Saturday, May 28, 2011

=) Half Way!

Yeah man! so today's my first day into the holidays!
hmm loads of things changes within half a yr to a yr's time..
a yr ago from today.. im still learning how to drive..
a yr ltr today.. im already experience with 1 accident
hmm wat will happen to me next yr? (sometimes i wonder)
but im happy for what im achieving and accomplishing!
and i have to say i really dont have time to dwell on my emotions..
my goal in life: strive to the very end! endure!!
i want to save, i want to wait, i want to spend when the time is right!
i will eventually show those who had ever doubt my success.
here im to say im half way there! im gonna pick it up
and never say never!
no matter how crazy that obstacle is, im gonna fight!!
i need to overcome many many things, but im sure this is the process..
the process of acknowledging my existance!
just wait, give me a decade's time. i'll fulfill them. step by step.
im proud to say im half way there!

Monday, May 16, 2011

This is Life

Lookin' at the news today, brought me back to thoughts
on how to save a life.
We were all made to this world not giving a chance
to say if we wanted it.
So does that mean that we should take a chance
to say we don't want it?
After all that long years that you've
strived so hard to reach?
Not long ago, i was in such deep shit as well.
Moreover, i was in a foreign land, thousand miles,
oceans apart from home. Friends of mine, come and go,
i couldn't even think about we'll stick together till
the very last days of ours.
Relationship for me was never good as well,
not to even mention my family was broken
after i stayed in this foreign land..
I was alone as well. No relatives anywhere near me,
friends who basically want the benefit out of me when needed.
teachers usually look upon gifted students..
(it's been like this all the while!)
my parents basically don't give a care even though
we were living under one roof.. i hardly see my old man..
my mum goes for her leisures, i have a 7 yrs younger bro
to look after, with poor resources left for me..
I can remember it was winter, it was cold.
There was no electricity, there was no water..
my bro and i were waiting for mum's return..
those days.. i can never imagine myself living in such
conditions if i was back home..
sometimes, when we're living in good a life, our thoughts
became very self-centered.. only you can pressurise
yourself, what other's say doesn't matter to you..
your body, your life is all under your own control
a life may not be as precious as you may think,
but a life is definitely fragile..
don't throw away your hard work within sec of thought..
we've all come so far.. i never say it was easy.
it's just how you try to make your own life better.
never will others make it better for you.
follow what your heart wants, try to fulfill it
but never let it get in a way that leads you to an end.
search for things that could entertain you..
trust me, i find myself hard to station down in a field..
so, im saving loads of money now.. just to see the world
in my very near future! when you really learn the
meaning of life.. it doesn't matter if you're alone or not
cause even if you're alone, you'll enjoy the company
of yourself.. you don't need others to make it better.
=) no matter you're a loner or a person lucky enough
to have big group of friends.
live today like there's no tomorrow! =) hehe
work hard but dont let stress get to you..
play hard but dont go haywire
club hard but dont blackout
what ever you do, just stay alive!
got problems? im here!
maybe sometimes floating in the ocean,
but call my name! and i'll be your 911 =)
nothing is unsolvable, you just need to take a step back
replot, replan, you'll reach the destination!
Your life is on your own hands, take a memorable journey!
peace out! =)

Monday, May 09, 2011

Our Current Singapore

*Erm first and foremost this is nothing to do with politics..

Just my honest opinions and what's my view in Singapore for my 20 years of life..*

Well, there was a taxi uncle that inspired me to

give a thought about my dear country's future..

He was not very happy about the pap taking over potong pasir.

i asked why? he said Mr. Sitoh was not capable due to his easy going features, he prefered Mr. Chiam and candidates who are more outspoken.

However, he lead to Mr. Yeo's loss at the Aljunied grc.. which was much understandable, since we're loosing a voice from the minister of foreign affairs.

But I am glad that I was able to tell him a personal story told in a third person view that "uncle, you should know that we in Singapore are very fortunate."

We do not need to bare a country's needs and blames and opinions over our shoulders.
We're just a citizen yet, we're very carefree.

Maybe Im only 20, maybe I don't understand what had happened in the developing days of Singapore, but give it a look, we've come so far. It was the pap who actually started it all. But after this election, with a heart at young, im hoping for the better, im hoping for change. and quote from President Obama "yes, we can!" im hoping that if the pap wants to continue to serve us better, they should take this election and review what can be done. Singapore is small, but this small little country is full of hope. I think that none of us want to see all of our grandparents and parents hard work go to the drain in the next few decades.

I hope for change. I was born here, I have been around the world, I have seen and understand how lucky I am to be a Singaporean. I am thankful for what I am and who I've become. I just hope, in the near future, Singaporeans can understand that we're actually united as one. Status is nothing without a start of a hardship, we should always be thankful that we've come so far.

Sometimes, its just a matter of mindset that brings us off track and demand further especially when Singapore is by far the safest country that I can stay out late at night and still reach home safely. & my most humbled and honest opinion is that Singapore should bring back the courtesy behaviour. Because our society had changed, our standard of living increases, more and more Singaporeans are richer, we live for the status and not humanity anymore. The first step is change, that's all we need. Nothing is impossible, the only impossibility is you dont give it a try. Give ourselves a chance to make things better. A chance is all it takes to make a change.

peace out