Christmas 2012

Nice! It's been a great year! We survived the "doomsday"!
:D as usual X'mas been really boring for me,
my family dont really celebrate X'mas..
so we are probably planning a dinner for tmr
lets hope by next year this timing..
i'll be somewhere in Europe! :D
.. i've been wanting to search for memories there!
but i've never got the chance to do so!
since im finally graduating frm Uni next year..
hopefully, a graduation trip with my mum! :D
Just the thought of it:
Amsterdam, Venice, Vienna, Germany etc.! Wow! :D

Here are some X'mas songs!
No matter if you're (just become) single.. or
celebrating with your family.. or
in the arms of your loved ones..
Have Merry Christmas everyone! :D

Wham- Last Christmas


Mariah Carey- All I Want For Christmas


陳奕迅- 聖誕結


周杰倫- 大笨鐘

反而

很忙 反而 不忙
不忙 反而 很忙
生命裡有太多的「反而」
反而讓我們混亂自己真正要甚麽..
今天又參加了另一位朋友的21嵗生日派對..
好久不見, 上次是參加我的21生日吧!
跟許多好久沒聯絡的朋友忽然在這樣的場合重逢了..
聊了聊大家的近況..
發現自己好像太早進大學..
太早決定未來20-40年的工作人生
我還在尋找 似乎像現在單身的我一樣
我害怕承諾 我害怕歷史上演
我害怕到沒有勇氣面對它..
所以沒有辦法為誰而停下來..
只好這樣猛猛撞撞的走過
原來志願也會改變
原來我一直想要的 重來都沒有實現
反而我一直在稅負自己 我應該怎麽過這一生..
唉.. 爲甚麽心裡那個聲音如此倔強?
一直不肯放開任何可以做夢的機會..
說真的最近的作業也真的有夠多..
快被作業給曡到有如山的巔峰了!
每天: 匆匆忙忙, 忙忙碌碌..
剩下的時間偶爾就像今天 抽出來給朋友了.
雖然聼起來很像是在誇自己很偉大..
其實根本沒有這意思.. 我只想說..
我需要抽時間給自己.. 聖誕節快到了!
我想單身的我又是這麽的過吧..
好久沒聼五月天的歌了!
最近的新加坡都在下雨..今晚想聼雨眠 :D
嗯.. 到底應該如題播「反而」還是「雨眠」?
算了兩個都放吧! :D

五月天- 反而


五月天- 雨眠

Forward!

To be honest, I have never been more excited
to watch the US election! It was really a very
tight battle between the Republicans and the Democratic.
I would like to congratulate both parties on their
hard-fought campaign just for the love of their country!
& not to be forgotten it's all for the future!
Well, it is the patriotism that inspires me!
I've found some words of wisdom in
President Obama's victory speech that moves me.

"...the future we hope for.
That’s the vision we share,
that’s where we need to go.
Forward. That’s where we need to go.

Now we will disagree sometimes fiercely about
how to get there, as it has for more than two centuries,
progress will come in fits and starts,
it’s not always a straight line,
it's not always a smooth path.
By itself the recognition that
we have common hopes and dreams won’t end all the gridlock.."

"I have always believed that hope is that
stubborn thing inside of us that insists,
despite all the evidence to the contrary,
that something better awaits us so long as
we have the courage to keep reaching
to keep working, to keep fighting.

I believe we can seize this future together.
Because we are not as divided as our politics suggest.
We’re not as cynical as the pundents believe.
We are greater than the sum of our individual ambitions."

I am hopeful too, for a better future and that
most importantly, the world's economic growth!
Yes, in times like this, it is difficult;
but hope is not a blind optimism,
we need to believe and actions do speak louder than words.
Yes, we need to move forward together for a better future!

