I took an Autism Test for fun.. and end up getting 29/50...
Hello?!! Are the Autism Spectrum Quotient readings wrong??
Your score: 29
0 - 10 = low
11 - 22 = average (most women score about 15 and most men score about 17)
23 - 31 = above average
32 - 50 is very high (most people with Asperger Syndrome or high-functioning autism score about 35)
50 is maximum
How did I get this?? OMG.. I do feel shy sometimes socially but ha!!! not always ba..
:( this really makes me feel awkward. How can I become a Psychologist/ Psychiatrist when I cant even cure myself!! omg.. if I cant become one.. then?? Human Resource??
OR Musician?? <-- i think the probability is very low. my parents are not going to be happy if I choose media as my future career..
Oh god help me be MORE SOCIALISEzz I know I have been keeping to myself for the whole 18 years! I dunno what to do :(..
If you wanna check if you have Autism go to:
http://www.glennrowe.net/BaronCohen/AutismSpectrumQuotient/AutismSpectrumQuotient.aspx
Friday, July 31, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Thank YOU MOM! :D:D
Aiya.. brought me to the driving centre yesterday.. and I enrolled in this
3C Course.. lol everything in a package!! hopefully by the end of 2009 I can get a driving license.. then chinese new year holiday.. go look for a cheap car for beginner first!! prolly i will choose Honda civic LOL same as the car in the driving centre!! Ahh studying the Basic Theory right now .
Secondly, many thanks for the piano.. it's delivering on Thursday :D so i can take a photo of it.. my very first yamaha piano. well, not so much a piano but an electrical piano. and yes, I chose the cheapest one!! about $1800+ sing. yeah ^^ can play and compose songs again.
Finally, what my mum shocked me in my entire life was she asked me to buy a GUCCI wallet!!! (seen above) OMG! never in my life I really wanted to buy anything like that. But she just let me go without restrictions! Suddenly, I felt light up! sighz, I really don't know what to say but yes, I will be good and keep myself safe plus i will spend the money wisely! Thank You Mom! You're the best :D.
By the way I found a pencil box (seen above) while packing my room.. I first used it during primary 1/ grade 1.. if im not wrong this was a birthday gift from someone when I was 6, which I really cannot remember who was it.. (Sorry) You can see it's rusty and I ought to throw it away although there are many memories in it.. PS. the background with the turquoise green bobdog is my bedsheet = ="". If you're wondering why my surname/ family name was "Xu" and not "Koh" because.. well my dad name his surname through "Han Yu Pin Yin" And then ended up I had to go to the immigration centre to change my surname back to "Koh" aiya.. pretty long story.
Ohh P 1C <- stands for "Primary 1C", "1C is the class name"
PS. I found a photo of a full primary 2CC people. anyone remember anything from then?? Ha! see if you can find me :D. pretty obvious I guess!
Friday, July 24, 2009
Painting? Not that fun especially..
Especially.. when you have a house that has a ceiling of 10 ft.
LOL I don't know what inspires my parents to buy this Condo.. prolly because of the ceiling, which make the house looks
bigger.. :S sighz.. knowing that we don't really have any tall people in the house.. dont even talk about cleaning the ceiling.. haha we managed to paint the walls off the highest ceiling!! wa! felt so rewardable!
The cons are that at least the 3 of us are living like a family LOL.
We did something over the summer that was useful and to bring our relationship
closer .. aiya knowing that I will only see them until next yrs CNY holiday..
Hmm painting is fun when the job is less hectic. but when it's so troublesome..
it's more like having a big time cleaning up the mess after painting, than the fun of painting, if you know what i mean..
We started painting from Tuesday 21.7.09 until now we only manage to finish the walls + 1 room. What's left is my room and the doors, which to be done on Sunday!
