Last Assembly for G12.. Best of Luck All

Well, bittersweet I guess. All I felt in my heart was nothing but a mixture

of pain and relief. I dont know why prolly, I'm the one that wanted to

leave the most out of the whole 47 peeps. lol but the ppt. presentation was touching

I were all about to burst into tears, when it played "I will remember you"..

sort off emotional at that moment. my heartbeat stopped i was so focused on the

lyrics rather than the pictures. well, i hate good byes. i guess i'll be the

one who will remember all these after 20 years. don't know why my brain could

see visions. I could still remember how things had been 6 years ago before

coming to China. I could still remember everything pretty clearly. But would

they? don't think so, i guess i did not exist in their memory as well.

anyhow.. I will always remember you peeps.. the ones that could gives me heaven

and hell. = = One more final formal day --> 5.6.09 Graduation Day +

6.6.09 Prom Night <-- guess only me quit yea? anyways.. have fun.. I'll join

some at crown plaza hotel for the stay over. :D

Last but not least, Wishing all grade 12 the very best for the IB exams ..

lol and don't forget it's Labour Day Tomorrow! We all should take a break

before heading back to the cold, quiet and serious exam room!

Tomorrow..

heard of this Avril Song from one of my friend from grade 11 Natalya who sang

"Tomorrow".. and I got mesmerised by this song.. I've learnt how strum this song

but my fingers hurts.. so painful esp. my tiny :S wow it's really crazy plus my

fingers are short, not sure if i chose the right instrument or not. lol

but this time I don't want to let go of something anymore. I had found out

that I were so dumb before. I had everything, I could've learn almost everything.

I don't want to admit that it's too late. But im goin' to prove to everyone,

this guitar, which I only learnt for 7 months I could play more than 10 songs

no matter the difficulty, although I admit some difficult tabs still bother me

but I am not giving up, I will keep playing, keep practising until my fingers

bleed. I am pretty sure if I do this, it will not only improve v. quickly plus

enables me to remember the blood, sweat and tears that I've put in. This effort

will PAY OFF! I don't want to be the stupid Clara Koh anymore.. no more..

Watch out for me in the News!

OMG! I can't believed I was interviewed by Singaporean Reporters = =!!

One from the strait times the other from mediacorp!! @_@

OMG! lol can't believe what will happen if i turn up on newspapers and the news in

singapore!

Finally, I can get a taste of how celebrities who feel about cameras flashing about

them. If you like it, yea.. you'll love being famous. If you dislike it, well

you're going to hide from the cameras.

lol anyways it's a meaningful day to remember 10.4.2009!!!

Dead and Gone

或许是命中注定会被其他人欺负. 哈哈, 说出心事只会被取笑.

现在没有知心人会那么无聊坐下来听这些心事..

但是我会, 我一定会.

我不想跟任何人不合..

为什么就是那么难? 为什么一定会有那些王XX来找麻烦?

看来没办法了, 如果要战争, 不要怪我不留情了.. 见人就杀 = =.

"That part of me left yesterday, the heart of me is strong today.

No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away."

"Hey, I've been travelin' on this road too long.

Just tryin' to find my way back home.

The old me's dead and gone, dead and gone."

"I turn my head to the east, I don't see nobody inside.

I turn my head to the west, still nobody in sight.

So I turn my head to the north, swallow that pill that they call pride.

That old me is dead and gone but the new me will be alright."

---let all these pain and all the bs. leave a mark in the past.

im movin' on. No Regrets. Yet. Hold On Clara Koh!