回憶起我們小時候

對了昨天在一個度假村慶祝朋友的21嵗生日還蠻搞笑的
小學朋友好像一夜長大似的..
大家嫌的無聊就開始玩起撲克牌..
我們一人抽一張都不准讓自己看 但是要放在額頭讓大家看
大家若想幫忙就叫他換牌.. 但是不能用到 你 我 他 來形容
我們看誰抽到最小或最大的就要被懲罰
懲罰就是向隔壁房的陌生人也剛好在慶祝21嵗生日
向她說聲生日快樂
我的小學朋友都想整我.. 最後我上當了!!
哈哈 最後有幾個不好意思就陪我到隔壁一起說生日快樂!
哇.. 我的一個朋友主動走向她..
朋友:"*握手*"
她說:"*握手* 妳是..?"
朋友:"我們不認識但是祝妳生日快樂!"
她說:"哦..*疑問* 謝謝..*呵呵*"
我:"*握手* 生日快樂!"
她說:"謝謝.."
我整晚都睡不好!! 但是好久沒有整人了..
有些懷念國小時和他們一群一起翹課跑到學校附近的鄰里玩捉迷藏!
當他們説學校的一位教師正跑來抓我們回去時.. 我的心都快停止了!
我很僥幸的逃過 因爲他們一群搭電梯 我跑去走樓梯..
結果那位教師在1樓的電梯門外等著大家!
我從樓梯逃回學校但是沒有人發現我和他們是一起的
最後他們好像被罰站了 但是我卻死裡逃生!
真是感謝他們沒有拆穿我! 如今還是被他們念著說是幸運的!

說也奇怪.. 我國小三年級的最要好的朋友昨天有出席
她一直重復著推銷我是那個"讀到一半跑去中國的那個"
我們一直很要好直到我去了中國 然後就失去聯絡..
我不知道她是不是還在意我當時沒有好好的道別 還是我自己想太多..
反正我現在回來啦! 妳還是會像小時候一樣很愛欺負我 >.<"
以前搭同一台校車妳就很喜歡捏人家.. 每次一回家手就紅腫!
有時候喜歡被妳折磨 無所謂讓妳多捏幾下發洩一下
哈哈哈! 我想從小我就喜歡被虐待吧!
許慧玲 孔淑儀 那些年 謝謝啦! 因爲有這樣的回憶讓我偶爾會笑起來!
昨天被妳吐槽我人生地不熟! 算是有些回味之処吧!

Tank- 我們小時候

十月的第十四天

很多時候我覺得自己走不出「自己」..
很想知道爲甚麽 但是卻又沒辦法?
我覺得是自己過渡的思考 顧慮了太多反而忘記了生活是甚麽
溝通很重要但是 不知道爲甚麽從小就害怕跟陌生人説話..
這問題跟著我也有15年了吧..
不知道怎麽擺脫, 我好像一個烏龜殼
一隻沒有自信的烏龜不敢伸出頭看看這世界
他們說我慢熱, 的確是這樣 因爲真的不知道要從哪裡開始..
這一個相當短的假期裡 我希望我能慢慢的找到自己吧!
不知道爲甚麽我好像已經習慣一個人的生活了
當別人問道感情生活我就會不自覺的轉話題 無論題問者是誰..
我想我真的生病了
我想我應該給自己一些時間去溫習人生

前晚和國小同學聊了一整晚關於人生的點滴..
我們都很感慨, 但是一說到感情 唉.. 前晚我回到家差不多早晨5點鐘了
通宵到整個人都虛掉了.. 今天依然覺得很累.
昨天就想了想自己是不是個「無性戀者」
我最多對別人的感覺隻是在崇拜的狀態然後就沒有感覺了..
我想.. 還是不要想了..
你們能戀愛的就去體會那戀愛的感覺吧!:)
我需要過自己這關 翻越那道墻 或許就可以當一隻正常的烏龜了!
走的緩慢 悠然自得 自由自在 無憂無慮 慢慢地體驗人生

我今天去找了吉他專家先生 他人很和氣!
也終於把自己的寶貝吉他升級了! ^^
把吉他鞍換了 把吉他音色提升了, 自己也高興了! :D
希望吉他回來時可以開始創作了!
花了很多時間, 手上有兩首歌但是在亂寫的情況下
還真的是遇到江郎才盡啊.. 我心想才兩首耶!
或許沒有靈感 或許沒有天分..
但是因爲它是量身定做的 我必須好好的寫! :)

好吧! 十月的第十四天就先到此爲止
今天沒做甚麽但是我好累哦!
哈哈 最進都在聼韋禮安的歌!
他吉他彈得好好聼喔! :D
我們來欣賞一首 我這星期一直不停重播的一首吧!

