Pre Japan!- Part 1

ok.. so been a mth and on..
tmr's finally the day.. lol
sounds like im gettin married or whatever..
but, tmr's the day to my vacation tt..
ive been waitin for soo long! :D
but im nervous though.. dunno why..
maybe cos it's the first trip with only my cousins
and nt my mom and bro..
oh wells :D happy times!
gonna explore Osaka, Kyoto, Nara, Wakayama and Tokyo!
goodness! tt's a lot to cover within 8-9 days!
lookin forward to see Big Bang!
my eldest cousin is to be thanked for this trip to happen!
JVIPs! I am coming~~ :D
hahaha it's so funny.. chasing aft a Korean band to Japan?!
>.<" it'll be some precious memories ^^
alrighty.. gotta try sleep early..
but i know i've been havin trouble sleepin lately..
it's always 3am and god knows why?!
hopefully.. i can js jump onto the bed,
tuck my blankets and fall asleep! :D
Much adventures awaits! I'll update in a week's time :D
(well hopefully) hahah hope i dun get exhausted..
&& hopefully im great enough like popeye..
needa buy loads of present this year >.<" hahah
alrighty.. happy thanks giving in advance~ y'all!
play hard & stay safe! :):)

Mellow-Hollow

Just wanted to update that... ive finally finish my uni life..
now im just rotting home waiting for anything possible to happen.
so.. ive visited Pasir Ris farm.. and guess what?
i saw a super adorable toy poodle! its a female pup born in SGP!

omg.. the first time i saw her it was like "she's something"
and then.. when i hold her up, she was scared then suddenly..
she sat perfectly on my arm! it was js such a starcrossed pet!
ive got nth else to say, more than i really want u!

its just sad to see u being bought off by somebody else..
i dont want.. :( i cant believe i gt attached so quickly..
a toy poodle pup that supposed to be called as mellow..

everythin in my memory nw~ she took part of me with her..
such a cutey.. now im so hollow :(
how i wished i could go to u tmr~
but my mom js replied my fb.. its just sad..
it's a super no go.. :(
ive got really some heartless parents..
and i do hate them when times like this appear..

just want u to know, u were the first dog that gt my attention! ^^
nv felt such connection to a dog! finally felt it for the first time!
u'll always be on my mind no matter which owner u end up with.. :)
and.. u were the best dog, with a superb personality!
very lovable by many people!
i hope that ur living years will be awesome!
im already missin u much.. :(

suddenly felt like listenin to 韋禮安- 心醉心碎.
dun think i'll ever find another one just like her.
it's my loss for not able to bring u home. sighz. i dont deserve u..
i guess u dont hv to worry abt my hollowness~~
my dear mellow, i hope u have a great life ahead! ^^

Past -> Present <- Future

"Thinking of the Future, get stuck in the Present.
Thinking of the Past, get stuck in the Present."
-- Clara Koh

Well, being brought up by 2 traditional conservative parent,
they would have said this to me:
"You don't have wings, but you are already trying to fly away.."
Sounds a little weird? yeah, that's cause it's a mandarin expression!
I mean like is it wrong to have an unreachable goal?
An unreachable goal doesn't mean it's wrong.. right?
It is the ultimate goal that everyone hopes for isn't it?
Having that to set your bench mark? >.<"
i wonder when will i ever fulfill them in my lifetime..

yups.. have been scrolling many postgrad courses lately..
wondering what my life would be like if im really tying down...
i mean tying down to be a counselor.
it's funny how i spent 4 years in college, and i am still
as lost as i was 4 years back as a freshman in college..
ah.. why am i wasting my time blogging when i have so many
other assignments to do and all to be due next week!
good lord! what a hectic August..
Im already excited for November though!
I can't wait for the convocation later this year!
but i've got September's final exam waiting to be cleared..
soon after that, i'll be off to the next phase of life!

There was a lady I met later in my college days who told me that:
from her experiences of life, she started off just like me..

WONDERING

She traveled around the world and experienced different cultures,
seeing different parts of the world. But she did it the hard way..
that is to earn her income first before fulfilling her dreams.
Maybe, I would appreciate my life more because I am a spoilt brat
that is.. still yet to be starting her first job...
Anyways, i have been wondering for all my life, up 'til now.
I don't know where life will take me,
I don't know where/ who I will ended up in/ with..
I just hope that this life will be worthwhile until my time is over. :)

That melancholy is always in the air huh?
when will i wake up one day and say to myself "i am the best?"
sounds hilarious, but i know i've been humbled for too long.
just hope that when the right time comes..
i will find that friendly environment, just peace and loving.
sounds like home yeah? yup, home loving will do..
alright, i should get going..
for now, wake me up when September ends~

《天台》

星期六看了《天台》!! 終於今天有空來感嘆!
:D 浪漫喜劇的歌劇, 我覺得不錯啦
只是篇尾好像很急忙的想要結束這部戯..
我是覺得拖延半個小時弄個2.5小時的電影也不錯啦
哈哈! 希望周董多多往這樣的歌劇發展!
一部歌劇好像一張新的專輯了~
超喜歡「打假舞」這首!!

啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~

那種 70年代 A-GOGO 曲風!!
每次聼了就覺得自己可以擊敗別人 哈哈哈!
有一種霸氣十足的氣質!! 讚啦!
還沒去看的可以看看啦, 笑一笑 解壓!
嗯..「哪裡都是你」現在一直在播放著^^
突然很有意境 :D 希望會有 MV 吧
雖然我覺得 MV 或許會是借用電影裡的篇段..
沒關係, 我想怎樣都很好聽啦~~
默默地已經進入了第4個星期.. 兩個月!
我要撐住啊! :)

G-Dragon- One of A Kind World Tour: Singapore

Though today is 2nd of July..
had been busy the past few days..
Hahas I'll just post as the date of the concert!
So I went with my cousin, her bf and my brother..
It's my bro's first concert! hahaha Swag! :D
Just wanna say that GD & 2NE1 stunned me!
They really light up the atmosphere!
I was really enjoying every song!
Even though I might not be able to understand many words,
but I think Im gonna learn Korean!! No harm learning right?
The old says.. you learn 'til death.. yeah..
now i understand why :)
However, I don't know is it my age or whatever..
I got really feel tired after concerts now a days..
it's like im gettin old :( i mean how can that be?! LoL
Anywayz.. somethin' bugged me in the recent concerts
i attended.. i just hope in my next concerts..
I won't meet those people who pay the high price
just to sit through the whole concert..
sighz.. they are just mood downers.. when people are
enjoying the concert and the happy atmosphere tt surrounds..
these people were just sittin' there..
i mean why dont they just leave? or
don't even attend the concert??
They ruined other concert goers mood?
well.. concerts are meaningful to me..
i enjoy music, i adore music..
i pay for the music, i pay for my enjoyment..
to share music is to share love.. which, i dont mind at all
but to share music just to receive selfish returns.. really??
argh lol! anyways, hope those who went werent as affected as i was
I hope to see GD around town and his brothers! :D
G-Dragon! I'm lookin' forward to your solo album in August! ^^
BigBang! Hope that your new single could be out by end of 2013?
2NE1! I can't wait for your new single!!
<3 YG Family. Fighting! :D

五月天: 諾亞方舟 (明日版) 演唱會- 新加坡站

昨天又看見五月天了! 真的好高興!
哈哈 我有記錄一些五月天說的話!
我一直想記起怪獸說什麽但是爲什麽只記得他說
"每次來新加坡我很感動"^^
嗯.. 不愧是文靜的團長! 昨天的吉他solo表演超讚的啦!
石頭:"新加坡的朋友越來越熱情 一年比一年熱情!
這裡(室内)快容不下大家了, 快建個戶外體育場吧!
我希望再來新加坡辦更多場1,2,3,4,5場!"
瑪莎:"這次有說來到新加坡雖然是最後一站了
但是新加坡已經像是第二個家了!" 這句因該感動不少歌迷吧! :D
"新加坡天氣很好! 因爲可以玩水! 除了石頭 因爲石頭會游泳"
冠佑:"我昨晚在電腦前找了好久.. 找到這個笑話.."
粉絲:"尖叫"
冠佑:"前面的再吵就去退票!"
阿信:"你得罪他們了!快道歉!"
怪獸&瑪莎:"是我們觀衆!"
冠佑:"無言.."
阿信:"你不是準備了一整晚的笑話要說嗎?"
冠佑:"小明的爸爸買了一只烏龜給小明.. 過不了幾天..
這只烏龜的腳底漲水泡..小明的爸爸就拿回去給老闆叫他換一只..
後來換了這只烏龜過不了幾天, 腳底又漲水泡了.. 小明的爸爸
開始覺得不對經　想說爲什麽每只烏龜來到我家不過幾天就這樣..
後來又換了一只給小明, 這時小明的爸爸看了看小明是怎麽對待烏龜..
自己傻眼了.. 原來小明一直用火柴在烏龜的腳底摩擦.."
哈哈哈我聼完後覺得好冷! :D:D
T1213121 播放時.. 阿信: T12131退票~
阿信:"時間過得很快.. 4天前還以爲很多時間可以在新加坡
今天卻是最後一天了! 他們有的都在游泳,我昨天卻在飯店裡睡覺"
"以後不知道什麽時候再來新加坡, 所以今晚我想吃下9盤的海南雞販!"
"有一年新加坡金曲獎我一個人來到新加坡領獎, 唱的就是這首歌(知足)
身邊好孤單因爲沒有石頭, 瑪莎,　怪獸和冠佑. 但是今晚我不孤單,
因爲他們都在這裡!" "有手機的朋友們讓我們來看星星好嗎?"
昨晚在此刻阿信坐在升降臺唱知足時我的確快哭了! :D 好感動! :D
哦!對了! 昨天特別來賓家家 唱現場真的好好聽! 我有被震撼到!
希望有機會多多光顧新加坡吧! ^^
「阿信:如果有一天你對我說你要離開我 我想我不會強求
我也不會再挽留 只因爲 我所能給你最美 最好
也是最後的溫柔 我會對你說 我給你自由
我給你自由 我給你全部全部全部全部自由!」
用這首歌先寫到這裡.. 期待著下一次的演唱會倒來^^ 謝謝五月天!
<動次動次>傷心的人別聼慢歌! deng dong dang ding dong deng!:D:D

