Wednesday, March 26, 2014

道別三月之前

在三月離開之前 總結一下 這個月發生了太多事
一來一個我還沒那麼熟悉的表哥 去世了..
的年26 敗給一種罕見的癌症- Sarcoma
他一月才診斷出腫瘤是惡性的
但誰也沒想到癌細胞擴散的時間竟是那麼快又短暫.
看著他的家人和女友 心裡難免感到沮喪 畢竟念在一份親情..
最近的馬航新聞也搞得我一家四口追新聞追得沸沸揚揚的!
總算是有個方向 茫茫大海 真的是很大啊!
然後.. 連續播放的那些政治問題
搞得我每天一轉到新聞台就憂心匆匆的..
可惡的是全部國家都是亞洲地帶的!!
克里米亞- 俄羅斯 和 烏克蘭
中國- 日本 臺灣 馬來西亞
泰國
北韓
我們祖宗用血汗換來的和平..
唉.. 生日過後 連連發生不好的事情 我的心也跟著牽絆著
當情緒湧上心頭時, 哭出來也好 不哭也罷..
一個人擁有太多的面具 而這裡算是能卸下心房的最好不過的地方
善變是人的本性 無法更改
無法更改的事就 隨它去吧
「情」這字不只是11筆划來得簡單啊..
越是熟悉的人 其實越不了解他.
越是珍貴 越是易碎 然後就變憔悴
時間越長 眼前那個人越模糊
距離越遠 眼前那個人卻如此清晰..
作業瘋狂爬到巔峰了.. 今晚的我需要一點寧靜來處理惱人的思緒..

嗯.. 話不多說了 來一首經典之作吧!
35年後 依然流傳下去的歌就是值得欣賞的歌曲!

陳百強 眼淚為妳流


「惟盼望情愛如舊 眼淚在心裡流」
「情是內心的交流 盼心曲再奏」

*祈禱世界和平共處*

Tuesday, March 04, 2014

23

Just wanna update on my life..
It's been really an interesting journey thus far.
Been having lots of flashbacks lately as i lie
awake each night, couldnt get myself to sleep.
Yst was the day, yeah i turn 23.
I was sittin' home, watching the Oscars
and catching those movies after the award show..
Sharing some short reviews/ just simple appreciation to those
that I've got a glance through!

12 Years a Slave-- Haven't touched on this movie, but
Im sure it won Best Picture for a reason. It could be a
historical documentation film, either or yes a long road
to freedom for the African Americans in which,
I am glad that it finally has a movie for educational purposes.
Congrats to the team!

Gravity-- watched it last autumn, really breath taking!
Plausible that it won so many items. Really adore Sandra Bullock!

Frozen-- Disney, what can i say? Been every children's
memory at least pretty sure from the late 80's on wards..
But there's something different in Frozen that the past
Disney cartoon did not touched on:
The mutual love from a family member!
Sure brings up some similarities according to your birth order.
The elder ones would fall into responsible, Elsa and
the younger ones might be the wanting to have fun, Anna.
Either or it was a heart warming family oriented cartoon.
Which I adore it very much in fact the last few Disney
I've watched was Mickey mouse and Ariel the mermaid.
Oh lets not get there! :D

Her-- I just gave this movie a run through.. & i thought
it was deep and at the same time depressing. Have you ever..
chatted with an AI robot online? I am pretty sure curiosity
gets to me along with some loneliness..
Theodore is a good example to be more socialise and active in the
Real world. By what real world means, it is the everyday living..
Im glad that Im still living with my mom.. at least, her voice
would make this house feel warmer even though it may not be
what i wanna hear most of the time. *Spoilers Alert*
Living alone, having a divorce case at hand. Getting to know
an AI robot that offers everything in your wish..
Reliance, and separations.. and wouldn't you feel alone again?
It really got me thinking.. "do you wanna carry on living like this?"
like a "living dead person?" yup. it's depressing.

Overall, even though it sucked to be alone at times..
Running away doesn't do anything good to anyone.
Realisation takes weeks, months or even years for anyone to
just snap out of it and tell him/herself that "this is not right..
something's gotta change." with that, we always have to
have an open mind to accept. not necessarily agreeing to disagree.
but, to accept it and move on. With that, I shall end here.
23-- baby steps. 1,2,3.