「心醉心碎」

Big Bang Alive Tour 2012!- Singapore

Wow, wow! High, high! Im so high today!!
There are just too many moments in this concert!
I really appreciate Big Bang being able to
stand on the stage as 5 together again!
Through the good and hard times!
Im really proud with their English too!
They spoke in English throughout the concert!
They actually sang and rap well on live to say!
What more can I say? Oppa, Sarang hae!!
Haha! Though TOP had an injury in his right arm!
I am really happy that he continued the tour with us!
2 nights no fail! :D Big Bang you're very inspirational!
TOP was upset because he couldn't get closer to the crowd,
also couldn't perform his best but gwenchana!!
It's really ok, Im so happy that you appeared at least!

I really loved how they threw their stuff towards our pen!!
GD threw a hoodie?! (omg that person is just lucky!)
TOP threw his specs frame!!
Seungri threw his panda?? Did he?
Daesung splashed water at us :D hahah
Taeyang threw his used towels and t-shirt!
Omg! to those who got those goodies! haha u lucky people!
:D I was really short so i had to stand at the back
but there was this kind lady who kept moving away
so that i can see, thanks for your kindness!
lol i was still expecting that i would just enjoy the music!
but instead i still got a few glimpse of them!
wow! fantastic baby! im happy enough! :D
im satisfied! :D
Even though it hurts my legs to stand for 2.5 hrs!
It's all worth while!

I think the best moment for me was
during Big Bang's performance on Blue!
Those fluffy cottons that sprinkled down on us!!
Gosh! I was so touched that
im fallin in love with this song all over again!!
Shall we encore some more? :D
Alright here we go with Blue~



Bloppers & Promises:

Taeyang and Seungri's conversation-
Seungri- So what's your favourite food?
Taeyang- Chilli crab
Seungri- crab crab crab (I rmb in Kor it's called Ge!)
Taeyang & Seungri- *Both starts dancing* (hahaha so funny ^^)

Seungri's promise-
We will be back! :D

^^ I can't wait!! Big Bang! Daebak! :D

九月的第四天

今天, 天氣不錯太陽很大..
很想賴床的我, 一早就被表姐的簡訊叫醒了!
但是其實還沒收到她的簡訊前, 我已經被一首歌喚醒了!
那首歌我不常聼 但是很奇怪的它突然在腦海裡播放..
現在的我坐在電風扇下吹著暖風還有手裡冰冰的杯..
喝下幾口涼涼的橙汁! 現在我只差一副漂亮的風景! :D
九月了! 昨天我21.5嵗了! 哈哈哈 還剩3個月..
2013年就要來了! 時間啊, 你很瀟灑吧!
從不為誰而停留..
今天話很少 不知道要說甚麽..
我想我們重聼五月天的歌吧! 太陽好曬!!
熱到爆炸!! 哈哈!
先來一首早上被喚醒的歌吧! :D

五月天- 彩虹


既然那麽短.. 我再加一首歌吧!

陳勢安- 天后


好吧! 這個月就先這樣吧! :D

Hello August!