感性·理性

你是一個比較感性的還是理性的人呢?

隨著五月天的「擁抱」不知不覺就 五月中了..
真期待六月快點來! 因爲有超級多節目等著我..
有時候還真希望我每天都排滿節目
這樣就沒時間讓自己想太多!

倒數:
13天- Hangover 3 電影
28天- 五月天 諾亞方舟 明日重生版 演唱會 新加坡站
35天- 外婆生日 <3
42天- GDragon One of A Kind World Tour: Singapore

最近我的兩個好友都畢業了! 祝福她們! :D

嗯.. 我想我還是偏感性吧!
最近發覺了一個女生團體 哈哈,有首歌還蠻好聼的~

Dream Girls- Dying For Love


「既然回憶這麽痛苦, 爲什麽不接受新的機會呢?」

「困在回憶裡的人, 有資格談新的愛情嗎?」

遺憾的是回憶沒有辦法被取代 除非新的記憶住進去..
有時候時間、時間、時間.. 還是 時間會是最好的偏方..
加油, 我們有的是時間.. 走出陰影 我們可以的!!
啊!! 我忘了我考試快到了! 今天, 就先到這裡! :D

今天和表姐聊了聊人生話題.. 覺得人啊總是在追求著一個目標
一個很理想, 很美但卻又同時很不實際的目標.
單身的我們常常會出現一種念頭: "不娶/不嫁"
或者 "明天把我嫁出去!/明天把她娶回家!"
有男女朋友的: "我該嫁給他嗎?/我該娶她媽?"
或者 "我要我們在一起/可以給我一點自由嗎?"
無論是單身或在談戀愛的大家都時時刻刻地被
這個'目標'給弄得神魂顛倒.. 順其自然或許是最好的吧!
"我錯過想結婚的年齡.." 這是個安慰自己的藉口!
那麽我呢? "我已經錯過了談戀愛的年紀嗎?"
不! 因爲談戀愛什麽時候都可以, 結婚也不例外!
要不然爲什麽社會出了"老牛與嫩草? 還有什麽 老草與嫩牛?"(打個比方)
嗯.. 這個世界的卻不完美, 但是能在不完美中勝利的人: 最完美! :D
祝福啊! ^^

Oblivion

The state of being unaware or unconscious of what is happening.
The state of being forgotten esp. by the public.

Being in love is being oblivion.. isnt it?
when 2 people are in love,
they're unconscious of what is happening.
at the same time they are so immerse into each other that
they might be forgotten by the public.. isnt it?
but.. being in love is enough, isnt it?
if.. time elapsed and the love remains..
my love would be eternal..
nothing's gonna change my love for you.

i thought this movie speaks right out to me.
im kinda lost in a nothingless inside of me..
trying to find out who i am..
knowing that i shld belong to something
but i cant figure out wats missing..
anyways.. i really loved this move ^^
really enjoyed the movie and quotes!

Jack Harper:
"Dream of us.."
"If we have souls, they're made of the love we share.
Undimmed by time, unbound by death."
"I wonder, if I come to you,
at night-in dreams,in the day-as memories.
Do I haunt your hours the way you haunted mine?
And I wonder if you see me, when you look at her."
" I know you, but we've never met. I'm with you and
I don't know your name. I know I'm dreaming,
but it feels like more than that.
It feels like a memory. How can that be?"
"Is it possible to miss a place you've never been?
To mourn a time you never lived?"
" I want mankind to survive. This is the only way."