Yes! there's a rest day tmr! Physically, Im draining. Cant believe I have the stamina to climb up and down the ladder like a monkey ! Mentally, im also draining..
it seems like i cant sleep when did not use my brains LOL. Eventually, I slept at 2am and then woke up at 5am becos I saw lightning flashes passed. Yeah, I admit I were about to hide again, my heart was hyperventilating.. but then I found out that I had learnt to calm myself from that :D I continue to sleep at 6am (after watching and listening to the fantastic sounds of earth and nature). Finally, I woke up at 11:30am by a phone call from my mum ..
PS. 11:30 am this is my current record of "What is the longest hour can Clara Koh sleep in the summer of 2009". LOL
My goal for tmr & next few days:
-Try to finish watching Meteor Garden (Kor. Ver.)
-Pack my childhood toys, donate some to charity, bring some over to grandmas house.
-Go post office to pay my starhub rent :S..
-ATM abduction bahaha
-Start packing my room, throw some primary stuff away, put in new stuff etc.
-Visit Yamaha store.. Some gadgets to buy.
-Go swimming with cousin after mum and bro depart??
-Go gym and exercise for an hour ..
-Wait for god sis to call me out.. then shun bian go shopping in Bugis :S
-Wait for the shop to call me to collect my Router!!
-Go to the university. read reference books..
-AND TRY TO FINISH READING NEW MOON .. ahh because I wanna buy a new book to read!!
-Try to find a place in the house that i can put my music collections..
-Ask for a HWS reunion, lol if it is possible.
-Go try out the new circle line of MRT by myself [:D im turning circles]
-Learn driving at Ang Mo Kio (i supposed)..
-Meet up my band.. lol this makes me think of contacting them?!.. havent talk to them for ages.. :S..
woah.. actually, that's alot of things to accomplish.. ahh before October comes I better finish most of them!!
LOL I don't know what inspires my parents to buy this Condo.. prolly because of the ceiling, which make the house looks
bigger.. :S sighz.. knowing that we don't really have any tall people in the house.. dont even talk about cleaning the ceiling.. haha we managed to paint the walls off the highest ceiling!! wa! felt so rewardable!
The cons are that at least the 3 of us are living like a family LOL.
We did something over the summer that was useful and to bring our relationship
closer .. aiya knowing that I will only see them until next yrs CNY holiday..
Hmm painting is fun when the job is less hectic. but when it's so troublesome..
it's more like having a big time cleaning up the mess after painting, than the fun of painting, if you know what i mean..
We started painting from Tuesday 21.7.09 until now we only manage to finish the walls + 1 room. What's left is my room and the doors, which to be done on Sunday!
Yes! there's a rest day tmr! Physically, Im draining. Cant believe I have the stamina to climb up and down the ladder like a monkey ! Mentally, im also draining..
it seems like i cant sleep when did not use my brains LOL. Eventually, I slept at 2am and then woke up at 5am becos I saw lightning flashes passed. Yeah, I admit I were about to hide again, my heart was hyperventilating.. but then I found out that I had learnt to calm myself from that :D I continue to sleep at 6am (after watching and listening to the fantastic sounds of earth and nature). Finally, I woke up at 11:30am by a phone call from my mum ..
PS. 11:30 am this is my current record of "What is the longest hour can Clara Koh sleep in the summer of 2009". LOL
My goal for tmr & next few days:
-Try to finish watching Meteor Garden (Kor. Ver.)
-Pack my childhood toys, donate some to charity, bring some over to grandmas house.
-Go post office to pay my starhub rent :S..
-ATM abduction bahaha
-Start packing my room, throw some primary stuff away, put in new stuff etc.
-Visit Yamaha store.. Some gadgets to buy.
-Go swimming with cousin after mum and bro depart??
-Go gym and exercise for an hour ..
-Wait for god sis to call me out.. then shun bian go shopping in Bugis :S
-Wait for the shop to call me to collect my Router!!
-Go to the university. read reference books..
-AND TRY TO FINISH READING NEW MOON .. ahh because I wanna buy a new book to read!!
-Try to find a place in the house that i can put my music collections..