Lately, I've been a bit talkative huh?
Haven't been blogging much lately but
im in the mood of blogging today.
The past 2 weeks was really horrible!
After my trip overseas, I attended my class..
well, as usual. so then this person
sitting beside me was
coughing badly in that lesson.
In the end, I went home coughing..

who knew, a couple of days later,
my grandma had a cataract surgery..
and she happily chose to stay over
at my house so that my mom would be able
to take care of her.. who knows..
even i took precaution and masked myself..
my grandma ended up coughing as well..
i was so disappointed the whole day.
Today she started coughing badly, so
my mom suggests that we would just bring
her to the doctor and send her home instead..

Carl Jung's theory on Synchronicity was
very true indeed!
Many things can happen at the same time,
is this coincidence? im not very sure though..
All in all, I wish my grandma's health well.
I really didn't mean to cause her sickness.

Thinkin of yesterday when i was walkin' with
grandma at the shopping mall.. her physical
definitely showed her age. Just thinkin' back
when I was 5, she used to walked me to
my kindergarten school just 5-10 mins
away from her house..
16 years ago, she was in front of me;
16 years later, she was behind me.
This is life.. the world never stops spinning
and evolution takes its place everyday.

PS: after the London Olympic's Opening Ceremony
I didn't even get the chance
to watch a single match! I was super busy!
sighz. so i was listening to a quite
outdated song, not to the extend of old
but the lyrics just got my mirror neurons
acting up! oh yup..have fun listening~

Re-packaged!

Well, well.. took a week off overseas.
Seen many different things, explored what
i've never tried before..
though words cannot say how tired i actually was
but able to see her again actually makes me feel better
so much better.. now, back to reality..
im sick of the thought of separation but i guess
sometimes we just need to listen to the laws of life..
what's not yours, will never be yours..
yes, i understand that..
i never tried to deny tt as well..

so i watched 500 days of summer on the plane
my second time watching this movie..
i asked myself so many times why i relate to Tom's
character so much more than Summer herself..
but i guess maybe i'm just like Tom..
I believe in something that is not real..
we're just stucked in a self-belief world.
and it really sucked when you kept saying
and believing that, that one person is the one..
the one and only one.. but yet,
Summer chose to marry another person?!

but i guess the ending of the movie actually
educates people just like Tom..
to be more courages when it comes to things
that deal with chance.. maybe a leap of faith?
a leap of faith that will bring you to the right one.
or maybe in my own conclusion.. it's prolly like
a shooting star that just dash across.
it don't stay.. it moves.
i can't guarantee that it'll stay in the same position
even if i cover it over my palm, it'll just be gone.

all in all. we're just victims of love.
no matter if you're Tom or Summer.
i guess, im ready to take that leap of faith.
im re-energized, re-packaged!
i think im back for action! :)

恭喜, 恭喜!

六月到了.. 代表著2012年已經過了一半..
這個月放假..很快的 月底如同這裡的國小和國中生們一起開學!
喂!! 哇.. 我已經大學了啦! 哈哈! 嗯.. 還有一年!!
然後 說真的沒有想過畢業後 到底想進入甚麽行業?
我真的不想去煩惱耶..
然而這個月 因爲放假無聊所以就上來寫寫最進的心情..

說真的.. 你有沒有突然很害怕世界只剩下你一個人的時候?
不是那種世界末日 反而是那種身旁的人都一一找到命中注定的那一個..
可是卻忘了還有那麽一個你被落在后頭.. 這樣的感覺?
不知道耶.. 兩年前 表哥結婚, 我沒有感覺那麽害怕..
但是最進身邊的親人都一一娶嫁.. 我不禁會感到害怕..
這種渴望又害怕的感覺啊..
六月..我堂姐要結婚了, 我有好多年沒有見到她!
因爲爸媽都不常見爺爺.. 而我從小就比較靠進媽媽那邊的親戚..
所以童年的回憶和外公，外婆比較親.
除了祝福的話，人生還有甚麽? 說真的我發現在我這年紀的人
都應該會有些憂鬱.. 因爲我們還沒靠岸，在大海當中漂蕩..
靠岸的人卻有他們的憂鬱.. 愛人、孩子和父母.
當然還有在岸上消失的憂鬱.. 老人家知道時間無法留住歲月，
孩子們也長大了也有子孫了.. 就無悔的走完人生的最後幾年，
偶爾卻不僅會感到空虛、寂寞與害怕.

