Re-packaged!

Well, well.. took a week off overseas.
Seen many different things, explored what
i've never tried before..
though words cannot say how tired i actually was
but able to see her again actually makes me feel better
so much better.. now, back to reality..
im sick of the thought of separation but i guess
sometimes we just need to listen to the laws of life..
what's not yours, will never be yours..
yes, i understand that..
i never tried to deny tt as well..

so i watched 500 days of summer on the plane
my second time watching this movie..
i asked myself so many times why i relate to Tom's
character so much more than Summer herself..
but i guess maybe i'm just like Tom..
I believe in something that is not real..
we're just stucked in a self-belief world.
and it really sucked when you kept saying
and believing that, that one person is the one..
the one and only one.. but yet,
Summer chose to marry another person?!

but i guess the ending of the movie actually
educates people just like Tom..
to be more courages when it comes to things
that deal with chance.. maybe a leap of faith?
a leap of faith that will bring you to the right one.
or maybe in my own conclusion.. it's prolly like
a shooting star that just dash across.
it don't stay.. it moves.
i can't guarantee that it'll stay in the same position
even if i cover it over my palm, it'll just be gone.

all in all. we're just victims of love.
no matter if you're Tom or Summer.
i guess, im ready to take that leap of faith.
im re-energized, re-packaged!
i think im back for action! :)