Dreams and Memories?
Love > Oblivion

海闊天空

人生總是會遇到一個交叉路口..
人生總必須要作出選擇的時候
他們常說: "退一步海闊天空"
真的是這樣嗎? 想想自己常常因爲過於在乎所以才會庸人自擾
想像和尚們一樣修煉佛經.. 讓心平靜 煩惱應該就會不多吧..
但是現代人.. 哪裡來的時間去坐在樹下念經?
嗯.. 應該學習少在乎 這樣或許煩惱就不多了.
昨天一直在聼著80-90年代很紅的香港搖滾樂團:
BEYOND- 海闊天空
想必這份信念依然維持在很多歌迷心中
旋律很容易能帶動全場
歌詞更是朗朗上口.. 很勵志的一首歌.
雖然現在並沒有在播這首歌 但是腦海裡聼得見
黃家駒和BEYOND唱著他們的心聲.
我不知道自己要漂泊到什麽樣的未來.
我只知道 我想要 "退讓一步, 海闊天空!"
與我無關的事情, 我盡量不觸碰它..
當然心啊 請你不要那麽心軟了.
讓自己跟這音樂走
隨著音樂漂流的即將待業成年人..

「原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由
也會怕有一天會跌倒
背棄了理想　誰人都可以
哪會怕有一天只你共我」

BEYOND- 海闊天空

黑暗騎士

前幾個星期不瞞說.. 真的失去方向不知該如何是好..
反正不常喝酒的我 不需利用借酒消愁來治好自己
先是咳嗽 後是感冒 再來是腹瀉..
哇.. 有沒有搞錯啊? 在短短的一個星期裡被病魔折磨
-_-" 雖然很辛苦但是也在途中學習到那些天天或一生
都在跟病魔奮鬥的勇者們! 你們永遠都值得尊敬!
我想我實在很敬佩你們啊!
嗯.. 今天, 表妹終於21嵗了!
雖然歲數是無法更改的事實, 但是也希望你今後都健康、快樂、幸福!
希望你喜歡那份小小心意的禮物! :D

那麽爲甚麽我的題目是黑暗騎士呢?
很簡單, 昨天我看了 林俊傑的微電影《黑蝕》
從此我也是一步一步地 逐漸地在邁進「黑暗騎士」這角色

“只有戰勝心魔，才能獲得重生。“

沒錯，的確在前幾個星期前 在我修煉心理學的過程中..
我 很想放棄.. 真的好想放棄..
但是聼了林俊傑&五月天合作的「黑暗騎士」和 看了微電影《黑蝕》
我覺得自己莫名獲得了「重生」我的畢業就快到了..
這時候「都無法全身而退」了吧. 勇敢的面對吧!

JJ和阿信在《黑蝕》的經典對白:

"迎接光明來臨時, 必需歷經漫長黑夜的苦難.
雖然微弱的光不能照亮全部, 或許讓自己更能聚焦.
依循專注找到出口, 體會著轉換成新生者.
經過黑暗再度燃起光明, 心中更加平靜.
你將會從此認識使命."

"人們的心魔會永遠存在, 光明也一直存在.
爲了光明先走向黑暗, 體驗狀態再照亮黑暗, 重生之後頓時感應黑暗游離.
許多成爲負面情緒的人, 瞭解這使命如宿命般情節.
需要獲得解救及接受開導, 將是種不一樣的開端, 展開新的體悟."

"拯救瀕臨自殺患者, 殺了每個自殺者的心魔;
我成爲穿梭在黑暗間的行者, 阻止自殺者動機;
不斷維持著意念平衡, 成爲正面救贖力量.
他是誰? 黑暗騎士. 我是誰? 黑暗騎士.
指引光明的黑暗騎士, 這使命將會繼續下去.."

我是誰? ..邁進黑暗騎士的步伐者.

"要獲得重生，就得戰勝心魔！"
「世界正等你出現」

林俊傑 & 五月天(阿信)- 黑暗騎士

22

時間像時光機般的把我送到了2013..
在2013的今天, 我22嵗了!
回憶像是一場夢境 睡醒了 夢醒了
我依舊是我 躺在床上看著天花板的變化
那一條 一條的裂縫 就像是多年來累積的痕跡..
房子老了 我也成長了
最近聼懷舊歌曲聼得很過癮!
尤其是接下來這首: 《心太軟》
小蟲大師! 真是敬佩啊!
我想把這首您寫的歌 點給也在今天生日的您!