所以他們常常說的雙數 既然會那麽重要..
我還記得我國小時 我告訴一個朋友我長大後不會想嫁人..
不會想交男朋友..朋友啊 你知道嗎 我自己說中了自己啊!
我還是單數耶! 哈哈，我記得你那個不信的表情! 可是我真的沒有耶!
我想我會以事業爲主吧! 愛情給我的回憶好可怕..
又愛又恨，又想接進又想遠離.. 又想擁有又想自由 又接納又害怕.
我想說到重點了.. 或許是我的問題吧
也除非自己走出那個陰影否則我想我這輩子都在祝福別人了!
無論是單數還是雙數的你 或許把心房打開..
就相信愛情那麽一次 或許它會改變你的想法也説不定
有時候愛情悄悄的按了門鈴 可是沒有人在家
或則是有一個常常在你身旁守護著你的人 你都沒有發現呢..
愛情不是靠等待也不是靠經營而已.. 它是兩個元素的結合..
愛情須要主動也須要被動才能構造出一個完美的童話故事.
遷就彼此.心理學說 "溝通是維持一份感情最重要的因素!"
所以說如果你是雙數的其中之一 你知道應該怎麽做了吧? :D
單數的你也不要氣餒 把時間放在你最想做的
或是有心愛的對象的你可以試著經營它?
有了溝通，沒有甚麽不可以解決吧! 給自己一個機會，一次勇氣!
祝福大家了! :)

Youth

Youth will be the most memorable to us as we grow.
That energy once so wild. That phase in life where one
is willing to risk it all just for anything without
thinking of the consequences..
Youth is invincible.

im 21 into a month.. and lately the responsibilities
on my shoulders just grew another inch!
inch by inch, brick by brick. responsibilities never
seem to go away with age..
Sometimes, I think to myself, what will I become
in another decade's time?

For sure, i've gain knowledge compared to the past
decade. but will I be able to gain something else
for the next 10 years? What will I learn?
Where will life leads me to? Sitting here, im honestly
staring blankly at this blog. simply typing trash.

I don't know why i have a very strong voice in my
head telling me to follow my heart and my dreams.
with age.. that voice inside of me turns stronger
and louder. sometimes i do find myself in dilemma..
what the heck do you want clara koh?
you've experienced many things..
you've tried out so many different subjects but..
what do you really want?

There goes the famous lines..
Females usually don't know what they want.
Males usually don't know what they have.

so really? i don't know what i want?
when i really want something, i ended up letting it go..
for some reasons i don't know where the heck did i
get those guts to even let go when i can't even own up
to my feelings. or is this a horoscope thing?
the fishes pulling each other apart..
trying to destroy each other..

wow.. back to the topic.. i guess this is my youth!
everyone goes through a different scenario.
same slightly better, some slightly worst.
all in all. if i ever become something that im
proud of.. remember to remind me who im today.
that person whom once fought hard for the future.

the youth that was used to build a better future!
i dedicate this to you, clara koh!
see you in a decade's time!
lets say.. for the rest of my late youth..
or young adulthood.. i must make an effort to keep
more memorable events!

As back in the late 80's there was a famous song:
城市少女: 年輕不要留白!
old song best describe feelings i guess.
청춘불패 만세!
ㅋㅋㅋ 여러분! 지금은 그게 다예요! 안녕~

The One & Only 21st In Life!

