xD! yeah! 今天“我”回來了！！
爲什麽呢？因爲終于要放假了！！
嘿嘿！等好久喔！
終于可以離我的腦一些距離。。
真的很害怕自己想過多，不知道會做出什麽事 >.<"
希望接下來的那三天假期裏可以盡情的玩！這樣開學后，就要認真了因爲期末考就要來了。。
今天會開心的原因是。。我克服了一個障礙，這次我沒有逃避問題！
這次，我又踫到了那個討厭的駕駛員。。吼！他真的很欠扁。。
= =" 很愛說反話，然後我爸爸的一舉一動突然能在他身上找到似的。。
不知道這種感覺是一種懷念還是看上去就不爽！
唉。。沒辦法啦，要學就是要辛苦，只好黨他們唱歌就吸收那些重點。
不過最近有一部讓我又笑又哭的戯叫做。。海派甜心！！最近有好多人都在看喔！
:D 哈哈，真希望下一集薛海能變回達浪和寶珠在一起 哈哈哈 >.<"
我知道我很幼稚。。但是真的期待著這樣的結局！！
但是説不上爲什麽這部戯居然能勾起一些回憶，而且是一陣一陣的回憶。。
有點難受但是！！我醜布拉基椰子頭一定可以渡過難關的！！
盡情期待那一天的到來！！
~待續~
ps. 先祝大家聖誕節快樂~，可能會過了聖誕節再寫。。所以下星期回來再續寫我怎麽在云頂度過的聖誕節！
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
突然覺得"我不在"
今天想用中文。。
不知道爲什麽，最近的我很不是我。
我好像失去了什麽，又覺得最近好多事情很不順利。
唉。。 怎麽說呢？都是人生必要經歷的過程啊。
我突然好累好累，有些人應該覺得我好沒用吧。。
有金錢過活，有屋子住（還能自己住）。。什麽都有，什麽煩惱都沒有。
但是你們是否曾經體驗過我的生活呢？
看透我的人生吧。。 我的人生其實並不快樂，我擁有了這些大家都拼了命想得到的東西，
但是我卻只少了個快樂、簡單、無憂無慮地生活。
快樂？它最基本的因素是什麽？好久沒有感覺到快樂，雖然天天都在搞笑可是心裏面卻有好多難言之語。
簡單？我真的很怕那些複雜，心理很脆弱的人。。好怕我莫名其妙得罪人似的。。 他們總是說不在乎，可是動作已經在告訴你他們經受不起。。 :S 所以我說不要僞裝自己，這反而讓人無法感受到你真正的傷。。
如果我知道，我就會盡力不去踫到你的傷口啊。。 如果你從不放下武器，從不卸妝。。我怎麽會猜得到你的真實的感処呢？
突然覺得大家好陌生，我其實開始有點害怕了。。我其實已經開始在逃了。。 我又來了，我又不去面對問題了。
今天的我，思緒很亂，不想説話。我好怕用真心面對大家。。因爲大家都覺得我是社會上的昏庸。。
天啊。。 我不想面對啊。。 好難面對啊。。 我想睡覺！！ 明天會好點！！ 應該會吧。。
我只知道。我的心裏很疲倦。我不想呼吸。。 只想沉睡不醒。。。只怕明天醒來了又得面對種種困難。
每個人都跟我說同樣的東西，爲什麽他們能這樣生活？活在別人的批評下。。不覺得累嗎？人生是一直往前沖的嗎？
傻傻的，不管有沒有理想地往前沖。。這樣快樂嗎？你們不覺得很單調嗎？不覺得人生短暫，應該去感受它的美，去體驗所有的景色嗎？
我不懂。真的不懂爲什麽這社會這麽複雜。我只知道，我不可以棄權。。這場是生死戰。我放棄就代表我擧白旗。。我不能認輸。我要戰下去，如果戰死了，石碑上也會刻著我的大名！！
所以許思慧不可以承認輸！！因爲是吃虧的！不能再讓自己吃虧，不管別人怎麽說，總之讓自己生存才是優勝者！！
人生是一場生死戰，也是一場遊戲、一場夢。只願自己不要放棄自己，不能讓任何風吹雨打給吹走！我是一顆堅強的樹！！矮小，根卻很扎實!!
