that there is a cost to everything..
everything that you do or say makes a difference..
ok.. my coffee has turned cold >.< busy.busy.busy
needa stop getting distracted!
Tonight's gonna be a starry night..
「摸不到的顏色 是否叫彩虹
看不到的擁抱 是否叫做微風
一個人 習慣一個人
這一刻獨自望著星空 從前的從前 從沒變過
寂寞可以是忍受 也可以是享受 享受僅有的擁有
那一年我們望著星空 有那麼多的 燦爛的夢
至少回憶會永久 像不變星空 陪著我
最後只剩下星空 像不變回憶陪著我」
五月天 謝謝你們! :)
Sunday, September 21, 2014
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