Ok.. to be honest.. ideally and reality is always
that 1 line that differentiate both extremes.
I am happy! :D Thank you for coming!
I am really touched by the expensee presents!!
omg i didnt expect to receive it! or i shall say
it's just a dinner didnt expect that i will get
all these pricey things! hahah im really an easily
satisfied person! :D but really, thank you!
im really blessed for a 21. not so long ago..
i didn't think i would make it this far!
i didn't thought i would even survive 18..
but here i am! 1/4 way through my life!
about to graduate soon, about to step into
what the adults hate so much about this society.
and the bondages been there for centuries!
if you're gonna make a change, shall we work it
right now? before it's too late?
oww. my head is heavy.. guess my alc. intake sucks again!!
i was able to drink 2 cans of beers before!!
but now im 3/4 off this can of beer and im loosing my mind!
i guess this is how i start off my 21st!
thank you. i dunno what more to say?
Maybe i shall end the post right here..
I am officially an adult! -_-" im sayin' hi to R21..
which.. am i even goin to watch tt genre? ehh maybe not lol!
yup.. before i faint on the ground.. i shall end here!
right now!! im holding more responsibilities in my life!
i'll be more aware of my actions in life! i guess this is..
THE START!! Cheers to the heineken! lol
good night world! you've been extra kind to me today!
with the nice weather, smooth traffics! and fulfilling
food and cake!! lol 21 be nice!
welcome to the blackjack year!! ^^

五月天- 諾亞方舟巡迴演唱會: 新加坡站!

好高興喔! 再一次能和五月天一起度過一夜的演唱會!
雖然演唱會的時間永遠比想像中過得快!
五月天萬歲!! 你們永遠都不會老!
因為你們的音樂 在我心裡面有太多謝意想要表達
但是在一時之間我無法用言語來形容牠
不管2012年底世界會不會末日 有你們的歌陪伴著我們度過
我也不會覺得孤單! 也不知道為甚麼
今天全部的歌曲都在意料之中! 感覺和五月天好有默契喔!
時光機，盛夏光年，生命有一種絕對，心尚未崩壞的地方!
雖然還很想 encore 志明與春嬌，恆星的恆心，擁抱!
但是就 gan buan lai zuay gong lang! (哈哈
突然想到阿信說我們像外星人 但是有一種語言牠是世界各地都會的!
「La La La La La La La La, La La La La La La La La!」)
隔了一整天，我才發現我忘記怪獸和瑪莎了!
好可惜暫時記不起瑪莎說了甚麽..哈哈要看看那些歌迷的videos
但是怪獸開場時說了一句他常到新加坡這個熱帶島嶼會說的..
怪獸說:"每次冬天一來，手就會僵硬 然後無法把樂器(吉他)
發揮到牠應有的潛力, 可是到了新加坡.. 樂器變聽話了!"
真的！怪獸的吉他獨奏永遠都很棒!! 吉他很聽話! :D
嗯..雖然五月天的約定有些怎麼說呢 是害怕太熱會暈倒吧! =D
從沒忘記阿信說過很高興把屋頂掀開了! 但是卻熱到不行!
哈哈! 超好笑的! 我只希望五月天能養足體力多補充睡眠!
保持那搖滾般的精神! 永遠的倔強! 永不承認的老!
亞洲永遠的第一搖滾樂團: 五月天! 謝謝你們的努力與存在!
冠佑說了一句超棒的"喜歡五月天的人越來越多這裡(室内體育館)
已經容不下喜歡我們的人了" 哇! 就這樣一起約在那個沒有屋頂的地方了!
看見阿信無言地望著冠佑.. 還有之前石頭搞笑地說"還是你們說吧!
搞不好 等一下你們又怪我!" 哈哈哈!
好興奮聽到他們這麽說因爲證明了 五月天從來不曾忘記我們!
阿信感性地說"好久沒來新加坡，沒有像以往來的那麽多 但是
不是因爲五月天變有錢了，變臭批了，只是我們的歌迷變多了
要去的地方也就變多了!" 無論如何 我希望我們小小的願望會在
不遠的未來實現! 讓我們再一次享受那掀開屋頂的感覺!
希望五月天會是第一個踏上新的戶外體育館的樂團! *期待-ING!*
我會繼續為你們加油! 直到航向了無限!
「想要征服的世界 始終都沒有改變!」
加油! :)
25.2.2012 即將要告別20歲的感動! :)

Counting Down!