不知道爲什麽，最近的我很不是我。
我好像失去了什麽，又覺得最近好多事情很不順利。
唉。。 怎麽說呢？都是人生必要經歷的過程啊。
我突然好累好累，有些人應該覺得我好沒用吧。。
有金錢過活，有屋子住（還能自己住）。。什麽都有，什麽煩惱都沒有。
但是你們是否曾經體驗過我的生活呢？
看透我的人生吧。。 我的人生其實並不快樂，我擁有了這些大家都拼了命想得到的東西，
但是我卻只少了個快樂、簡單、無憂無慮地生活。
快樂？它最基本的因素是什麽？好久沒有感覺到快樂，雖然天天都在搞笑可是心裏面卻有好多難言之語。
簡單？我真的很怕那些複雜，心理很脆弱的人。。好怕我莫名其妙得罪人似的。。 他們總是說不在乎，可是動作已經在告訴你他們經受不起。。 :S 所以我說不要僞裝自己，這反而讓人無法感受到你真正的傷。。
如果我知道，我就會盡力不去踫到你的傷口啊。。 如果你從不放下武器，從不卸妝。。我怎麽會猜得到你的真實的感処呢？
突然覺得大家好陌生，我其實開始有點害怕了。。我其實已經開始在逃了。。 我又來了，我又不去面對問題了。
今天的我，思緒很亂，不想説話。我好怕用真心面對大家。。因爲大家都覺得我是社會上的昏庸。。
天啊。。 我不想面對啊。。 好難面對啊。。 我想睡覺！！ 明天會好點！！ 應該會吧。。
我只知道。我的心裏很疲倦。我不想呼吸。。 只想沉睡不醒。。。只怕明天醒來了又得面對種種困難。
每個人都跟我說同樣的東西，爲什麽他們能這樣生活？活在別人的批評下。。不覺得累嗎？人生是一直往前沖的嗎？
傻傻的，不管有沒有理想地往前沖。。這樣快樂嗎？你們不覺得很單調嗎？不覺得人生短暫，應該去感受它的美，去體驗所有的景色嗎？
我不懂。真的不懂爲什麽這社會這麽複雜。我只知道，我不可以棄權。。這場是生死戰。我放棄就代表我擧白旗。。我不能認輸。我要戰下去，如果戰死了，石碑上也會刻著我的大名！！
所以許思慧不可以承認輸！！因爲是吃虧的！不能再讓自己吃虧，不管別人怎麽說，總之讓自己生存才是優勝者！！
人生是一場生死戰，也是一場遊戲、一場夢。只願自己不要放棄自己，不能讓任何風吹雨打給吹走！我是一顆堅強的樹！！矮小，根卻很扎實!!
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
End of Mid-Term &&
Yes!! finally, mid-terms are over, at a moment. i can have some peace of mind.
lately, i can't sleep normally again.. :S its like i have to sleep at 2am everyday..
can;t even convince myself for that tmr hv class.. sighz but anyways!! can't wait
for mum to come bk from China >.<" the thing is that i have to pick her up like
5-6 am in the mornin' >.<" great! Will get the chance to take the first train in the morning of Saturday 12th Dec!! LOL. (ps. this is the first time i'm going to take the earliest train)
good thing i can eat at changi airport again!! love the food there, maybe im still not very familiar with the places where good food are in SG!! but nvm.. i'll find my way out. :D
yup yup, can't wait to spend my christmas with my family :D. lol I was thinking who to spend with before, but now im saved!! thanks to the guardian angels up in the sky for listenin' to my prayers ^^. thanks for guardin' me while im all alone!!
nvm~~ lately i've been practising drivin' quite alot, so i guess, very soon my good friend will be my car~~ so i can just go anywhere with "him" :D lol
anyways i gtg again ..ahh essays and essays and essays plus 1 lab report!!
okok better go finish them!!
lately, i can't sleep normally again.. :S its like i have to sleep at 2am everyday..
can;t even convince myself for that tmr hv class.. sighz but anyways!! can't wait
for mum to come bk from China >.<" the thing is that i have to pick her up like
5-6 am in the mornin' >.<" great! Will get the chance to take the first train in the morning of Saturday 12th Dec!! LOL. (ps. this is the first time i'm going to take the earliest train)
good thing i can eat at changi airport again!! love the food there, maybe im still not very familiar with the places where good food are in SG!! but nvm.. i'll find my way out. :D
yup yup, can't wait to spend my christmas with my family :D. lol I was thinking who to spend with before, but now im saved!! thanks to the guardian angels up in the sky for listenin' to my prayers ^^. thanks for guardin' me while im all alone!!
nvm~~ lately i've been practising drivin' quite alot, so i guess, very soon my good friend will be my car~~ so i can just go anywhere with "him" :D lol
anyways i gtg again ..ahh essays and essays and essays plus 1 lab report!!
okok better go finish them!!
Friday, December 04, 2009
Twilight Saga: New Moon!!!
OMGaaa~~ although the endin' took my breath away!! BUT!! I want more!! Im totally drown into the movie!!
ah thanks Shakthi for organising this!! & her friend Seettha for booking the couple seats ticket!! OMGaa~~ I love New Moon!! so cool!
The battle between Vampires and Werewolves!! My favourite quote in the movie!!
"I just couldn't live in a world where you didn't exist." -- Edward Cullen
Omg!! yup this brings back memories where he said Bella was his own brand of heroin!!
love it! 21st century R + J new romance! Too dangerous to love, too fragile to kill!!
Yup! its a good movie, definitely one of the best in 2009! ahh wish i could watch Avatar! my goodness! you won't believe the graphics of that show was so good!
but.. sighz had watched too many movies this year >.<" P.S. The Cathay's screen looks much better than GV's?! Why is this so?! lol but anyways!! gonna had a good dream tonight!
peace! gonna start work right aft a good bath! :D!
ah thanks Shakthi for organising this!! & her friend Seettha for booking the couple seats ticket!! OMGaa~~ I love New Moon!! so cool!
The battle between Vampires and Werewolves!! My favourite quote in the movie!!
"I just couldn't live in a world where you didn't exist." -- Edward Cullen
Omg!! yup this brings back memories where he said Bella was his own brand of heroin!!
love it! 21st century R + J new romance! Too dangerous to love, too fragile to kill!!
Yup! its a good movie, definitely one of the best in 2009! ahh wish i could watch Avatar! my goodness! you won't believe the graphics of that show was so good!
but.. sighz had watched too many movies this year >.<" P.S. The Cathay's screen looks much better than GV's?! Why is this so?! lol but anyways!! gonna had a good dream tonight!
peace! gonna start work right aft a good bath! :D!
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