Past -> Present <- Future

"Thinking of the Future, get stuck in the Present.
Thinking of the Past, get stuck in the Present."
-- Clara Koh

Well, being brought up by 2 traditional conservative parent,
they would have said this to me:
"You don't have wings, but you are already trying to fly away.."
Sounds a little weird? yeah, that's cause it's a mandarin expression!
I mean like is it wrong to have an unreachable goal?
An unreachable goal doesn't mean it's wrong.. right?
It is the ultimate goal that everyone hopes for isn't it?
Having that to set your bench mark? >.<"
i wonder when will i ever fulfill them in my lifetime..

yups.. have been scrolling many postgrad courses lately..
wondering what my life would be like if im really tying down...
i mean tying down to be a counselor.
it's funny how i spent 4 years in college, and i am still
as lost as i was 4 years back as a freshman in college..
ah.. why am i wasting my time blogging when i have so many
other assignments to do and all to be due next week!
good lord! what a hectic August..
Im already excited for November though!
I can't wait for the convocation later this year!
but i've got September's final exam waiting to be cleared..
soon after that, i'll be off to the next phase of life!

There was a lady I met later in my college days who told me that:
from her experiences of life, she started off just like me..

WONDERING

She traveled around the world and experienced different cultures,
seeing different parts of the world. But she did it the hard way..
that is to earn her income first before fulfilling her dreams.
Maybe, I would appreciate my life more because I am a spoilt brat
that is.. still yet to be starting her first job...
Anyways, i have been wondering for all my life, up 'til now.
I don't know where life will take me,
I don't know where/ who I will ended up in/ with..
I just hope that this life will be worthwhile until my time is over. :)

That melancholy is always in the air huh?
when will i wake up one day and say to myself "i am the best?"
sounds hilarious, but i know i've been humbled for too long.
just hope that when the right time comes..
i will find that friendly environment, just peace and loving.
sounds like home yeah? yup, home loving will do..
alright, i should get going..
for now, wake me up when September ends~