Hmm.. so far it's been a peaceful year into
2012 and the year of Dragon =)
Thoughts of adulthood had been on my mind lately.
ive been constantly reminding myself that
im about to turn.. 21!!
holycow! it really felt as if yesterday was only 12!
As usual.. I have no idea what dna am i made of..
i just can't seem to get rid of the baby fats! lol
as they say.. it's a good thing!
"you're always cute!" hahaha! thanks for that..
compliment! ahaha hopefully one day..
i... can...
anyways.. im so busy planning my 21st birthday!
and its burdensome in a way becos.. i'll have to
take care of my guests, and where on earth am i
going to look for and rent 20 over chairs?? o.O..
hee i'll have to keep smiling! :D:):D:):D
and the best part.. the clean up..
oh gosh.. lol i think this is it.. i threw a party,
i have to clean up after wards.. *aww, ugh* lol
i just want a peaceful 21st yr old night!
(genie.. that's my wish! :D)
i just hope no throwing of cakes (please! :D)
yup anyways i hope they will like the catered food and
i hope they will enjoy themselves and not feel bored
because i have this feeling that it's gonna be
super awkward! yikes! i hate that but.. i shall erm
engage myself into my web of social connections!
(as much as i can!)
Yes as the title said.. im counting down days! hahah

Counting down to-
Mayday Concert: 18 days!
BDay: 25 days!

by the way isn't aladdin's bestfriend, genie? hahaha
my gosh if so.. this is it! i dressed up like an aladdin
during cny.. so on my bday.. "genie!! where u at?"
you just gotta make my wish come true!! hehe~
alright.. time to search for a suitable cake! :D
ahh wait! before i signout.. here is a song for the
Aladdin and Genie bromance theme!! ^^

SNSD- Genie

CNY Mood!!

Yeah~ my one and only exam just ended today!!
so happy ^^ wanted to celebrate but the next thing is..
when i look at my schedule!! it's so full!
tmr.. this is my fully occupied schedule!!
1st: 7am fetch bro to sch
2nd: 11am finally time for myself..
gonna visit my hairdresser!
3rd: 2pm possibly fetch bro home..
4th: 12am gotta like count down to Friday.. and be at the
airport.. gosh! it's like err.. "hi stranger"
and so.. 2012 has been nice to me.
but since the chinese year has not been over yet..
I hope the Dragon year is gonna bless the people around me
Lately, the ones close to me are all in some troubles.
I hope the year of Dragon will change for the better!
恭喜發財! 年年有餘! 財源廣進! 身體健康!
事事順心! 行車平安! 家和萬事興! 心想事成!
hehe and 紅包拿來! hehehe :D
yeah~~ happy.. so im gonna catch up on the varitey show-
who's still standing on NBC.. nice!
love to see the seconds tickin' away!
yeah! im really gonna enjoy this year as much as possible!
as what Mayday says "you won't know by the end of 2012 if
you're still alive, but if we're.. don't forget you have
a second life! With our music, we will sail together towards
the future!" ohoh! what a good album actually!
i love the noah's ark theme! ^^
counting down-- 38 days towards my entrance to the ark!!
counting down-- 45 days towards my 21st! holycow!!
mang! still not sure wat to do on my 21st!
but i hope i can escape to somewhere~~
hehe for better, for worst. i know ive got to deal with
what is coming. ive been escaping from it for a long time.
my ultimate wish in this lifetime: i need learn to get that courage
out of my gut to express how i feel.(and im workin on that!)
:D okie and my holiday starts officially from now--

Hello 2012!

Hello 2012!! Just drop by to give a new start of the year!! My head is soo heavy after a few drinks!! Don't wanna be the downer but I need to sleep now!

Those party people out there!! Happy new year!! 2012 is gonna blow your mind! :D Enjoy the sunrise! Imma turn in now~ :D good day, good night!