-Ask for a HWS reunion, lol if it is possible.
-Go try out the new circle line of MRT by myself [:D im turning circles]
-Learn driving at Ang Mo Kio (i supposed)..
-Meet up my band.. lol this makes me think of contacting them?!.. havent talk to them for ages.. :S..
woah.. actually, that's alot of things to accomplish.. ahh before October comes I better finish most of them!!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Boring? Not Quite..
Haha just when you thought life could be so boring and there are nth for you to do..
In fact this is incorrect. Yesterday.. I spent my whole day out. I bought a phone...
Great! the sales person was like "there's no value if you trade in your phone".. :S
and my old phone only cost $10 sing that's really.. anyways I got this phone.. LOL
I find it cool it has the Guitar Hero Clone in it!! omg im gonna play that someday.
Most funny thing was that I didnt know I got the same model as NA!! aiyo I found
that out this morning?? Aiya no worries, I got a blue colour, so it doesnt look
exactly similar to yours ..
Ohh plus yesterday I found a dead old sunglass of my dad's . HAHA! it fit on my face!
Im goin' to post a photo on qwert. anyways didnt really put any photos up.
what really gave me a headache was my bro.. he gave my mum the suggestion of
re-painting the house ... sighz. if you think it's fun. actually you're wrong..
That was a though job .. my arm muscles are aching.. LOL at least when I'm done with
painting i'll upload photos of my "new" house LOL. well. appearance it might look
new. But some parts can never cover that this is an old house. bahaha
Okay so what am I doin' now? Sittin' here just finish watchin' the "Moon Eclipse".
Well, as usual the "Moon ate the Sun" :D. But what was fun was I tried to do some
experiments. Such as jumpin' in the sky to see if the weight is lighter when Moon
Eclipses ..but that doesnt prove anything?? plus I even went looking out for
Vampires hahaha .. okay I was lame anyways. My bro had woke up, and I gotta?
serve him breakfast!! so toodles!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Past 6 yrs- China Life
As I had been having an Adventurous Life, many of my Singapore relatives might be thinking that what I have seen in my life around the world.
I admit that I am lucky to sit an airplane and fly around the world, across the Pacific Ocean and across the China Sea.
But what I had learnt is something that one Singaporean will never understand unless they step out to where I have been to. I had seen things more world-widely, such as showing empathy that almost none of the Singaporeans could do in the modern days. I had experience the sound of mocking that many Singaporean in Singapore still thinking that they are living in Heavenly life. Nothing to worry about, no natural hazards, simply nothing to worry about.
But hey! This is not the Singapore Spirit that we should have. If you spent your life in China, such rundown place really turns you off. Well, thinking of escaping? What if you did not have the chance to get out of China? You ought to stay with your parents for a couple of years? Well, barring a culture that is so different from people who are around you really sucks.
Plus I were young at that time and was unable to fit myself into that society.
Seriously, I had learned a big time of cherishing and treasuring anything that meant something to me. I just can’t take some Singaporeans who just don't understand they had everything they need and they should treasure them. Because I had taste the feeling of loosing, and many times. It's just an advice if you don't want to end up like me.
I guess this is fated in my life I am an adventurous person. I can't stay at a place for long, but when i do, hopefully that will be the place that will settle me down. I really hope this place is Singapore. The place I call home and I know where I belong to. Many memories in my mind, some good and some dark. Dark memories, I hope they fade away. Because, it will take too much out of me just to remind myself of certain unnecessary flash backs. Good memories, hopefully, they will last forever in my heart :D.
Never will anyone be able to judge my feelings for something or anything. And for this trip to China, no one can ever feel the way I feel. So, I will say that the Dark memories that I had in China, they will prolly stay for awhile but as it fades, I know that the memories left will be life lessons to teach me how to be stronger for tomorrow. How to face life when it reaches peaks that tears you down and ruins your life. I will say this adolescences changing to young adulthood is a major change in mindset for me. I had grown up with such struggling environment that made me a better and understanding person.