22嵗的我不可以再: 《心軟了》..

任賢齊- 心太軟


「相愛總是簡單 相處太難」
「不是我的 我不會勉強」
22嵗的成年世界..

Hello Snake Year!

Well, just to update for Feb..
I guess as usual..
cny passed by with just an instance again..
did the usual stuffs, eat the usual foods.
and most of all play the usual game! :D
my maternal side has a great passion for
blackjacks when cny comes! :D
it's illegal but somehow it's a pass for cny!

while for me, since my chinese zodiac did not
犯太歲.. thus, it was a smooth income^^ hahas
thanks to my cousins, uncles and aunts who
are all working and skipping me from being the banker!
whew! hahah what a great start of the year.

flipping a new page, entering a new chapter in my life.
really lookin forward to Mayday's concert!
五月天!! :D hehe once again, im still single.
but im lovin' it. so tomorrow, no shedding tears!
yes, it's valentines day.. but im fly by myself :D

moreover, i should be happy cause my b-day is in March!
even though, the number's shifting upwards,
i am young at heart!! no one can deny that! :D
and i do need to shake away some baby fats on my cheeks!
it's been there forever!! i know..
when they're gone, i'll be missing them forever too!
hahas im just only human..
anyways.. have a happy 正月初四!

countdown:
18 days- birthday!
121 days- Mayday concert!

:D happy holidays!

時光機

或許小叮噹和大雄是兩個對比吧..
小叮噹比較冷靜 大雄比較衝動
但他們的共同點就是講義氣!
但是抽屜裡藏著一個不尋常的時光機..
這或許是大雄應得的吧..
他獨自拉開抽屜跳進時光機裡
他告訴時光機:"隨便帶我到一個地方吧!"
時光機載著大雄回到一段他不想回憶起的記憶
不知所措的大雄被時光機從黑洞裡推出來..
大雄左看右看.. 感覺很熟悉..
他對自己說:"這是哪裡啊?"

現時中的小叮噹看見大雄不在家
他的第六感超強.. 看一看抽屜是拉開的..
小叮噹:"啊..不好了, 大雄又闖禍了.."
小叮噹急忙跳進抽屜裡對付不尋常的時光機
從口袋裡拿出噴射器 噴了噴時光機 又調了調它
乘著時光機.. 遠方傳來大雄的哭泣的聲音..
大雄:"有沒有人來救我! 小叮噹! 你在哪裡, 快來救我啊!"
小叮噹和時光機繼續前往大雄傳來聲音的方向

小叮噹從黑洞裡爬出來..
拿起手電筒.. 找大雄
小叮噹:"大雄你在哪?"
它照了照..看見大雄坐在角落哭泣
大雄擡頭看見小叮噹
沖向前抱著小叮噹大哭
大雄:"嗚..小叮噹..我以爲我被困在這裡出不去了.."
小叮噹:"時光機出了點故障.. 大雄我們走吧!"

乘著修好的時光機 終於回到了現實.. 大雄還是感到很錯愕
小叮噹:"都跟你說了 我不在這裡時不要亂碰時光機 你就是不聼!"
大雄:"嗚..下次不敢了"

這故事是虛構的.. 只是我踏進了大雄的鞋子(英文的比喻)
越衝動就會做出錯誤的判斷.. 時光機不可以隨便亂用
要不然有可能永遠就被困在回憶裡了..

What's Up 2013!

lol! what's up 2013?!
i didnt stayed up late last night..
so i guess the celebration must be super high!!
but somehow im still super tired! :D
the first thing i did on 2013's morning was to..
wash my curtains!! >.<" mang first new year
resolution is to clean up the house eh?
erm.. so many things to clear this year!!
gonna graduate soon.. wow! and then?
lol have been studyin for the past 2 decades
and then suddenly dunno what's next..
work? or continue study?
lol so many things in mind..
guess lets get through uni first and then..
so many other things waiting to be accomplished!
yes.. i seriously need to hit the gym more often..
(just like every year.. my empty promises.. gosh)
& time, time, time!! that's all i need!
more time! lol yikes..
im a little nausea now for not sleeping enough i guess?
even though i slept at 1 am but i woke up
every hour cause my friends are super crazy!!
they literally slept at 4am!!
mang i was definitely disturbed by their texts! all in all..
2012 is gone for good! 2013! we're here!
:D Happy New Year, all im wishing is a smooth sailing 2013!
all the best in work and health! add oil!! :D