Thursday, December 01, 2016

Hiatus

Well, looking at the years of blogging,
I remembered who taught me to write.
I remembered those days when writing was the only form of therapy.
I remembered those counsellors who told me to keep a diary.
To those counsellors- Mr. Fast & Mr. Knobel,
if you still remember.. Thank you.
Because I truly remembered the times.
& it has proven to keep my sanity going on for years.
Hence, thank you with gratitude. :)

As I am embarking on a journey which is a little bittersweet.
Bidding goodbye to the crazy times, the youths, the late nights.
Saying hello to the routines, the chores, the jams, the adulthood.
& perhaps the middlelife crisis.

Reflecting since I was an 18 year old..
When I first started writing, blogging.
I wonder how much wisdom have I gained and..
how much have I also lost along the way.
Maybe I didn't live my teenage to the fullest,
hence I played too hard during these past young adult days.
So many adventures that words could hardly describe them except for
those who have been through it themselves would understand.

A quarter of life.
I have my fair bit of understanding of life. love. blood. sweat. tears.
I am glad so much have been accomplished.
Proud to be a MA graduate despite the ups and downs in life.
I am glad that the lessons in life did not break me.
But instead, I am bent well to face what's gonna come ahead.
Whatever they are, 2017, please be good to me. I am ready to be reborn.
For that I am going to place focus in my life,
to concentrate on the things that matters most
and to contribute to this society with the rest of my life.
Until then, I am officially on hiatus.
If I still remember this blog, I will write again. But until then.. :)