Overall, I guess, if you asked me what I had learnt. Well, my answer is that learn to be yourself, to be truthful and to be a person who shows real sympathy. And that we can’t make a change by just saying, we have to make it happen!
I admit that I am lucky to sit an airplane and fly around the world, across the Pacific Ocean and across the China Sea.
But what I had learnt is something that one Singaporean will never understand unless they step out to where I have been to. I had seen things more world-widely, such as showing empathy that almost none of the Singaporeans could do in the modern days. I had experience the sound of mocking that many Singaporean in Singapore still thinking that they are living in Heavenly life. Nothing to worry about, no natural hazards, simply nothing to worry about.
But hey! This is not the Singapore Spirit that we should have. If you spent your life in China, such rundown place really turns you off. Well, thinking of escaping? What if you did not have the chance to get out of China? You ought to stay with your parents for a couple of years? Well, barring a culture that is so different from people who are around you really sucks.
Plus I were young at that time and was unable to fit myself into that society.
Seriously, I had learned a big time of cherishing and treasuring anything that meant something to me. I just can’t take some Singaporeans who just don't understand they had everything they need and they should treasure them. Because I had taste the feeling of loosing, and many times. It's just an advice if you don't want to end up like me.
I guess this is fated in my life I am an adventurous person. I can't stay at a place for long, but when i do, hopefully that will be the place that will settle me down. I really hope this place is Singapore. The place I call home and I know where I belong to. Many memories in my mind, some good and some dark. Dark memories, I hope they fade away. Because, it will take too much out of me just to remind myself of certain unnecessary flash backs. Good memories, hopefully, they will last forever in my heart :D.
Never will anyone be able to judge my feelings for something or anything. And for this trip to China, no one can ever feel the way I feel. So, I will say that the Dark memories that I had in China, they will prolly stay for awhile but as it fades, I know that the memories left will be life lessons to teach me how to be stronger for tomorrow. How to face life when it reaches peaks that tears you down and ruins your life. I will say this adolescences changing to young adulthood is a major change in mindset for me. I had grown up with such struggling environment that made me a better and understanding person.
Overall, I guess, if you asked me what I had learnt. Well, my answer is that learn to be yourself, to be truthful and to be a person who shows real sympathy. And that we can’t make a change by just saying, we have to make it happen!
Home Sweet Home~
Finally, got the chance to login to Blogger.. after all the censorship in China..
Peace out, now that im back home I can get access to mostly every website!
Hi to twitter, facebook, youtube!! omg. seriously, I havent been using them for awhile.
Lately, I have been cleaning up, throwing out, and waiting for my cartons to come.
Oh yea, can you believe that things you had not touch for 6 years could just spoilt by itself? lol many things from 6 years ago had to be thrown away :S. It was such a waste.
So yea, have to buy new stuff to replace the spoilt parts.
Sighz so tired today.. :( I need some rest, time passed so quickly during holidays.
And then time passes so slow when you're trying to learn something new.
lol anyways, time to watch episode 16 -> Meteor Garden Kor. ver. !! I'm almost done!!
Reminder: Thursday Morning 9+ am. Technician coming to build and install cable point.
Peace out, now that im back home I can get access to mostly every website!
Hi to twitter, facebook, youtube!! omg. seriously, I havent been using them for awhile.
Lately, I have been cleaning up, throwing out, and waiting for my cartons to come.
Oh yea, can you believe that things you had not touch for 6 years could just spoilt by itself? lol many things from 6 years ago had to be thrown away :S. It was such a waste.
So yea, have to buy new stuff to replace the spoilt parts.
Sighz so tired today.. :( I need some rest, time passed so quickly during holidays.
And then time passes so slow when you're trying to learn something new.
lol anyways, time to watch episode 16 -> Meteor Garden Kor. ver. !! I'm almost done!!
Reminder: Thursday Morning 9+ am. Technician coming to build and install cable point.
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